Q.O.T.W.(just randoms)

You know what? forget quotes. from now on im just doin randoms its more original and fun anyway. Plus i never find anything good anymore. so here it goes.

1) Im sick of being sick and this crazy weather dont help me either. I cant wait til i get rid of this annoying cold!!

2) Im sick of fake people and people who consider me in an afterthought. If you dont like me or you dont care about me, dont even come around b/c life is too short to waste on people who dont like you or dont care.

3)The semester is goin so fast, but at the same time it feels like its moving at a snail's pace.

4)Sometimes i wish i could just lay in bed all day and not go anywhere. But in reality i cant because theres too much to be accomplished and lifes too short to waste precious time.

5) Im glad its finally friday but then it hits me that i have to read for like all my classes because just as quickly as the week ended and all the dreaded tests were over with, more tests are fast approaching and the wk starts all over again in 3 days.

6) I miss the days when i did my homework or i read something and bam i passed.

7) I also miss the days when my mama did everything for me, but now i realize that i have to grow up even though some days i really wish i could freeze right here and right now and not get any older or any younger. LOL.

8) I really like the lyrics to india arie's "just for today". theres this one line i really should learn to live by: I dont know whats gonna happen but thats alright with me. I open up my arms and i embrace the mystery. I love love lovE that. I believe that if i said to myself, and stopped worrying about things that havent even happened yet, life would go so much smoother.

9)I been thinkin alot lately and i realize that some things just arent meant to be so therefore i should just embrace whatever i got coming and deal with it.

10) I really dont understand why people assume that you always have to be in a group. Like why isnt it okay, just for a day to wanna sit by yourself and think about things and not have to make conversation. Sometimes you need that peace and quiet to figure things out and just for your own sanity. And sometimes its not even voluntary isolation. Common sense tells you, if a table is full, you sit somewhere else until some room becomes available or whatever the case may be. Point blank. Dont get me wrong i like hanging out with people but i like my space too sometimes. Simple as that.

11)Men are interesting creatures who never cease to amaze me and constantly force me to rethink my philosophies and theories on what goes on inside their heads. Although i may never figure out exactly why men do everythinG that they do, i think i will gain a considerable amount of incite, just by paying attention. LOL

12) Sometimes you dont realize how blessed you are until you are informed of someone else's situation.

13) It takes alot to admit when you are wrong or that you did or said something that wasnt so nice. But when you do finally admit that, you feel better and the person will probably respect you more for that.

14) Im bored right now, even though i could be reading before dinner LOL.

15) Its amazing how they expect you to come to all this stuff on campus that costs money and some of us dont have it like that. I know i dont LOL.

16) Why do people talk so loud that you can hear their entirE conversation through these thin walls? LOL

17) I love profs who tell you just what you need to pass and dont waste the whole period..LOL

18) I love sleep...from now on, im gonna try to get more LOL.

19) I really miss a certain person but oh well.

20) I guess its time to forgive and forget. I have already done one. you guess which one..

Well thats where im at, im bored, im tired, im sick, and im a lil annoyed for more than a couple of reasons. But yeah ill live and life goes on, it dont stop for no one. Be back next week.

L.I.F(randoms instead)

Well there are no lyrics i like this wk. So im just gon write off the dome.

1) I hate being sick. I swear im never studyin that much again. Its like im extra tired, i got the sniffles, my head hurts and i have the chills periodically. I never realized how much sleeping crazy hours and not goin to bed at a consistent time can mess with your immune system. Mines is all thrown off at this point LOL. But its nothing i cant shake off in a few days, just the average cold.

2) Im really starting to hate school. Like i like being at school. But i just never feel like goin to class. Dont get me wrong i love to learn. Im just ready for a break. But i really dont think that will be coming anytime soon, since im going to take some free electives for like a month this summer and im trying to work too. Guess i wont get a break till i graduate.

3) I really wish i had some money. I been sayin this for the longest, But i feel like im gon be in a "permanent recession" till i graduate and start working b/c im always broke until the summer gets here or my gmom or somebody else blesses me with some money LOL.

4) Im learning so much about the opposite sex. Maybe i will go into detail about that one day. who knows? LOL

5) Im so bored. I want some excitement. Nothing ever happens around here LOL.

6) Life is so much easier when you dont let nothing phase you. When you let stuff get to you, thats when the problems start.

7) I just wanna go far away from here, far away from here, just jump in a taxi cab, pack my bags and get away fast. LOL i wish i could.

8) There are lots of things i wish i understood right now, but i really dont think i ever will.

9) I wish things didnt have to change but i guess i was due for some change.

10) If feelings werent created life would be so much easier.


Im kinda rambling now, so i guess im done till next wk. LOL. Thats where im at though. Im bored, im contemplating a lot. Im living and im learning. Peace, Joy and love. :-)

L.I.F.

Hey yall, this wk i finally found some lyrics to post that i liked LOL

>> Pussycat Dolls: I hate this part( i love this song, the lyrics are interesting and they are killin it :) )

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

**Ryan Leslie ft jadakiss: How it was supposed to be remix(Im really feelin this beat and the lyrics are so hot. i think jadakiss made this song hotter!!)

Rap 1: Jadakiss Uh Yea Yo My heart got my mind trapped in

Tryna find somethin' out that ain't gon' happen

Honey jus' jumped ship and left the captain Guess that's the repercussions of my actions

Yeah, And its making me furious cuz I'm so curious

After you lose somethin' you realize its serious

Meanwhile im strecthin' the time out Sitting here wondering if you'll ever find out

C'mon

Verse 1: Ryan Leslie Fresh like the kiss of morning dew

That's how it felt that day we met

When I first laid eyes on you

Its like you walked right up out my fantasy

And then you left that day Girl why did you abandon me

Baby you'll see, that you'll

Chorus: And i wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby

Said i wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby

Verse 2: Ryan Leslie Now when I think back to the days you were mine

Oh how I wish I could flip the switch To turn back the hands of time aw, baby

But you were the one that made me real

Now that your gone Tell me what in the world am i s'pose to feel

Without you here with me

Chorus: And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was suppose to be

Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was suppose to be

Bridge: Listen Something tells me I been robbed

Of the love I felt that you should've given

Never thought you would leave me on my own

But I see that's its over

And I hope one day your mine

Rap 2: Jadakiss Yo heavy behind the tints red carpet events

The way we crushin' the buildin' don't even make sense

Paparazzi always wanna poly when you fresh Gucci on the frames, Cavali on the dress His and her bling, king and the queen

Coming through clean doin' his and her thing

That's just thoughts of how it coulda been shoulda been

Till I figure it out, its back to the hood again

Whos ever heart cant be broke, can be cracked

But imma handle it like a G, and G Mack

Still brainstorming see the sunshine

But the rain still forming

Pains getting stronger

Cant really pin point where it went wrong and All i know is that I shoulda seen it all along

And Maybe I need a different approach with me

To find out how it really was suppose to be

Chorus: And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby (uh will we ever find i wonder)

Said I wonder if we'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby ( I wonder)

And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby ( Said I wonder)

Said I wounder if we'll ever find out how it was suppose to be baby (Uh Yeah)

++The Dream ft Mariah carey: My love(this song is so hot, it seems like everything he comes out with lately is hot and he has the craziest beats; and we all know anything mariah on is a banga LOL)

[The Dream]

Radio Killa did a song with the American Dream

They can't put it down like this, no no no no

On my baby

she my shorty

Oh, we rockin

They gotta trip all up on their breath

They hate on us

Now who’s right there every time you cry?

Gonna sleep and wake up on your side?

Endless love I'll always provide

They hatin on us and you should know why

But who’s been lovin you lately?

Who’s willing to go half on the baby?

Who who who’s trying to flag our ship?

They just tryin to get the love you give

But baby,

[Chorus] Tell me what they know about my love (my love) [x8]

[Mariah Carey] So they don’t understand why I'll never leave you Explain my love?

I don’t need to Get everybody way up in our business

Cuz lovin each other stay on their wish list

I see them reachin everytime you call me baby

They on my back like a shirt, get off me baby

They don’t love me, let them wonder why im Here to stay and they going bye bye

Who’s the one calling you baby

Who’s in love with your ass like crazy?

Who who who’s gonna flag our ship?

They just tryna get the love u give baby

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)[x8]

My love is your love

There ain’t nothing in this world

that they can do to make me give you up

Oh baby you will always be my girl so let them do whatever, say whatever

Cuz I ain't givin her up

Tell me what they know about my love (my love) [x8]

}}Karina: First Love( im in love with this song LOL it is the truth.)

You're there for me, through all of my ups and downs

And what I feel you always seem to know

You find the words, when I need comforting

And dry my eyes, that's why I love you so

More than a friend you're my first love

I can always depend on my first love

I feel like I have known you all my life

I can't explain how close we are

When something's wrong, you know how to make it right

That's why you stay close to my heart

You are more than a friend you're my first love

I can always depend on my first love(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)(Just fine)

Cause you are my very first love

Sweet, my first kiss goodnight

You're the beat of my heart music

My very first love

More than a friend you're my first love

I can always depend on my first love

With you in my life I'm not lonely at all

And if there were tears (yeah) you'd catch them all

Cause you know my pain, and you know my joy

There's no secrets between us only pretty piano chords

You are more than a friend you're my first love(Send chills up my spine)

I can always depend on (music) my very first love

Sweet, I can't denyIt's in my heartMusic, my very first love

I sing because I'm happy but music sets me free

You're sweet lullaby a first kiss goodnight

The beat of my heart music, my very first love(Oh Oh Oh)

You are more than a friend you're my first love

I can always depend on my first love

You are more than a friend you're my first love

I can always depend on my first love(Woah oh)My first love

Well thats it for this wk. Im in a love song kinda mood and those songs are the truth. i can listen to these cuts a million times and still love them. See yall.

Q.O.T.W.(randoms...again this wk....)

Just sitting here chillin. For some reason there havent been any quotes lately so i am forced to resort to randoms. LOL. but its not a bad thing b/c i like writing off the top of my head.

1) Well im always happy to see the wknd get here. But today it seems extra special. I dont know why.

2) It has been a good week, even though it was kinda stressful. I still made it, but it was only by the grace of god. Thats the only way.

3) Im bored. But its all good. I shouldnt be bored for long. I have a feeling tonight is gonna pop, one way or the other LOL.

4) Still thinkin about that blog idea....i dont know if i wanna do it though. Its a good idea but some people, namely some dudes might have a problem with it. But hey its my blog and i dont write it for nobody but me. If people choose to read it oh well.

5) I think after yesterday's labs, i like my major again. Its interesting, yet challenging. Its hard but i know i can do it if i really try and stop being lazy.

6) OMG freestyle friday is the best... its march mayhem and all these dudes got some hot lines but for real, its crazy how they can tell when the dude aint freestyling..LOL i guess its kinda easy if they just spitting with out pausin, and it comes across effortless, then you know they wrote that rap before hand and memorized it. LOL. regardless, they hot. Im kinda curious as to why there arent any female rap battles? they must think females cant go hard like that. LOL. But i mean look at eve, foxy, lil kim. they all do they thing so im sure its some newbies out there thats dyin for the chance to be the next them. they should give them a chance. Basically thats the only reason to watch the show during the week. every other day is boring unless somebody come through b/c they act too hype and corny.LOL and somedays they cant dress. terrence instigate too much too.

7) original quote: life is full of disappointments, but you just gotta learn to bounce back like a rubber band

8) original quote: No matter what happens, im doing me. whoever wanna be in my life can get with it or get lost.

9)ok see yall next week or later. might post that post i been talkin about all week who knows. maybe some thoughts will pop into my head.

10) still keepin hope alive about a certain situation and its outcome, but there are no guarantees in this life, so whatever happens, happens.

Well thats where im at this wk, loving life, tryna do what i have to do to be successful, and having fun at the same time. Thats what i do. LOL

L.I.F.(randoms instead)

1) Well, today was a good day, just boring as usual.

2) I cant wait to graduate. It seems like i never have free time anymore. And really its not like ill have that much free time when i start working either.

3)Even though men continue to perplex me more each day, i still love the sexy ones LOL. I am now convinced that men are just a mystery that isnt meant to be solved. Im not supposed to understand. I should just enjoy the encounters i have and stop reading so much into everything. Now some of yall men out there might say that the same could be said for women, however if you take the time to get to know us, you just might understand us.

4) Ughh...i really need to get my study on. It seems like every time i turn around i have another test to get ready for. And it wouldnt hurt if i read more...but its not that much fun reading upwards of 100pgs for lectures. LOL. Maybe i have ADD or maybe im just incredibly bored and prone to distraction.

5) I think im really growing up. Despite my laziness at times, and how stubborn i can be, im learning to say what i think and be a better person. The way i see it, for every bad trait i have, theres a good one to balance it out.

6) Im so bored right now its not even funny. and im tired so i dont know how im gonna be productive later on.

7) I miss a certain someone. But its clear they totally forgot about me and moved on with their life, because they dont want anything to do with me. Or at least thats how i feel. But even feeling like that, i pray for that person and wish that they will be happy and have a good life. I just wish i still had a part to play in it, even if it is insignificant. Thats how much i love that person, despite all the stuff we have been through.

8) When people tell me things about myself, it intrigues me because i never knew i was like that and im cool with it, or i realize that something needs to change. I wouldnt say im conceited, but i do like to know what people think about me LOL. I guess it gives me "guidelines", if you will, on how to be better than i am. I like to hear people's opinions, but its still my choice whether i keep their thoughts in mind or not. My thing is if nobody tells me about myself, how can i get better? Its like they say, a closed mouth dont get fed.

9) cant wait to watch AI and ANtm tonight, sure seems more exciting than my life...LOL.

10) im thinkin of writing a different kind of blog, it'll probably be redundant or contradict what i have been told about a particular topic, but its my opinion, nobody said it was law. Ill post that soon, as soon as i figure out what to say LOL

Couldnt find any songs i liked this week. There are still good songs out there. But, i probably already posted most of them. LOL. See yall later.

randoms

Well i dont really see any quotes that peak my interest so im gon just go with the flow.

1) I hate bein home its entirely too boring. i mean its not like school is the most exciting place in the world but its way better than being here.

2) i cant wait til im legal. maybe life will get more exciting then. plus ill be done with school.

3)Music and writing is my life. It feels like i should have chosen one of those as a major but everybody knows neither is lucrative unless you have a foot in the door of some popular company. So therefore i went with a lucrative and challenging career like nursing. I figure i can do something involving music and writing on the side. Maybe ill be a song writer. Maybe ill review songs who knows what the future holds.

4) It annoys me that i can never do what i need to do lately but i can always do what i love to do. I really think this has a lot to do with #3. LOL

5) It would be lovely if i won the lottery right about now. At this point in my life. I need money and im kinda in a lazy mood that doesnt seem to be goin anywhere. But eventually ill get on track b/c reality will slap me in the face. LOL

6)Even though this summer will be busy i cant wait. Ill have to take some summer classes to get some free electives out of the way and i think ill be workin and doin a bunch of other stuff too, but i think ill still have fun.

7)Lately ive become more spiritual and i think that it is paying off. I feel happier knowing that im forming a bond with the man upstairs. Hes really the only one i should be worried about pleasing, to tell the truth.

8) Im so bored right now its not even funny. Of course theres tons of reading to do but thats not what i wanna do LOL.

9) I really wanna be friends with a certain person but it doesnt seem like thats possible. So i guess ill give up.

10) I have alot of unanswered questions floating around in my head for instance:
i cant understand dudes for the life of me; why is it not okay to be friends and get to know somebody beforehand and also conversely, why is it that when you do give in and just be with someone, why cant you be friends anymore afterwards? Like you dont know that you are goin to miss that person immensely even though you dont admit it?

Well thats all i can think of right now. Or at least all i feel like writing. See yall later. :-)

L.I.F.

**Rihanna: Hatin on the Club (I absolutely love this song. Its hot!)


oh woahhhoo oh oh(x2)

oh

Now this'll be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cry-yay-yay-yayyyy

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhhhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahhhhhhhh

oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho(x2)

oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh

oho oh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is

Stayed at home like a good girls do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cry-yay-yay-yayyy

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhhhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahhhhhhhh

oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho(x2)
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh
oho oh

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love(x2)
We would still have us(x2)
I'd still have my loveeeeeee(x2)
We would still have us

But now we're like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love

But now, now we're like whoahhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

You Got her hatin on ohhhh
You Got her hatin on the club(x4)
club,club,club

You Got her hatin on ohhhh
You Got her hatin on the club

>>John Legend: Everybody Knows (I love this song so much. Hot lyrics!)

It gets harder everyday but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I am tryna find the word to say please stay
It’s written all over my face
I can’t function the same when you’re not here
Calling your name when no ones there
And I hope one day you’ll see

(Chorus)
No body has it easy
I still can’t believe you
Found somebody new
But I wish you the best
I guess
‘Cause everybody knows that
Nobody really knows how to make it work
Or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before and
Everybody knows just how to make it right
I wish we gave it one more try
One more try, try (one more try)
One more try, try (one more try)
‘cause everybody knows
But no body really knows

Oh ooh yeah

I don’t care what the people say
If I’ll be lonely anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he said she said
It seems like you just don’t know (don’t know)
The radio goes you’re tuning me up
Am trying to speak you’re turning me down
And I know one day you’ll see

(Chorus)

I wish that you would understand
I’m just an ordinary man
I wish that we had known
Everybody knows that nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see
Nobody has it easy


(Chorus)

{}Letoya: Not Anymore (This song is the truth!!!)
This is dedicated to
This, This, This is dedicated to
Mmmmmm, well if your feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicated to you

Verse 1:
Well, Ive been the super girlfriend
Let you think that nothing bother me
Like when you go out with your friends
And people bring me back the stories
The stories bout them other girls
Bout this one, and that one, and those three
So when I ask a simple question (Where were you last night?)
You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me

Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Then right where you are just get up

Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore

Verse 2:
Mmmmm, no more settling for less
Im looking for that kind of man
Thats gonna give his best, cause Im giving my best
A man that wants to cherish this
And knows exactly how to woo me
Not some silly little boy
Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies

Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Not Anymore lyrics on
Then right where you are just get up

Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (walking out the door)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (no, not anymore)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (not no more, not no more, Im gone)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (Nooooooooooo)

This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)
This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)
Mmmmm, well if you feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicted to you (if you feel me say)

Chorus:
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore



Well thats all i can think of for this week. Sorry its late. see yall