Hey everyone out there in blogland. SOrry i havent been keeping up with this blog. But lifes been very hectic. Im bout to be a senior in nursing school. Im working 3 days a week & i still have to have time for me. lol. Enough about that. Lets get to the thoughts i had in mind.
>> We all know today is fathers day. So i must pay homage to my own dad. Without him, i dont know where i would be. We dont always get along, but i love him to death and i know he loves me. So happy father's day to all the good fathers out there, biological, adopted, the moms who have to be dads too, etc. You are all appreciated. Hope you enjoyed your day.
++ Now i may be late but im just hearing Lyfe Jenning's new song Statistics. I most say it is the truth and its very profound. There were a couple of lyrics that stood out to me. But the one that i would like to share with you and keep in mind is, "be the person you wanna find. Don't be a nickel out here lookin' for a dime. No truer words have been spoken. I truly believe i need to practice what hes preaching. If i want a real man, i should strive to be a real woman. If i want an educated man, i should try to acquire as much knowledge as i can. If i want a man who is hardworking i must work hard myself and stop being lazy. If i want a man who is compassionate, loyal, funny, trustworthy, honest, and much much more, i must find it in my heart to be such a person. I really think this song could not have come at a better time. I mean i have been told this before. However, now for some reason, my eyes are open to the truth. Its up to me to embrace it or keep being the way i am. Im at a low point in my life. I afraid to be alone. I crave attention. I think im just in love with being in love. I need to let love find me. But first i need to find myself and be in love with that person if that makes any sense. But toodles for now. just wanted to say that tidbit. Hopefully ill update again soon.
