I just wanna be

I just wanna be happy. Is that too much to ask? Im not looking for bucketloads of cash. I wanna be my own person & discover my destiny. I just wanna explore all the possibilities. I just wanna be free. Free to be me. A woman without inhibitions, reservations, or regrets. A woman who listens to suggestions but dares to care less. Because she knows her heart. She knows her soul. She knows that god gave her a different role. Something extraordinary is just over the horizon. But she cant see it yet. The sky is cloudy and the road ahead is wet. Yet she keeps going slow and steady. In search of a dream, hoping that she finds her way. To a place where she can finally be, free.

updates!! Just my thoughts

I always said i wouldnt be one of those people. You know the ones who never accomplish anything. But look at me now. I feel like im going down the wrong road and i cant turn around. Either way i go its going to be hard. You see i subscribe to the school of thought that you make a way out of no way & that theres more than one way to get somewhere in life. Other people dont see it that way though. I see it as grinding. They see it as struggle. But ive learned the hard way already that things dont always go the way you want. Ideally i would crawl in a hole and never come out but this clock called life keeps ticking no matter what. There is no pause button. I know theres a way to follow my heart and be successful. I know that if i work hard ill get what i want out of life some of the time. But first i gotta get in the race.