Me in 2011

Hey blogland. I know i have been gone for a long time. A lot has happened since i last wrote. For one im a senior in nursing school, which is no easy feat. Im also 21 now. Thats write your girl is grown&sexy now. With the grace of god I will graduate with my Bachelor's of Science in Nursing in May. That means ill be out in the real world. I'll have to start making way more decisions for myself. I'll have to rely a little less on my parents and become more independent. I'll have to change for the better and try my best to make something of myself. So that my family can be proud. So that my late grandmother, grandfather and great uncle can be proud. Only god knows how much i miss them. There isnt a day that passes that i dont think of them. I really wish they could have seen me graduate. However, i know i have three guardian angels watching over me eternally. I know they would be happy. As far as i have come, at times i still feel as though i have a long way to go. I doubt myself way too much. I feel lonely. I feel scared of what is to come. I feel so many emotions. I only hope that i can be all i hope to be and more. I really dont think i can be successful until i believe in myself though. It all starts with me. Well thats all for now. Hope to write again soon. When a thought comes to mind that is. Peace, Joy, and Love.