I just dont know

I just dont know why i keep on giving you chances.

Time and time again.

I mean if i work with the same materials.

Im bound to get the same outfit correct?

So if i get with the same person.

And expect every time to be different.

Then im just in denial.

Because people are stubborn.

They crave your attention.

But give you nothing in return.

I dont know why i thought this time would be different.

Its just that i love you so much that i was willing to try again.

Thinkin that maybe, just maybe.

Those good memories. Those great feelings would come to the surface yet again.

And they did. But things are different.

And i can tell.

You want me one minute.

Then you ignore me the next.

I love you

Then you make me hate you.

Then i like you.

In spite of what you do.

Or what you say or how you act.

I still want you

I still love you

I still need you.

In my life.

In my world.

In my heart, my body, my mind, my soul.

Somehow i just cant stop loving you.

This love is unconditional.

Oh so forgivable.

Oh so impossible to dissolve.

I just dont know why but i do.

And i always will.

I wanna work it out but how do you feel?

I really cant tell lately.

And that hurts.

I just dont know how but i do.

I still love you.

With every part of my being.

With everything that i have.

I Love You.

Now what do you want?

Let me know.

And ill try.

If not, ill never be able.

To be the best woman for you.

Ill always be second rate.

Never first class.

cause im so ignorant to your expectations.

Enlighten me.

Give me peace of mind.

Just let me know....cause really truthfully, I just dont know.