Sometimes

Sometimes im clumsy.
Sometimes im not.
Sometimes im lost.
Sometimes i find my way.

Sometimes im sad.
Sometimes im mad.
Sometimes im happy.
Sometimes im glad.

Sometimes i feel loved.
Sometimes i dont.
Thats when i realize if you dont love yourself.
Nobody else wont.

Sometimes im lonely.
Sometimes im confused.
Thats when i remember that i hate being used.
And then i remember that life dont love you.

Life loves itself.
Its all out for its own wealth.
It doesn't care what you think.
Life just does what it does.
Just because.

Sometimes im me.
Sometimes im who i shouldnt be.
Sometimes im crazy.
Sometimes im sane.

Sometimes im silly.
Sometimes im in a whole 'nother lane.
Sometimes im vulnerable.
Sometimes im secure.

Somtimes i feel rich
Sometimes i feel poor.
Above all im still ASJ.
No matter what happens.

Im just a different variety.
Just showin a different side.
But nonetheless, I'm me.
And nobody can change that.
I love who i am.
Then again sometimes i dont.
But then i realize that i am who im supposed to be.
It was all just destiny.
God doesn't make mistakes.

He gave me beauty. brains, wisdom, courage and heart.
So i plan to use them all and become better everyday.
I'll never take me for granted.
because too many other people do.

If noone else loves me and appreciates me i will.
No matter what happens even at my lowest.
Especially at my highest.
Im just me.
THe one and only me.