Wednesday, January 28, 2009

L.I.F.

++Leona Lewis: Better in Time ( i love this song)It's been the longest winter without youI didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget youAfter all that we've been throughGoing coming thought I heard a knockWho's there no oneThinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't knowIf you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'm gon' be ok[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals tooIt'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in timeI couldn't turn on the TVWithout something there to remaind me Was it all that easyTo just put aside your feelingsIf I'm dreaming don't wanna laughHurt my feelings but that's the pathI believe in And I know that time will heal itIf you didn't notice boy you meant everythingQuickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'm gon' be ok[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals tooIt'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in timeSince there's no more you and meIt's time I let you go So I can be freeAnd live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without youYes I will[Chorus: X2]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals tooIt'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
>>Rihanna: Take a bow (this song is the truth. I love it!)Oh, how bout a round of aplouse yahStandin ovashin ooo oh ya ya ya yaU look so dumb right nowStandin out side my houseTryin to apoligiez, ur so ugly when u cry, pleaseJust cut it outDon't tell me ur sorry cuz ur notBaby, when i know ur only sorry u got caught(Chours)But u put on quite a showReally had me goinBut now it's time to goCurtians finally closinThat was quite a showVery entertaningBut it's over now (but it's over now)Go on and take a bow ohGrab ur clothes and get gone (get gone)U better hurry upBefore the sprinklers come onTalkin bout girl i love u ur the one this is whats like the re-run, pleaseWhat else is on (oh)And don't tell me ur sorry cuz ur notBaby, when i know ur only sorry u got caught(Chours)Any award for the best life goes to uFor makin me belive, that u could be faithful to meLet's here ur speech ohHow bout around of aplousea standin ovashin(Chours)But it's over now
**Keyshia Cole: Didnt i tell you(Man this song is the truth..i LOVe it!!)[Verse 1:]So while you going out having your fun, I should sit here waiting for you?All this time I've invested in you baby, now you getting your dubs.And making your runs and popping your drink.And having your fun.But see it's ok.Cuz what goes around comes around.It's always been that way.[Chorus:]Didn't I tell you I was gonna be the one? (Be the one)Be the one and when it's all done boy... (She can't love you like I do)Didn't I tell you boy?Didn't I tell you?Didn't I tell you?Didn't I tell you?Didn't I tell you boy?[Verse 2:]So now the sun coming up you wanna change.But I ain't sitting up and crying s***.So while you rolling out doing your thing.I'll be popping my bottles.Rolling round clubs.Hanging wit me girls.I'll be having my fun.Cuz I don't deserve all the games you play.Now you coming back this way.But...[Chorus:]Didn't I tell you I was gonna be the one? (Be the one)Be the one and when it's all done boy... (Boy, she can't love you like I do)Didn't I tell you boy?Didn't I tell you? (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)Didn't I tell you? (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)Didn't I tell you? (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)Didn't I tell you boy?[Bridge:]You going out knowing everybody's watching.But she could never be me and you know it baby.The proff is in the puddin.Ain't no way to hide it.(Didn't I tell you boy)[Too $hort:]You thinkin you got her stuck, you must be smoking.She got alot of money too.She ain't no joke man.We raised her good.She got the game before the fame.Keyshia Cole, ain't nothing changed.You know her name.You see her ridin something clean.Lookin hella fly.I know you heard, she changed her mind.I'm bout to tell you why.She ain't staying at the house.She going out.To some exclusive s*** that you don't know about.She won't be curled up crying wit a broke heart.She bout to get dressed and go hard.And if you wanna run the streets chasing hoes, dude she'll be out chillin cuz you ain't doinwhat you suppose to.[Chorus:]Didn't I tell you I was gonna be the one? (Yeah, be the one)Be the one and when it's all done boy... (Boy, she can't love you like I do)Didn't I tell you boy?Didn't I tell you? (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)Didn't I tell you? (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)Didn't I tell you? (Yeah yeah yeah yeah)Didn't I tell you boy?
//Brandy: Movin on(well i dont like the song that much...but i like the lyrics...)Hmmm yeah...Oh yeahSo if we both don't believeGot to be movin' onI be a typical kind of girl wasting my timeThat ain't styleSee I would rather be occupiedAlways trying to keep my mind pointed to a higher placeI can have anything I wantAnything I can dream ofI've been soldSince the day I was born, oh yeahSo I make sure everydayThat I don't let nothing hold me backGot to be on track, I got to move1- So if a role don't fit meGot to be moving onCause if it don't work for meGuess I'll be moving on (and on)I could take libertiesBut that would cause me to changeBut that ain't my thingCause I don't want to stand with the crowdOnly true to myselfDon't have to follow no one elseNot trying to be aloneBut if I catch you doing wrongGot no problem leaving the roomDon't feel no sympathyAt least not for meCause I know just what I'm gonna doI got to moveRepeat 1Repeat 1(instrumental)2- Keep moving, keep movingKeep moving on and onKeep moving, keep movingKeep moving on and onRepeat 1 & 2

Well thats where im at this week. I know how i feel but its obvious that a certain someone doesnt feel the same. I cant waste any more time being an option when i should be a priority. It is what it is. Enlighten me if im wrong....

Friday, January 23, 2009

Revelations 2

Well i think its time that i face facts and open my eyes. Im feeling so many different feelings and thoughts constantly rush through my head. I know how i feel. But frankly im tired of trying to make a certain someone see that. Im tired of trying. Im ready to find someone who will love me and will not bs me all the time, simple as that. But before that can be accomplished, some housekeeping definitely has to be taken care of. Ive heard so many opinions and takes on this situation. But now i have drawn my own conclusion. Its time to stop blaming others. Its time to take responsibility for my role in this. Its time for me to be mature. Its time for me to be independent and assertive. Its time to stop chasing after what i desire so much. Its time to wait until what i desire desires me. Its time to love me first completely and thoroughly with no regrets, despite the events that transpire in my life. Its time to stop worrying about what others think. Its time to own the unique person that is me. Its time to embrace that. Its time to work hard to achieve my goals. Its time to stop settling for less and expecting grandiose returns. Its time to stop waiting for love and start taking care of myself. Its time for me to learn to trust others. Its time for me to be honest with myself at all times no matter how much it may hurt. Its time for me to listen more and stop waiting for my turn to talk. Its time to for me to acquire a more patient demeanor. Patience is truly a virtue. Its time for me to stop craving attention from unworthy sources. Its time for me to do what i have to be happy, alone. Its time to change my way of thinking and broaden my horizons. Its time to do me. Its time to care about myself more than others for once, while still extending a helping hand if need be. Its time to learn when im being taken advantage of and nip that in the bud. Its time to be the best me i can be, without compromising my character. Its time to be disciplined. Its time to live life and learn from my mistakes. Its time to stop being so stubborn. Its time to make smarter decisions. Its time for the new fabulous me to emerge like a butterfly from its coccoon. Its time for peace, its time for joy, its time for love. But these things need to come from me, nobody else can make me happy i have to decide to be happy all by myself then i can truly love another and do it with grace. Nobody can make these changes for me and they wont happen overnight. But the reality is that for my own spiritual, mental and emotional well being, they need to occur. It is imperative. Well these are my revelations, what are yours? Please feel free to comment.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

L.I.F.

>>Jill Scott: Slowly, Surely (so true)

Slowly surely, slowly surely
I'll walk away from
That old desperate and tainted love
Caught up in a maze of love
The crazy crazy love
Thought it was good
Thought it was real
Thought it was
But it wasn't love

I just don't know
Where i should go
So
Slowly surely
I'll walk away from
Self-serving
Undeserving
Constantly hurting me love
Deserting me love
You said, i said, we said
But

Slowly surely
I'll walk away from
Confusing love
Misusing love
Abusing love
This can't be

Slowly surely
I'll walk away from
Self serving
Undeserving
Constantly hurting me love

I just don't know
Where i should go
No
I just don't know
Know, know, know
Where i should go
So

Slowly surely
I'll walk away from
That old desperate and dazed love
Caught up in the maze of love
The crazy craze of love

Thought it was good
Thought it was real
Thought it was
But it wasn't love

I just don't know where to go
So

Slowly surely
I'll walk away from
I'll walk away from
Slowly surely
I'll walk away from love
Oh
Lonely, surely one step at a time
But surely
I will pass the old love aside
And love me
Lonely,
Surely i'll walk away from
Slowly surely i'll walk away from desperating love
Caught up in the maze love
Crazy crazy crazy love
Slowly surely, i'll walk away from (repeat 5 times)
Slooooooowly suuuuuuurely, slowly surely


++MJB: Fade Away (Somedays i could LOL)

Ohhh...
Ohhh...

[Verse 1:]
It's starting to rain again.
Everything's gone now.
Even the sun.
It's starting to rain again.
Don't go away.
What have I done?
Hmmm...
I've been high and I've been low.
I've been wealthy and I've been poor.
I don't know much.
But one thing I know, this ain't no fun.
Hmmm...

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wish that I can stand here and fade away.
(Sometimes)
Ohh...
So that no one could see the tears running down my face.
(Sometimes)
Oh, invisibility would be great.

[Verse 2:]
I painted a picture with her in his arms.
Hmmm...
It's starting to rain again.
It's all in my mind.
He's done me no harm.
Hmmm...
I've been up and I've been down.
Through all my drama, he's still around.
I can't believe that even now I put us through the storm.
Ohhh...

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wish that I can stand here and fade away.
(Sometimes)
Ohhh...
So that no one could see the tears running down my face.
(Sometimes)
Oh, invisibility would be great.

[Bridge:]
Couldn't look at myself in the mirror.
Asking myself "How dumb could you be? "
Maybe everything would be much clearer if no one could see me.
Hmmm...
Ohhh...
Oh, invisibility would be great.
Ohhh...

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wish that I can stand here and fade away.
(Sometimes)
Ohhh...
So that no one could see the tears running down my face.
Hey...
Hey...
Sometimes I wish that I can stand here and fade away.
(Sometimes)
Ohhh...
So that no one could see the tears running down my face.
(Sometimes)
Invisibility would be great.


++Alicia KEys: Karma (LOVE this song)

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
and how you need the space, and give the keys back to ya door
and how i cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
and still you said the love the was gone and that i had to leave

now you
talkin bout a family,
now you
sayin i complete ya dream
now you
sayin i'm ya everythind
you're confusin me what ya sayin to me
don't play wit me don't play wit me

chorus
cause what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down
now who's cryin desirin to come back to me
chorus again

i rememba when i was sittin home alone waitin for you til 3 a clock in the morn2
and when you came home u'd always have some sorry exscuse
and then explain it ta me like i'm just some kind of fool i sacrified the things i want to just to do things for you
and when it's time to do for me
ya never come through

now you
wanna be up unda me heeey
now you
have so much ta say to me heey
now you
wanna make time for meee
whatcha doin ta me
ya confusin me
don't play wit me don't play wit me

chorus2x

i rememba when i was sittin home alone waitin for you til 3 a clock in the morn
night after night knowin somthin goin on
wasn't long before i be gawa gawa gone
lord know it wasn't e-za believe mey neva thought you'd be the one ta decieve mey
ya neva do what ya supposed to do
no need to approach me boo cause i'm ova you

chorus3x
gotta stop tryin to come back ta me

it's called karma baby and it comes around



Well i know its short and sweet this wk, but i gotta go. Class calls LOL. It is what it is.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

My definition of a good man(read for details ;-0)

Well, it looks like i got some writing to do. So many experiences over the past few days and weeks have inspired me to write something like this, so i will. Then the world will know once and for all, what i expect. And maybe, just maybe things might start turning around. I already know what i dont like so ill save some words and just say what i love. (what i hate will be self explanatory; this might apply to P.P.s in the future too! LOL) Im not writing a novel so there wont be great detail. (if you want to know more, you can hit me up)
I want/need/like/love a man who.....
-Has substance
-Has a great personality
-Has a great head on his shoulders and is going somewhere in life.
-Who really likes me for me
-Who can hold a real conversation and keep me intrigued.
-Who is educated
-Who is sweet
-Attractive
-Funny
-Compassionate
-Considerate
-Easy going
-Flexible
-Silly
-Supportive
-Wants me for whats inside not just what i look like
-Who would never leave me lonely and never cheat
-Trustworthy
-Honest
-Loyal
-Treats me right at all times and never ignores me, even when he is hurt.
-Likes to talk
-Says exactly how he feels
-Keeps promises
-I have something in common with him
-Makes time for me no matter what
-Makes me feel appreciated, loved and cared for
-Who i can chill with and go out with and have a good time either way
-Cuddle with when its cold
-Will help me out when i need it and put my needs before his, b/c i would always try to do the same for him
-Shows me how he feels and not afraid to look like he cares...LOL
-Someone who understands that i have goals and is cool with that
-Someone who thinks the world of me and would hate to see me cry and they would never want another to take their place
-Somebody i can tell anything to
-Somebody with dress game(now i know im not a fashionista but ill try to look as good as you LOL)
-Somebody who listens to what i say and takes it in stride so as to not have to hear it again (so i wont nag you! LOL)
-Somebody i can give my all to and not regret it.
Well thats all i can think of right now, but you get the picture. (I wasnt expecting for it to be this concise but whatever. ) This is what i expect basically. If you aint with it, im not with you.. LOL

P.P.

Now i know i havent done this in awhile but once again the circumstances call for it.

1) I hate when someone is telling me something and i cant figure it out That makes me feel so dumb.And then when they finally tell me i feel even worse. Especially if it is simple.

2)I hate when people are talking about something that i dont know about b/c im not cool with them or its just some secret stuff. I mean keep it to yourself, at least in front of me. Its kind of rude actually.

3)I hate when my parents constantly nag me. It never fails when im at home she yells at me for something stupid and when im at school she calls me. Its just that sometimes i need my space. They always have to be on me.

4)I hate when im talking to someone and they cant spell. It really gets on my nerves. I mean its not rocket science, you learn how to spell in kindergarten hun LOL. If you cant spell ill never figure out what you are saying. Its one thing if you are in a rush or you have an occasional typo b/c everybody does but not if it happens every time you talk. Thats uncalled for.

5)I hate feeling alone. I mean im used to it because im an only child. But sometimes i want to feel loved and appreciated. Thats probably why i seek out men to feel loved. But they are only out for themselves most of the time. So instead of looking for them to make me feel that way, i need to look within and appreciate, love, care about, and respect myself.

6)I hate feeling like the person im with doesnt care about me. I mean if you never cared about me in the first place or you dont anymore, just let me know so i can keep my heart in tact and find a replacement. Its a waste of time. But im done agonizing about this.

7)I hate that i procrastinate. I mean its fun while im doing it but it has consequences in the long run.

8)I hate that im lazy. I need to get out there and start enjoyin life more.

9) I hate that im naive and stubborn. I need to learn to realize that some things just arent meant to be. That no matter how hard i try its not going to work.

10) I hate that real love is so hard to find. I just want to know what that feels like. I thought i was there before but i think i might have been wrong.
Well thats where im at now. Thats all i hate for this wk. I might be
back with another post later. So look out for that.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

L.I.F.

++If: Destiny's Child
(This song is the truth. You are gonna miss me if i ever decide to leave for good. But b/c i love you i dont think i can......will you ever love me the way i love you? )
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[Michelle]
If I Don't Pick Up The Phone Like I Use To (For You)
Don't You take It Personal

[Kelly]
If I Don't Do I All The Things That I Use To (To You)
I Ain't Mad At You

[Beyonce]
If You Get The Feelings Stressed Up In Your Chest Thinking
That You About To Lose (It's True)
And If you losing Out On Sleep Home Worrying About Me Ohhhhhh
This How It Be

[Chorus]
If You Don't No
Now you Know You Going To Miss
My Love
And I Ain't Not Stressing Bout A Dawg On Thang
Cause I was True When I Gave You
My Love (My Love Yeahhh)

If You Search You Would Never Find Another Love Like My Love
You going To Miss Me I Ain't Got Time For You to Sit Around
And Play With my Love (My Love)

[Michelle]
If You Think I Caught A Feeling When I Heard About That Other Chick
(Noooooo) I Already New
About It

[Kelly]
I Just Needed Time Just To Clear My Mind And That's What Said

[Beyonce]
And If You Would've Taken care Of Home I Wouldn't Even Be Alone Cause I Would Be Right There
With You Taken Care Of You Steady loving You Like I Used To Do

[Chorus]

There Was A Time I Blamed Myself
But I Can See So clearly Now Cause You Are Gone
That's How I Spend All My Time When You Weren't Home Playing Around With Them Raggedy Hafers
No More stressing, No more crying, No More Trying
I Would Rather be Alone
I'd Rather Be All By Myself
Because This Valuable Heart Of Mine Was Yours Until I Realize Finally Opened My Eyes

You See Ladies I No I Need It What Was I Thinking He Going To Miss Me When I'm Gone

[Chorus]
[Until Song Fade]


**Rihanna: Rehab
(I love this song. But i love you even more. But do you even care?)

feat. Justin Timberlake, Timbaland

[Verse 1:]
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not usual like how I'll leave
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my decease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my decease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my decease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my decease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When your love slams?
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta win myself over you

[Pre Chorus:]

[Chorus:]

[Ad libs]

[Chorus:]


>>Mariah Carey: I stay in love
( i really do. i mean i might have put this before, but whatever its still valid. no matter what i still love him)






Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you



Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive



If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds



And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you



And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you



Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you



It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now



Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know



We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you



And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you



We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you



And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you



I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.



}}Mary J Blige: Give me you






(This is my song, i love it!! Its the truth)







I don't ask for too many things
Only one thing I really need
That is you baby next to me
With that I'm satisfied
Don't need diamonds
I don't need gold
I just need someone here to hold
To keep me warm when the nights are cold
That would do just fine, just fine

You don't have to promise me the stars
Just promise me love, inside your heart
And that's enough
Baby that's enough

1 - (Give me you)
Give me you, give me all of you
(Give me night)
All my nights spent just holding you
(Give me day)
All my days being close to you
Nothing else that I need
(Give me you)
Give me you, give me all your love
(Give me time)
All your time, all your tender time
(All your heart)
All your soul baby that's enough
Nothing else that I need
Give me you, give me you
That's enough for me baby

Hmmm
I don't need things that money buys
All I need is there in your eyes
I just need your heart next to mine
All my whole life through

You don't have to bring the moon to me
Just bring me the love
The love that I need
And that's enough
Ooh baby that's enough

Repeat 1

You don't have to promise me the stars
Just promise me that I have your heart
You don't have to bring the world to me
Just give me your word, you will never leave
Cause having you beside me, I have everything I need
So give me, give me you

(Give me you)
(Give me night)
All my nights spent just holding you
(Give me day)
All my days being close to you
Nothing else that I need, oh
(Give me you)
Give me you, give me all your love
(Give me time)
All your time, all your tender time
(All your heart)
All your soul baby that's enough
That's enough, nothing else that I need
Give me you, give me you
That's enough for me baby, yeah
Give me you

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Lyrics im feeling :-)

>>YOu complete me: Keyshia Cole
(I love this song. I mean nobody can really complete you. you are already whole alone. but i just really feel what this song is saying. No matter what happens you gotta stay down for the one you love.)

Can you hear me out there
Have you ever had someone who loves you
Never leave your side
I know youll be here because...you love me...yes you do

I'll give you all my life and all my love if you promise that youll be here forever
I'll give you all of me..I'll give you everything..If you promise that you'll never leave me
What my friends say dont matter
You been right here from the start
And i'll get on my kness...I'll give you all of me...If you'll never leave my side

Because you love me...you complete me...you hold my heart in your hands
And its okay cause I'll trust that...you'll be the best man that you can...Baby you love me e e yea. oh yes you do..yea

And no matter what they ever say about you
I'm gonna stay by your side promise me
No matter what they say about me..that..you're gonna be here until the end of time
Cause you held me down when nobody was around
And gave me all the love I need
So give me more
Dont you ever leave
Cause complete me

You love me...you complete me...you hold my heart in your hands
And its okay cause I'll trust that you'll be the best man that you can
Cause you give me my heart back
give me my love back baby
i want it all
because its never enough
give me my heart
give me my love back baby
i want it all
because
its never enough

You love me...you complete me... you hold my heart in your hand
And its okay cause I'll trust that you'll be the best man that you can
Cause you love me...you complete me..you hold my heart in your hands
And its okay cause I'll trust that you'll be the best man that you can

And its okay
I know you do
I know you do
Yes you do
I need you to
Yeaa..I love you baby yeaa oh

**When it hurts: Avant
(all i know is, this song is the truth. i mean thats what love is about. loving somebody even when times are hard. when you feel like giving up, you hold on.)
{Verse 1}
Can You Take Me Telling U The Truth
When I Know The Situation
Look Shady Azz Fuck
Will U Believe When I Say
I Knew You Be Trippin So I
Slept Out In My Ride In The
Driveway

{Bridge}
So Before We Get Into
The Things That We Shouldn't
Do Ima Need Ur Undivided Attention
'Cause It's Fantasies and Reality
Baby Which One Are We Living In Oh

{Chrous}
When It Hurts Will We Still Be
The Same Two Lovers All Over Each Other
When It Hurts Will We Still See
Why We Got Together Promise That
We Never Never Be Temporary(Not Another)
Ordinary (Uh Uh) We Should Change
Peoples Definition Of Love So
Forget What U Heard The Only Way
That This Will Work Is If U
Love Me When It Hurts
(If U Love Me When It Hurts)

{Verse 2}
I Don't Want To Blend In With
Every Other Relationship That
Be Falling In And Out Girl Not
Us I Knew That I Trip 'Cause
Every Time We Argue I Think
About Having Someone On
The Side Girl

{Bridge}
So Before We Get Into
The Things That We Shouldn't
Do Ima Need Ur Undivided Attention
'Cause It's Fantasies and Reality
Baby Which One Are We Living In Oh

{Chorus}
When It Hurts Will We Still Be
The Same Two Lovers All Over Each Other
When It Hurts Will We Still See
Why We Got Together Promise That
We Never Never Be Temporary(Not Another)
Ordinary (Uh Uh) We Should Change
Peoples Definition Of Love So
Forget What U Heard The Only Way
That This Will Work You Gotta
Love Me When It Hurts

{Verse 3}
Baby Girl We Got to Face It
That Will Be Times That We Let
Each Other Down Oh And On Them
Days You Aint Feeling Me Will
U Be Able To Stick Around
'Cause Anything Worth Havings
Worth Fighting For If We
Really Want This Things To
Work We Got To Go To War
Girl Im In This I Mean Really In This Thang
But Through The Tears Will U Still Be Here

{Chorus}
When It Hurts Will We Still Be
The Same Two Lovers All Over Each Other
When It Hurts Will We Still See
Why We Got Together Promise That
We Never Never Be Temporary(Not Another)
Ordinary (Uh Uh) I Want To Change
Peoples Definition Of Love So
Forget What U Heard 'Cause Only Way
That This Will Work Is If U
Love Me When It Hurts

When It Hurts X2
Do U Love Me When It Hurts
(Repeat 'Til Song Fades Out)


++I wanna be: Chris Brown
(i love this song. it makes me feel happy.)
[Intro:]
[Sigh] Look. I know we've been friends for a while now.
But, I just feel like I can confess to you.
It's gonna be hard but.
Alright here it goes...

[Verse 1:]
Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy, I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...

[Chorus:]
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

[Verse 2:]
Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin', be the only one they like?
Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...

[Verse 3:]
Put me on your screen saver, all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..

[Chorus]

[x2]
Cross my heart hoped to die, on everything that's good,
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood.

[Chorus]

Girl I wanna be, I wanna be.... [sigh]
I wanna be, I wanna be...

>>Long Distance: Brandy
(well the person i love is not really far away. But it feels like it metaphorically. i really feel what this song is sayin.)
There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind (oh whoa).
All I have is this picture in a frame (oh ah),
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where I'd rather be,
but we're stuck where we are.
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me,
but we're stuck where we are
it's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.

It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we are, you're so far.
This long distance is killing me.
It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we are, you're so far
(so hard, so hard, where we are, where we are, your so far).
This long distance is killing me.

Now the minutes feel like hours
and the hours feel like days.. (whoa oh whoa)
While I'm away (way-ayyyy)
You know right now I can't be home (ahhhhhh)
But I'm coming home soon (ahhhhhh)
Coming home soon.. (ahhhhhh a hahhh)
All I have is this picture in a frame (ahhhhh)
that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where i'd rather be (where I'd rather be..),
but we're stuck where we are (oh oh).
It's so hard, (oh ah) you're so far.. (oh ahhh)
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me (you are here with me),
but we're stuck where we are (oh oh)
It's so hard, (oh ah) you're so far.. (oh ahhh)

Can you hear me crying?
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh (ohh-oh ohh-oh)
Can you hear me crying? (oh-oh ah!)
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh (ohh-oh ohh-oh)
Can you hear me crying? (oh-oh ah!)
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh (ohh-oh ohh-oh)
Ooooh woo whoa ah ahhhhhhh oh ahhh (oh-oh ah!)
Uh ahhh uh ahhh whoaooooohh ah (ohh-oh ohh-oh)

With you is where i'd rather be (where I'd rather be..) whoaaaa!
(but we're stuck where we are) oh!
(it's so hard) So hard (your so far), so far
(this long distance is killing me) This long distance is killing me
I wish that you are here with me (you are here with me) meee..
(but we're stuck where we are) Stuck where we are! So hard! So far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we are, you're so far.
This long distance is killing me.
It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we are, you're so far
(so hard, so hard, where we are, where we are, your so far).
This long distance is killing me.

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time...

Well thats where im at this week. I like love songs. They take me to another place. When i listen to them, i forget about whats goin on with me and leave it all up to the music. It really does soothe the soul to hear some good music that you can feel. Well thats it for this wk...Peace, Joy, and Love

Saturday, January 3, 2009

What ♥ is to me

To me, Love is a lot of things. But to keep it short and to the point i will only list the most crucial.

~LOve is when you want to give your all to somebody and sacrifice to make them happy.

~Love is when you think about that person first and forget about yourself, just for a minute.

~Love is feeling like nobody in the world can make you as happy as that person.

~Love is feeling like nothing is right when they are not around.

~Love is knowing when to back off and when to give support.

~Love is real.

~Love is the truth.

~Love is sometimes pain.

~Love is joy.

~Love is happiness but it does not solely create it. Real Happiness comes from within.

~Love is being able to admit when you are wrong and apologizing.

~Love is when you get up in the morning and think about that person and you pray for them before you go to bed at night.

~Love is being disappointed when they don't call, but yet knowing that they still care.

~Love is trust.

~Love is generosity.

~Love is kind.

~Love is unconditional.

~Love is comforting.

~Love is one of the greatest feelings in the world but it can make you feel so many bad emotions as well.

~Love is something that can make you do some crazy things if you let it.

~Love is unstoppable.

~Love is irresistable.

~Love is when that person complements you, not supplements you.

~Love makes your heart skip a beat.

~Love makes you nervous even though you have known that person forever.

~Love is caring what they think of you, but knowing that to them you are just as you should be.

~Love is knowing that whatever happens, that person is down for you.

~Love is learning not to regret things but learning from your mistakes because everything happens for a reason.

~Love is when they make you mad but you can forgive them without hesitation.

~Love is when every thought of them makes you smile and fall more in love.

~Love is when you can call them at anytime and just talking for a minute or two brightens your day.

~Love is when you can speak your mind, knowing that the person will take your feelings into consideration.

~Love is time-consuming but if you are with the one you love, then it is so worth it!

Love means all these things and more to me. I cant think of anymore. Feel free to add more if you think of some better ones! Well ill be back with more like this soon.But i just had the urge to write about this. Its been heavy on my mind lately. :-)