Revelations 2

Well i think its time that i face facts and open my eyes. Im feeling so many different feelings and thoughts constantly rush through my head. I know how i feel. But frankly im tired of trying to make a certain someone see that. Im tired of trying. Im ready to find someone who will love me and will not bs me all the time, simple as that. But before that can be accomplished, some housekeeping definitely has to be taken care of. Ive heard so many opinions and takes on this situation. But now i have drawn my own conclusion. Its time to stop blaming others. Its time to take responsibility for my role in this. Its time for me to be mature. Its time for me to be independent and assertive. Its time to stop chasing after what i desire so much. Its time to wait until what i desire desires me. Its time to love me first completely and thoroughly with no regrets, despite the events that transpire in my life. Its time to stop worrying about what others think. Its time to own the unique person that is me. Its time to embrace that. Its time to work hard to achieve my goals. Its time to stop settling for less and expecting grandiose returns. Its time to stop waiting for love and start taking care of myself. Its time for me to learn to trust others. Its time for me to be honest with myself at all times no matter how much it may hurt. Its time for me to listen more and stop waiting for my turn to talk. Its time to for me to acquire a more patient demeanor. Patience is truly a virtue. Its time for me to stop craving attention from unworthy sources. Its time for me to do what i have to be happy, alone. Its time to change my way of thinking and broaden my horizons. Its time to do me. Its time to care about myself more than others for once, while still extending a helping hand if need be. Its time to learn when im being taken advantage of and nip that in the bud. Its time to be the best me i can be, without compromising my character. Its time to be disciplined. Its time to live life and learn from my mistakes. Its time to stop being so stubborn. Its time to make smarter decisions. Its time for the new fabulous me to emerge like a butterfly from its coccoon. Its time for peace, its time for joy, its time for love. But these things need to come from me, nobody else can make me happy i have to decide to be happy all by myself then i can truly love another and do it with grace. Nobody can make these changes for me and they wont happen overnight. But the reality is that for my own spiritual, mental and emotional well being, they need to occur. It is imperative. Well these are my revelations, what are yours? Please feel free to comment.