P.P.

Now i know i havent done this in awhile but once again the circumstances call for it.

1) I hate when someone is telling me something and i cant figure it out That makes me feel so dumb.And then when they finally tell me i feel even worse. Especially if it is simple.

2)I hate when people are talking about something that i dont know about b/c im not cool with them or its just some secret stuff. I mean keep it to yourself, at least in front of me. Its kind of rude actually.

3)I hate when my parents constantly nag me. It never fails when im at home she yells at me for something stupid and when im at school she calls me. Its just that sometimes i need my space. They always have to be on me.

4)I hate when im talking to someone and they cant spell. It really gets on my nerves. I mean its not rocket science, you learn how to spell in kindergarten hun LOL. If you cant spell ill never figure out what you are saying. Its one thing if you are in a rush or you have an occasional typo b/c everybody does but not if it happens every time you talk. Thats uncalled for.

5)I hate feeling alone. I mean im used to it because im an only child. But sometimes i want to feel loved and appreciated. Thats probably why i seek out men to feel loved. But they are only out for themselves most of the time. So instead of looking for them to make me feel that way, i need to look within and appreciate, love, care about, and respect myself.

6)I hate feeling like the person im with doesnt care about me. I mean if you never cared about me in the first place or you dont anymore, just let me know so i can keep my heart in tact and find a replacement. Its a waste of time. But im done agonizing about this.

7)I hate that i procrastinate. I mean its fun while im doing it but it has consequences in the long run.

8)I hate that im lazy. I need to get out there and start enjoyin life more.

9) I hate that im naive and stubborn. I need to learn to realize that some things just arent meant to be. That no matter how hard i try its not going to work.

10) I hate that real love is so hard to find. I just want to know what that feels like. I thought i was there before but i think i might have been wrong.
Well thats where im at now. Thats all i hate for this wk. I might be
back with another post later. So look out for that.