Radical Thoughts (do you know the answers?)

Why does this world thrive on deception and lies?

When the wise ones know negativity only leads to a quicker demise?



Why do we continually wait on people to validate and accept us?

But all they seem to do is discriminate against us and reject us.



We all want to be rich and never want for a thing.

However, the key to happiness does not lie in a diamond ring.



If we have love and peace and joy, shouldn't that be enough?

You would think so, but then times get tough.



Thats when greed and hate come into play.

And everybody's on their hustle and doing things the reckless way.



Why do we all want what we cant have?

Maybe it's the allure and the urgency that says don't let a moment pass.



Without wanting, needing and taking.

Instead of appreciating, loving and embracing.



Positivity is too much to ask.

We all get too caught up in all of life's tasks.



So once again the question is why. What is the rhyme or reason?

Hopefully we will know in some future season.

Whats up with yall these days? (an impromptu joint LOL)

I dont get why dudes call girls out of their names.

Disrespect them and act like lames.



Then in the next breath, we're your boo again.

Such a lack of respect and loyalty.



Even when i try my hardest.

This is the fate for me.



I dont get why dudes have to have more than one girl.

Whats wrong with having one girl in your world?





So for now i dont know.

Im feeling like i shouldnt care.



Im feeling like i shouldnt dare.

Dare to think for a second.



That a dude actually cares.

Or believe that i have a fair share.



Which should be all of him.

But it is what it is.



I still wonder though.

WIll i ever find a real man?



A man who cares all the time.

Not just when its convenient for him.



A man who is always there.

Even when times get hard and it gets real.



A man who know how to feel.

Who doesnt have to conceal.



Every single thing.

thats on his mind.



Because his pride gets in the way.

So he chooses to keep it all packed away.



I guess ill never know why yall do what yall do.

All i know is things would be way easier if yall were true

L.I.F.

Well i got a few songs that im feeling this wk
++Beyonce :Halo ( i love love love this song! it is the truth!)

Beyonce: Halo Remember those walls I built Well baby they tumbling down And they didn’t even put up a fight They didn’t even make a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now Bridge: It’s like I’ve been awakened Every rule I had you breaking It’s the risk that I’m taking I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I’m looking now I’m surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you’re my saving grace You’re everything I need and more It’s written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won’t fade away Chorus: I can’t feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You’re the only one that I want Think I’m addicted to your light I swore I’d never fall again But this don’t even feel like falling Gravity can’t forget So pull me back to the ground again Bridge: Feels like I’ve been awakened Every rule I had you breaking The risk that I’m taking I’m never gonna shut you out Everywhere I’m looking now I’m surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you’re my saving grace You’re everything I need and more It’s written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won’t fade away Chorus: I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Halooooo ouuuu Halooooo ouuuu Halooooo ouuuu Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu Bridge/Chorus Ending: Everywhere I’m looking now I’m surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you’re my saving grace You’re everything I need and more It’s written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won’t fade away I can feel your halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo
** Teairra Mari and Pleasure P: Hunt 4 U (these lyrics are the truth!!!!)
[verse 1 ] I'm looking for you that sweet incredible you that unforgetable you The you that only I can know Tell me what i gotta do What walls i gotta break through That will bring me right back to you[oohhh] Cuz im searching boy...but i dont have a clue [*bridge*] Im not gon stop fighting im gon' keep searching I'll go to the end of the world if i have to I'm gon' keep trying as long as im hurting Tell me what i gotta do cuz boy im on the hunt for you [*chorus*] Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? cuz boy im on the hunt for you Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? [ verse 2 ] I'm looking for you That irreplaceable you That warm embraceable you[oohh] That walked right out that door What argument can i lose? What day can i play a fool? Tell me boy what i gotta do To figure out why you dont luv me no more [*bridge*] Im not gon stop fighting im gon' keep searching I'll go to the end of the world if i have to I'm gon' keep trying as long as im hurting Tell me what i gotta do cuz boy im on the hunt for you [*chorus*] Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? cuz boy im on the hunt for you Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? [ Pleasure P. ] She said i've been missing for a minute I aint been no where I'm in this mudafuqa...till we finish And we go back and forth with cursing words like its Tina's Cuz im a green thing I'll be out here chasing spinach And she said I dont want your cars I'd rather have your heart Yeah you call me you wifey Baby let me play the part She hates when were apart She calls me up whenever i leave She's looking out for me[heyyy.....yeahhh] [*bridge*] Im not gon stop fighting im gon' keep searching I'll go to the end of the world if i have to I'm gon' keep trying as long as im hurting cuz boy im on the hunt for you [*chorus*] Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? cuz boy im on the hunt for you Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? ----- I'm not go' stop fighting I'm gon' keep searching I'm gon' keep trying as long as im hurting Cuz boy im on the hunt for you Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Cuz boy im on the hunt for you Where you at? Where you at? Where you at? Where you at Where you at?

Sterling Simms: All i need Ft dream and jadakiss (new artist from philly so you know i gotta show him some love; his songs are hot!!)

Randoms...

Well looks like there will be more randomness this week...the story of my life. Cant really find any appropriate quotes this week.

1) I really cant stand when people dont speak (whether they add me online or when i see someone in person). I feel as though its rude, if i speak to you, you should speak back. (or if you add me then you should be willing to talk i mean whats the point of adding me if you dont intend to talk?).

2) I cant stand when people are boring and cant hold an interesting conversation. (Like dont ask me the same question a million times and expect a different answer. Or dont say stupid stuff that makes no sense.)

3) I hate when tests are so much harder than you expect and you really think you aced it but you barely passed. Its just crazy to me....its like an illusion. All the questions will look so ridiculously easy and then you end up gettin like a dozen wrong. I guess i gotta try harder.

4) I hate when people laugh forever and you are sitting there lookin dumb wondering whats so funny because it always seems like nothin could be that funny. For real.

5)I dont understand how people still refuse to wear clothes and the wind is so strong it feels like it could carry you if you stood still. I dont feel a thing because i dress appropriately, but i know for a fact they have got to be freezing.

6)I love being able to sleep late.

7) I love eating junk food.

8) I love wasting time.

9) Alot of people dont know things about me so they just assume. I wish people would try to get to know me instead of making crazy assumptions.

10) I really believe that life is what you make it. So if you complain and take no action it doesnt do you any good. You have to try no matter what b/c giving up is not an option.

11) I like being busy because it allows me to forget about the stresses of life.

12) Since being in college, i have mastered the fine art of multitasking. It seems like i can never just do one thing anymore. Im always doing like 5 things at once.

13) School is interesting, but in my major, which is the hardest one next to engineering, you cant have a life really. Its just reading and studying forever. its very exhausting but it will pay off in the long run.

14)Ive given up on caring about the small stuff, right about now, if it aint big, then im not sweating it. Life is too short to be stressed so im trying not to get stressed.

15)My faith in god, although im not a devout christian, if you will, keeps me going. If it wasnt for prayer, and reading from the bible every now and then, i dont know where i would be. I truly believe it does change things. I thank god every day because he doesnt have to wake me up every morning.

16)I think im a nice person, which is a good thing, but sometimes im too nice.

17) Music is seriously about to be my boyfriend. I mean its always there, it blocks out the chaos of life, its reliable, its interesting, its unique. Its the truth. Its hot. Its vibrant. Its rhythmic, its thought provoking. It truly keeps me sane. As long as i got music i can deal.

18) People annoy me in so many ways like right now somebody is blasting some horrible music next door. But hey ill just blast my tv louder LOL.

19) SO glad its friday!! its been a long wk. I'll probably spend the whole wknd studying anyway but oh well. at least i get a break.

20) I love a certain someone who still doesnt realize it or seem to notice at all. Oh well, i guess time will tell.

Thats it for this week. maybe ill be back with more like this next week. see ya :-)

L.I.F.

>> Jazmine Sullivan :Lions, Tigers & Bears(im really feelin these lyrics)"Lions, Tigers & Bears"I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears (Oh my!)But I'm scared of (loving you)I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair (that's right)But I'm scared of (loving you)Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task?Why it don't last? Is that too much to ask?Why do we love Love,When Love seems to hate us?Sorry if I sound so filled with gloom.You say you care, and I know you do...But this is from my experienceAnd my conclusion only makes sense.Just cause I love you, and you love meIt doesn't mean that we're meant to be.I can climb mountains, swim cross the seasBut the most frightening you and me.[Chorus]Most circumstances, I know my fateBut in this love thang, I don't get the game.Why does it feel like those who give in,They only wind up losing a friend.Just cause I love you and you love me,It doesn't mean that we'll ever be.Fly cross the ocean, sing for the queenBut the most frightening thing is you and me.[Chorus]I'm sure though I'm not sureBut if we never try, We'll never knowIt's better to have loved then not to loved at all.Not trying is worse than to stumble and fallAnd if we do, I'd rather it be with youCause at least there will be sweet memories.Oh I'm not scared...[Chorus]


** Ciara: Never Ever(few songs are as true as this right now!!! I love it! I just hope it aint true in my situation :-() (Young Jeezy & Pow La Don)Throw yo' hands up in the airIf ya know he love yaTell the DJ play this song right hereIf ya know he love yaLet, let, let, let me see you 2-stepIf ya know he love yaIt don't matter if you by yourselfIf ya know he love ya(Ciara)If that boy don't love you by nowHe will never ever, never ever love youHe will never ever, never ever love youIf that boy don't love you by nowHe will never ever, never ever love youHe will never ever, never ever love youI know you think that I just be trippin' on yaBoy you see, this ain't how I normally beBut I can't help this jealousyOoh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deepWithout you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleepBut I, got to come down to earth, I don't wannaBut I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wannaAnd I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to beThat's why I tell myselfIf that boy don't love you by nowHe will never ever, never ever love youHe will never ever, never ever love youIf that boy don't love you by nowHe will never ever, never ever love youHe will never ever, never ever love youBaby, I can't help but fantasizeWondering what it might be likeYou and I sound so rightBut I'mma let it go tonight, it ain't nothin'Coverin' my eyesAin't gonna see it more than twiceI get it, I got itBaby, babyBut I, got to come down to earth, I don't wannaBut I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wannaAnd I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to beThat's why I tell myselfIf that boy don't love you by nowHe will never ever, never ever love youHe will never ever, never ever love youIf that boy don't love you by nowHe will never ever, never ever love youHe will never ever, never ever love you(Young Jeezy)Alright, alright, alright, okay...I see ya point, I must admitI grind, I grind, I grind all dayThis paper's what I'm trynna getNow normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel visionAnd if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya televisionAnd there go Young, I said there go Young, you trynna get it didJust know I gets it done, she love the I cheatShe love the way I move, I sha, I show it to herShows about 100, goonIts blacks this, black thatBlack car, black flagsI really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags808's & heartbreak, states who puts in ???interstates????Giving me a bad vibe, guess I'm just a bad guy(Ciara)Throw yo' hands up in the airIf ya know he love yaTell the DJ play this song right hereIf ya know he love yaLet, let, let, let me see you 2-stepIf ya know he love yaIt don't matter if you by yourselfIf ya know he love ya

Well i dont really like alot of songs right now. But i am feeling those. see ya :-)

My Definition of a Real Man(read for details :-) )

Well a few weeks ago i wrote a post entitled My definition of a good man. This is sort of an addendum/revision if you will. What i mean is i might have been kinda naive and somewhat unrealistic so this post will try to encompass some realism as well as correct or improve on what the previous post lacked. It might be a lil long winded so bear with me LOL.

*A real man knows how to treat his lady, and he tries not ignore her or hurt her in any way.

* A real man knows how to hold an intriguing conversation and sex doesnt even have to be a topic.

*A real man is compassionate and is not afraid to show his emotions.

*A real man knows how to keep it real( i think thats obvious though LOL).

* A real man understands that i have expectations and will try his hardest to live up to them.

*A real man will let me be there for him and support him through whatever happens.

*A real man isnt afraid to be loved.

*A real man knows the meaning of unconditional love.

*A real man shows me why he needs me in his life as often as possible.

*A real man allows me to show interest in his life.

*A real man makes it easy for me to trust him.

*A real man is educated in more ways than one.

*A real man isnt intimidated by a woman that is going places and he is willing to take the journey.

*A real man can make me laugh.

*A real man stimulates my mind and keeps my interest.

*A real man is there for me when he can be.

* A real man is one that is willing to grow with me.

*A real man is one that believes in god and fears the wrath of god.

*A real man is one who lets me speak my mind.

* A real man is one who can teach me something or show me a different way of seeing things and who is not afraid to learn from me either.

*A real man is one who allows me to be myself but still loves me.

*A real man is a man who will do little things just to see me happy.

Well i cant think of anything else but you get my drift.Sorry it was so short, i guess im more concise than i thought. A real man is just a man that accepts me for me and allows me to love, care about, and cherish him as much as he cherishes me. I know now that men will be men and no man is perfect and it is foolish and ignorant to think so. I just wish that the men that i cared about would care about me the same way and see things from my perspective from time to time. It always seems like we are on different levels and they never match up. Sooner or later things will get better i guess. But for now, thats my opinion. Only more experience and time will improve and expand this train of thought. Well those are my beliefs what are yours?

L.I.F. (Not today..just a random joint LOL)

Well today i couldnt really think of any Lyrics Im Feeling..so i figured id just write and see where this takes me. LOL. Well i dont know if yall would read it, but im thinkin about doing a post similar to the one about my definition of a good man. But instead, ill tell what i think my def of a real man is. Hmm im contemplatin it right now, it will be up soon if i decide to write it.

+Today was so exhausting.. i mean im not really actively involved on campus, but sometimes there are a lot of meetings and it wears me out. I mean i only had two meetings and i went to one but whew is my head hurting and i feel drained. And the bad part is that tomorrow will be worse. Its my lab day, which i absolutely dread, but its so interesting at the same time LOL.

+ Im still struggling with being motivated man. Some days i sit in class and i think..why in the world did i pick this major? To tell the truth, everything kinda occurred on a whim. It came time to pick out colleges , and i just went through the alphabet and looked at a couple. I did know that i didnt want to go too far away or too close, but beyond that , i didnt have a clue. I just clicked on my school and looked it over and decided that it and Nursing were an okay choice. But looking back i wonder would i have enjoyed an HBCU down south better? then again my perception of those schools is that they may not be as challenging or it will be boring b/c everybody is my color.(i know thats probably not true though, they have a rich heritage and the people may be totally different from what i expect even though we share the same skin color; and i know its probably tougher because its an all black school and the pressure is so much greater to succeed and do well not only for yourself but for the sake of your people as a whole.) But anyway i really like this school, im comfortable here and the people are cool for the most part, and its really diverse, which has taught me so many things. And to be honest, nursing isnt bad you just have to focus and really want it. right now i dont have any papers and i just have tests so its extremely boring. thats my problem. Its been a lovely experience for me so far, ive gained so much, such as independence, maturity, confidence, friendship, social skills, and the list could go on forever. I love college, i cant wait to graduate though LOL.

+Life is great. But one question still boggles me. Why do men act the way they do and why do they like me more from what they see on the computer, than men do in person? its like im nonexistent in reality. LOL. i guess its the way i dress and the fact that i stay to myself in my own world sometimes. But yeah it amazes me so much that somebody could like me on the conputer but noone even notices in person. Anyway i have a man...who i love very much so that shouldnt matter. He noticed LOL. But sometimes i still dont know. I love him so much though...its like no matter what happens my love is always there...i cant help it. He makes me happy.

+I need to really get myself together. Wardrobe, attitude, license, god, school, health, the whole nine. Sometimes i forget that life isnt like a plane, i cant be on autopilot, i have to actively participate to make it the life i want it to be. I cant sit back and complain and expect things to change, i have to work at being a better person and i have to pray about it and just try. B/c if you try, nobody can take that from you.

+I maybe crazy for this, but im still in awe that we have a black president. I am so proud to see this day come and one day, when i get married and have kids, i cant wait to tell them about it. I just hope he can live up to everyones expectations and accomplish what he wants to accomplish. People are already hard on him and he hasnt even been there a month yet. People need to chill and just let him do what he has to do. This mess wasnt created overnight so it wont be solved over night.

+I just realized something about me, LOL i have grown alot. I really have. But sometimes, i do backslide and everybody does. I mean i speak my mind, i interact with others, i do what i say im goin to do(most of the time LOL), im informed, im cute, im intuitive(i can read people like a book lately), im trying not to be so shy...LOL. well that about sums up the growth i think...for now at least LOL

+Well i dont really have much else to say. back to procrastinating and relaxing LOL
ill be back soon with more like this..show your girl some love and let me know what yall think... PS: my thoughts have no end so i might be back before the night is out LOL

L.I.F.

++Jill Scott: The real thing( i sure am the real thing)You gotta do right by me,its mandatory babySweeter than your favorite ice cream be,bask in my glory babyDon't play no games,that'll ruin thangsAnd make me leave ya,or mistreat ya and youdon't want thatDon't hesitate,I could make you greatLike Cleopatra Jones I could set you straight [Chorus:]I'm the real thing,in stereoI got a little highs,I got a little lowsFollow this,melodic flowI could make it shine,I could make it glow[Repeat x2]I'm more than a toy for your satisfactionI'm a pay-per-view for the TV screen,your main attractionYour phosphorus,I'm your energyWhen your lost,and you need some focuscome see meI'll entice ya man,I do it all the timeIn the mornin',in the evenin',when the doves cryI can feed you gut,put you in a tubWhen I turn it up,yeah brotha you knowwhat's upA little bubbles and a body rub,turn off the water (drip drip)Don't think about dessert,I got enoughAnd a whole lot more to ggiivveee! [Chorus x4]Glow Glow Glow...When I turn it up,yeah brotha you knowwhat's up [Repeat x3]Glow Glow Glow... (oooooooh) [Chorus x2]

>> Jennifer Hudson: We Gon Fight(true, we do but i love him...)Hands upIf you with me, put your hands upHands upWait a minute, wait a minute ya'llThey told me that love was simply not enoughWith all that we been throughWe should give it upWhy sweat and cryJust leave and make it easyI told em' it would hurt me worstBut they just don't believe meBeen locked up, bailed outBroke, overdrawnStaying at my momma's houseYa'll don't know what I'm talking boutLike gangsta's we gone strap up for this warAnd I'd die for mineCause you're worth fighting forCan't nobody tell me bout this here (oh no)Now let me make it clear (I won't)Let ever thing we've done in the name of us (us)Done in the name of love (love)Be nothingSo I'm a fight for youYou gone fight for meI'm a fight for youThat's how it's gone beWe gon fightWhy trip on conversations bout our pastLike we didn't make itLike we didn't man up and take itStraight up and with youWe go back like... andI know I'm crazyThat's how you made meBeen locked up, bailed outBroke, overdrawnStaying at my momma's houseYa'll don't know what I'm talking boutLike gangsta's we gone strap up for this warCause I'd die for mineCause you're worth fighting forCan't nobody tell me bout this here (oh no)Now let me make it clear (I won't)Let ever thing we've done in the name of us (us)Done in the name of love (love)Be nothingSo I'm gone fight for youAnd you gone fight for meI'm gone fight for youThat's how it's gone beWe gone fightFight because we shouldOn every things that's goodI can't leave(We've come to far to turn back)And to the haters that we shookGiving us dirty looksWatch and see(No matter what goes),No matter what stays),Ain't gone late nobody tear us downWe going all twelve roundsLet's put em up (no)No giving up (we)We gone make it just becauseBecause we gone fight for loveCan't nobody tell me bout this here (oh no)Now let me make it clear (I won't)Let ever thing we've done in the name of us (us)Done in the name of love (love)Be nothingSo I'm gone fight for youAnd you gone fight for meI'm gone fight for youI'm Gone FightThat's how it's gone beWe gone fightWe gone fightHolla if you hear meWe gon fightThis thing is getting rid of meWe gon fightPut ya hands up if you feel meWe gon fight

**Alicia Keys: If I aint got you( i love it)um....um....Some people live for the fortunesome people live for just for the famesome people live for the power(yeah)some people live just to play the gamesome people think that the physical things definewhat's within and i bet that before that life's adore arefull of the superficialSome people want it allbut i don't want nothing allif it ain't you baby ,if i ain't got you babysome people want diamond ringssome just want everythingbut everything means nothing if i ain't got youyeahsome people search for a fountainpromises are forever yourssome people need the dozen rosesthat's the only way you proveyou love themhand me the worldon a silver platterthen what a what good it would beno one to shareno one who truly cares for meSome people want it allbut i don't want nothing allif it ain't you baby, if i ain't got you babysome people want diamons ringssome just want everythingbut everything is nothing if i ain't got you(repeatx2)yeahif i ain't got you with me babyain't nothing in this wholewide world don't mean a thingif i ain't got you with me baby

// Faith Evans: Soon as i get home ( throwback but i love it)CHORUS:SOON AS I GET HOMEI'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU BABY I'LL DO WHAT I GOTTA DO(2X)SLEEPLESS NIGHTSAND LONELY DAYS ARE ALL THAT FILL MY HEADALL THE TIME, OH BABYBUT ALL I DOIS THINK ABOUT THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL CAUSE BABY THIS LOVE IS SO REALCHORUS:SOON AS I GET HOME (WHEN I GET HOME)I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOUBABY I'LL DO WHAT I GOTTA DO(DO WHAT I GOTTA DO,OO,OO)(2x)IF I TRIED TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH YOU TO MAKE YOU HAPPYWOULD YOU FEEL BETTER, UMMMAND IF I COULD FOR YOU I WOULD BE FOREVERFOREVER IN LOVE SO MAKING LOVE1: MAKING LOVE ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT WE CAN HOLD EACH OTHER TIGHTI CAN TAKE AWAY THE PAIN IF YOU WOULD ONLY LET MEJUST FORGET ABOUT THE PAST CAUSE I WANT TO MAKE IT LASTBABY I APOLOGIZE (CAUSE BOY I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE)CHORUS:SOON AS I GET HOME(WHEN I GET HOME)I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU(I'M GONNA MAKE IT)BABY I'LL DO WHAT I GOTTA DO(2X)2:BABY IF YOU GIVE ME JUST ANOTHER CHANCE(OH BABY)I CAN SHOW YOU LOVE(MORE LOVE)PROMISE I'LL BE TRUE TO YOU(YOU WON'T EVER HAVE TO WORRY)DON'T HAVE TO WORRY CAUSE I'M GONNA TREAT YOU RIGHT(BABY I MISS YOU )_BABY I MISS YOU JUST WANNA KISS YOU HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS TONIGHT (SSSOOONNNN AS)SOON AS I GET HOMEBABY I KNOW WHAT I GOTTA DOCAUSE I DON'T NEED NO ONE BUT YOU(until song fades)

Well thats where i am this wk. still in love. happy and focused. Im loving it. Be back next week with more!

P.P.

Havent done one of these in a while, but the circumstances call for it once again. So lets get right down to it.

1) I hate when people tell me the obvious. Like i know what i have to do. But ill do it when I see fit not when you want me to. That irks my world. I mean im minding my business...sometimes i wish people would do the same.

2)I hate when my parents always say im goin to ruin my life, when in reality that isnt true. I know how to handle myself and i wish they would realize that. I mean in about 7 months, ill be 20 and after that ill be 21. I really think its time that i get to have my own life. Im tired of being treated like that and having to worry about what they have to say. I just want some peace. BUt i guess thats too much to ask.

3)I hate when people assume things about me. If you dont know me, dont act like it. Or if you want to know the truth about me, just ask. Dont assume, its a cardinal sin in my book. ( i think already said this before but it needed to be said again)

4) I hate when theres nothin good to eat at the caf. I mean im payin all this money and yall cant have anything good? That doesnt make any sense to me.

5)I hate when schools harass you for money. I mean im not gonna run away with it. i have to pay if i want to stay in school. thats just common sense.

6) I hate when people have no discretion about things. I may have said this before but its true. Like some things just arent meant to be said.

7) I hate boring men. I mean if im talkin to you, something has to keep my interest. You have to intrigue me, thats a must. Otherwise, there would be no point in talking.

8) I hate men who are strictly about sex and nothing else. Like there is so much more to life than that.

9) I hate that i procrastinate so much. Its a gift and a curse. Its a gift b/c its fun to do. On the other hand its a curse b/c you pay for it in the long run.

10)I hate that im not motivated. Its like im in school , but theres more to it than that, i just wish that there was more to do. Like i dont really want more work. But all tests and no papers is boring. If i had more to do i probably would be more motivated.

Well thats it for this week. Thats all i hate.