Its been a min and i got alot on my mind......++

Hey yall. I know its been a min. But a sisters been busy. I gotta get paid. LOL. Anyway i been practicing my driving, i been workin and i have been reading(unfortunately, school starts again soon so i gotta be on my A game) as well as workin on my cookin and bakin( i love some good food LOL). Well enough of that time to get to the point of this post.

I have been noticing some things I dont like so i feel the need to point them out:

1) Why does it seem like a girl has to have the perfect body? I mean seriously. If you dont have the biggest butt, bug-a-loos(breasts for yall that dont know LOL), or the thickest thighs or hips, you get pushed aside. Thats all you see in the videos. And another thing why every girl gotta have fake everything(hair, nails, eyelashes, etc etc.) to be accepted? Its a shame that you gotta do all that to get a man to notice you. Well at least it seems like it. I just wanna know what happened to the days when you could get away with being natural and a dude liked you for that? I guess those days are long gone.

2) Why does every dude i talk to (for the most part) only care about sex or if they dont talk about sex they talk about somethin else dumb that i dont care about. Maybe i need to stop talkin to those dudes and find some different dudes that are on my level. (but thats easier said than done)

3)Why is it so hard to stay focused when i know i got more important things to accomplish in my life? I do need to strike a balance between fun and work/school i guess. But its just hard. Ill either do the imp stuff or do whats fun. I guess im just too lazy and its summer time so that doesnt help. But excuses are for losers so i better get my life together. LOL

4)Why is it that when i want something i dont get it, but the things i dont want fall right into my lap? It's just weird. I guess god is tryna tell me something. Maybe what i want is not what i need.

5) Its so strange how you can be lonely and have people around.

6) Its crazy how people say they like you and what not but they dont call you, so i guess you're supposed to call them. And even when you do that they probably wont answer so um...im lost. Im gettin mixed signals. In this case, i just wanna say forget it, but for some reason i go against my better judgment and continue to waste time.

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Here are some things i like:

7) Dudes who have facial hair(but not too much, it has to be smooth not all scruffy).

8) A man who can sing(theres something about a man with a melodic voice).

9) A man who can cook( thats just so sexy LOL).

10) A dude whos going somewhere in his life and he knows what he wants.

11) A man who pays attention and actually cares about how you feel.

12) A man who sees me for who i am and doesnt run away just b/c i have flaws.

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CDS im really feeling right about now:(nothing like cds that you can play right through without skippin a track; they dont make many of those anymore)

13)neyo-year of the gentleman

14)jennifer hudson-jennifer hudson

15)musiq-on my radio

16)day 26-forever in a day

17)j holiday-round 2

18)ciara-fantasy ride

Well thats my piece. Be back with more next wk if i have time. Peace, Joy, and Love.