Whats up with yall these days? (an impromptu joint LOL)

I dont get why dudes call girls out of their names.

Disrespect them and act like lames.



Then in the next breath, we're your boo again.

Such a lack of respect and loyalty.



Even when i try my hardest.

This is the fate for me.



I dont get why dudes have to have more than one girl.

Whats wrong with having one girl in your world?





So for now i dont know.

Im feeling like i shouldnt care.



Im feeling like i shouldnt dare.

Dare to think for a second.



That a dude actually cares.

Or believe that i have a fair share.



Which should be all of him.

But it is what it is.



I still wonder though.

WIll i ever find a real man?



A man who cares all the time.

Not just when its convenient for him.



A man who is always there.

Even when times get hard and it gets real.



A man who know how to feel.

Who doesnt have to conceal.



Every single thing.

thats on his mind.



Because his pride gets in the way.

So he chooses to keep it all packed away.



I guess ill never know why yall do what yall do.

All i know is things would be way easier if yall were true