P.P./Randoms(time for another one LOL)

Now, i havent done one of these in a while. But the way things are going, its time to get back up on my soapbox again. LOL Let's get to it.

1) Im so tired of having meaningless, pointless conversations. What happened to the days when people could hold an intriguing, interesting and intelligent conversation that kept my interest? Like i said before, these days, i might as well talk to myself. Shoot, the convo sure would be better. It seems like people DONT want to talk anymore or they dont know HOW to. I dont know which one it is, but its getting old real fast.

2) Im tired of having my guard up, and anticipating when a man is gonna hurt me b/c i know he will. Now that doesnt mean that all men will, however from my experiences, thats all i gather. I guess i just have to pray about it and trust that the next man wont, if hes the right one. Its like a friend of mine said, i wanna get close to the ones who do me wrong, but i push away the ones who actually care about me. I believe its time to just let the cards fall where they may so to speak. Being stubborn and heartless doesnt do anybody any good and if i continue to act that way, nobody will even try to talk to me ( :-( )

3) Im tired of being bored. But hopefully i wont be for long.

4)Im tired of being home. Theres absolutely nothing to do here.

5)Im tired of wasting time on people who arent worth my time.

6)Cant wait to start work. I have got to get out of this house.

7) I am so ready to get my license. Ill be even happier when i get my own car though LOL.

8) Im sittin here waitin for Tyler Perry's shows to come on....nothing good has been on all day...in fact i dont even like half of the crap on tv...tv is so stupid lately. They would make a show about pigs flying if they could. Seriously.

9) I need some excitement...maybe when i turn 21 something fun will happen. As long as im home it seems like life, well at the least the fun part is on hold...:-(

10) Well im even more bored than i was before i started, so its time to go do somethin. Hmm maybe ill be back with a poem later. who knows? might get some inspiration.. LOL. Well see yall later for now....Peace, Joy and Love