P.P.O.T.W.(aka stuff i hate LOL)

Okay havent done one of these in a while. But i think the current circumstances call for it. Here we go.

1) Dont you hate when you give your all to somebody, yet they just ignore you. Then when you finally give up they "want" you. However they do nothing to show it? It really hurts and i dont know what to do. But i guess i'll just have to wait a million years for a certain person to realize how great i am or just forget him. Id rather do the former because for some reason i just cant forget him. Oh well we'll see what '09 brings.

2)I hate when it seems like a man only wants me for sex. I mean its flattering and all. But i just wish somebody would like me for my physical attributes as well as what im bringing to the table mentally. I always thought i would find or had found "the one" but im really starting to believe that there is no "one". I guess the one is whoever you love at the time and the feeling is mutual. I guess the one is also somebody who you feel is worthy of your goods. Its time to stop waiting for a perfect man and just take the next nice one. (im not sayin settle or take a mediocre one, but at least be realistic)

3) I hate when a man cant tell me the truth. I know i have said this before. But i mean if you cant keep it 100 with me, then what else is there to the relationship? every relationship should be built on trust. I might be mad but at least i'll know.

4)I hate when i get ignored. I mean if you dont care anymore or you never did, just let me know. I know i said something to this effect before but i think it needed to be said again. First off its rude. Second, you wouldnt want anyone to do it to you.

5)I hate being bored. Its like i have tons of stuff to do. But sometimes none of that seems fun. Its seems like ive done everything sometimes. LOL it drives me crazy when i cant find something to occupy myself. Thats when i start doing stupid random stuff LOL.

6)I hate when you are trying to relax, but the people in your house(in this case, mom and pop dukes LOL) will not stop calling you. Thats when i say ok i love ya but please just let me be. Thats when i say dang when does school start. Its times like that when i really wouldnt mind being back at school. LOL

7) I hate when mom or pop dukes invade my space. Once again this brings the thought to mind, when do i graduate and how soon can i afford my own place so i can officially be ms. independent LOL. Its like they dont want me to have no peace.

8) I hate when people, namely mom and pop dukes still act like im such a youngin. But thats when i say to myself, okay didnt i just finish almost 2 years of college and havent i basically lived on my own all that time? LOL. I guess i wont truly be grown til 25 as they say. when i can pay my own way. In reality i dont want to be old. But at the same time, you get more freedom and sometimes more respect even though with age comes more responsibility. I dont really want to pay all them bills. I just wanna be able to say i can pay them and have my own life. LOL

9)I hate that school wont get any easier. And there are two more years left after this semester. I can already tell im gonna hate it so im tryna make this break last as long as possible. LOL. I mean from this point on, there will be less classes than previous years, but the classes are more complex and intense, and ill have clinicals. I already told the folks that i probably wont be home and they wont hear from me for a while. Im tryna go harder this semester and pass all my classes. I want more As. But like pop dukes says, as school goes on, its harder to get as and even bs so maybe ill have to settle for some C+s. Which i despise because im a perfectionist. LOL I was mad when i got more bs than as this semester. but i still maintained an ok gpa (3.35 LOL).

10) I hate that break goes so fast. Im going to miss sleeping late. Im going to miss having nothing to do and loving it(except for the extreme boredom at times LOL). Im going to miss the really good food. (maybe ill take some back if theres any left...im greedy>> LOL)

Okay so you see where my head is. Kinda impatient, Kinda bored, Kinda happy. A lil bit of everything LMAO.Well i could write more but i cant think of anything else. Ill be back with more next wk. PS: look out for my NYRs tomorrow or NYE. See ya!!