Lyrics im feeling: NEyo

Current mood: artistic Category: real, truthful Music

NEYo: MAKE it work

Ooh uh ooh,ooh uh ooh yeih yehYou understand meAt least you say you doLately thats enough for meLooking for perfectSurrounded by artificialYou're the closest thing to real i've seenSure, everyone has their problemsThats a givenYours are the easiest to tolerateThis wasn't what we was wantingHow we're livingBut let's take this good enough and turn it to greatBaby understand...This can only be as good as we both make itGuess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)We can be as happy as we want to be girlBut we gotta make it workWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohSometimes i love youMore than you'll ever knowOther times you get on my nerves (hey)That's just realityNo, it can't always beKisses, hugs, and beautiful wordsYou was looking for your prince,oohWhat you found (wat u found)Is a pauper with potentialAnd no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NOBut i'm around (but im around)Girl, time and patience is essentialBaby realize...This can only be as good as we both make itGuess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)We can be as happy as we want to be girlBut we gotta make it workWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohThick and thin, (ooh)The bad outweighs the good sometimesThat doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it upMy problems are yours,and yours are mineThis can only be as good as we both make itGuess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)We can be as happy as we want to be girlBut we gotta make it workWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh ohWe gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh oh

NeyO: Mad

Oooo oooo ooooOooo oooo ummmShe's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinkingUmmm Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,all that that means is neither of us are listening,and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fightingSo both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)nothing, (crying for)nothing, (oohh)When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)nothing,it should be nothingto a love like what we got oh babyI know some times it's gonna rain,But baby can we make up nowcause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at youand I don't want you to go to bed, mad at meno I don't want to go to bed mad at youand I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)Ummand it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing(asking questions like you already know)hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, whatever happened to working it out?)We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,so what the hell do we do now?So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)nothing, (crying for)nothing... (oohh)When we won't let it go for nothing,nothing,it should be nothingto a love like what we got oh babyI know some times it's gonna rain,But baby can we make up nowcause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)girl I don't want to go to bed mad at youand I don't want you to go to bed, mad at meno I don't want to go to bed mad at youand I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)And just how good it's gonna beWe can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...Baby we're gonna be...Yah.... Baby....ohhhh....ohhhhI know some times it's gonna rain,But baby can we make up nowcause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)girl I don't want to go to bed mad at youand I don't want you to go to bed, mad at meno I don't want to go to bed mad at youand I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)

I just found these lyrics to be true....i like what hes saying.

What ASJ Is Thankful For

1) Im thankful for being alive. Just the fact that god saw fit to wake me up this morning is truly a blessing.

2) Im thankful for my family. They are always there for me no matter what.

3) Im thankful for my friends. The true ones are the ones i cherish. They are the greatest.

4) Im thankful for my boo.

5) Im thankful for a house to live in that has heat and running water as well as electricity LOL.

6)Im thankful for all the material things god has blessed me and my family with. Even though those things dont count. Its the intangible things that really matter like love, trust, respect, honesty, etc.

7) Im thankful for the fact that i can attend college. Not many people can say that. Also not many people have the grades for it. So im thankful for brains too.

8) Im thankful for food to eat.

9) im thankful that i have clothes to wear.

10) Im thankful that i have faith in god because without god in my life i really dont know where i'd be.

11) Im thankful for this year. there have been many ups and downs but i have truly learned alot about myself and others and i dont regret a thing.

12) Im thankful that i am who i am and blessed that god chose me to be me. (If that makes any sense).

13) Im thankful that im almost done another semester and im not doing badly. LOL

14) Im thankful for whats yet to come because im still young and theres much more to be explored.

15) Im thankful for the fact that i am relatively healthy. I am doing well.

16) Im thankful for the people that came before me because they truly paved the way so that i can make my journey. (Barack oBaMA is just one of those people and im so proud that i got to be apart of history and see something as wonderful as him becoming president take place.)

17) Im thankful for life as it comes. it may not always be what i want or expect but nonetheless its life.

18) Im thankful for my talents. I can play the violin. I can write. I can sing okay...(LOL). Im a very creative and intuitive person.

19) Im thankful for education because without it i would not be the person i am. i wouldnt know what i know. I wouldnt have learned so much.

20) Finally im thankful for my beauty. For how unique i am. There is nobody like me because god made me that way. I may not be a model but im nowhere near ugly. LOL

Now what are you thankful for?

I really dont know anymore.... ;-(

Current mood: artistic Category: confused, frustrated, contemplating Romance and Relationships
I really dont get whats goin on right now. I mean first you say i shouldnt change then you say i should. I mean i never really thought i had so many things wrong with me until i spoke my mind and you were "enlightened" or whatever. I mean there are so many reasons why i felt as though i couldnt spill my guts. But ill stick with just a few. First, i didnt know how long it would last so should i really pour my heart out just for you to leave? Second, i didnt know if you could handle it seeing as we didnt and probably still dont, know each other like that despite how long we have been talking. Third, i was always told by my friends, gmom, and mama as well that you should never ever tell a man everything. So when you say i should feel comfortable, i didnt because then you would know every thing and every part about me and there would be no mystery. There would be nothing to discover. I would be vulnerable. You might take advantage of something i told you and use it against me. How do i know? I mean i thought men liked not knowing everything. If you know everything about somebody would you really still like them? Would you really still see them the same way? Would you really still care? I just never thought i could because when you tell all your business, its your fault when you get hurt. And i know you say you wouldnt hurt me, i can trust you, you are not going anywhere. But its just that i never had what i had with you before. I never had these feelings. Well if i did, they were never as real as they are for you. I feel as though, I need to grow and now you agree. It would also help if i had more experience with relationships, i would know how to act. I mean i never had a man treat me like you do. i never felt the way i feel about you. Now i realize that i was holding back because i was scared. Scared to get hurt. I was scared to fall too hard and you wouldnt be there to catch me. I just need that reassurance i guess. I have a few issues i guess: for starters, i nag too much, i keep everything to myself, i dont trust people, i get hype over petty stuff, im too defensive, i dont know how to be loose, i dont know. Theres probably more but i cant think right now. All i know is i love you and nothin or noone could change that. I just wish you knew. Something else i know is that with this new knowledge, i can be a better person, i can treat you better and love you better. If you want me to. It seems as if you are too quick to think that i dont want you, just because theres a song on my page or a particular sticker. Or because i dont talk to you. Or i dont call. Really most of that is just plain old day to day moodiness and being busy with school and other day-to-day stuff. Everybody has their days. Somedays they feel good other days they dont. Im just a very expressive person, So if i feel a certain way...you'll know because of my music or my stickers, or my blog or my status. But make no mistake none of this defines me. If you really wanna know me, talk to me. Ask me questions. Be real. I mean dont assume. Dont jump to conclusions from what you see. Get to know the real me. Thats all i ask.
But heres a lil something that i wanna share with you: (writing as i go, just see what you think...(for my boo he knows who he is ♥):
I love you with no end in sight.
I love with all my might.
You correct me when im wrong.
When im weak you make me strong.
When im blind you help me see.
When im lost you find me.
I love you so much its crazy.
I dont know what i would do if you werent my baby.
I truly need you in my life.
I just want to be your wife.
I know ive said it time and time again.
But baby you are my boo and my friend.
My love for you has no end.
This love is unconditional.
Its so deep i can feel it in my veins.
Each time i close my eyes i can see your face.
Just as clear as day.
When im sad you make the tears fade away.
You bring a smile to my face.
You make my heart smile.
You make me feel good.
I never want to be without you.
I love the way you do.
What you do.
I love who you are.
Even with your flaws.
You are so raw.
You are so real.
I love how you make me say what i feel.
I love that you want me to tell you the deal.
I love being in your presence.
Theres no better feeling.
Whenever you're around im so high i can touch the ceiling.
Its like everything else is a blur and i zoom in on you.
With your smooth brown skin and nice brown eyes.
Sometimes they be having me hynoptized.
I love how i can forget all about the stress.
And then im submerged in unlimited happiness.
Whenever you come around i never want you to leave.
You gotta know that if you split, i would sure grieve.
I love the way you kiss me with those smooth, lovely lips.
I love the sweet things you say.
I love when i get to hug you.
I love when you stare at me like im the prettiest girl you ever seen.
I love how when i stare at you it feels like im in a dream.
A dream that i never want to end.
A dream that is too good to be pretend.
It has to be reality.
It must be actuality.
Theres no other way to explain it.
Theres always a thought of you on my brain.
Im always smiling.
I can just think for hours. I can forget all about my hw.
But its okay cause i got you.
You make me happy.
Please believe it.
Its you i want.
Its you i need in my life.
I love you I love you I Love you I love YOU I Love YOU I LOVE YOU>>> Have i made myself clear???

Im feeling some type of way....

Well...well..well. I dont know what to say. But i feel as though my back is up against the wall. I feel as though i trusted you and believed in you so much. I feel as though i love you unconditionally and regardless of what happens. I love the way you make me feel. But then again i hate when you do things that are so predictable or things that make me rethink my decisions. For instance, i said to myself. Okay he has flaws but i can look past those because i love him. I said he is cute but i know i shouldnt think that thats gonna make everything better. I know i love him but sometimes that gets in the way of my better judgement. Im just having one of those, i told you so, or i knew this was too good to be true moments. Thats why each time this happens, i build a higher and higher wall to protect myself. Thats why i act the way i do. I always think i can trust you and believe you but im never completely sure cause of stuff like this. I do know that i want an explanation and then maybe ill consider talking to you. But until then....i dont know what to say... I mean its obvious how you feel...or am i wrong? Please let me know. I mean i dont want to jump to any wrong conclusions. I mean ive tried us time and time again and each time something goes wrong. Is this a sign? Let me know..... There has to be a reasonable explanation. I wont bite. I promise ill listen because i respect you and care about you and love you enough to do that. I cant promise i wont be mad or jealous because thats inevitable considering the circumstances(well at least what i think happened, idk). Anyway thats how i feel.

things on my mind....♥

Okay so i finally got to see the love of my life. And i have to say it was pure bliss. I didnt want him to leave. It was the best. I just love being in his presence. He always makes me feel so good. But then out of nowhere he always has to screw it up just a little bit. Like i know its petty but i expect you to call me at least once a day. I mean so at least ill know you are alive and well even if we only talked for a millisecond. It just hurts when he ignores my calls all day and then he finally answers and he cant even talk. He just doesnt know how much i love him. He dont know how many times, just like right now, when i should be doing my work im thinkin about him or listening to a song that makes me think about him. He doesnt know that i smile when i think about him. He doesnt know that i love him for who he is not what he has. Because if that was the case i wouldnt still be with him. It just feels natural when im with him. i dont have to try hard. Of course its gon take some getting used to, i mean with us finally hangin out and all im gon have to get used to how he operates. I just hope i get the chance to get used to him. To know things that nobody else knows. To anticipate things to feel good when he feels good and feel for him when hes low. I just want to know him inside and out.(no pun intended, LOL) I just want to be that one for him. I think i already am. All i know is i love him and i really wish i could hang with him like everyday. When i was with him i forgot all about what i had to do when i got back to my room. I forgot where i was for a minute. I didnt have a headache anymore. I was cheesing like the whole time. He calms me down. He makes me feel so good. Im just so happy to have him in my life and i dont want to ever let him go. I wished he coulda spent the night. (LOL) I really did enjoy chillin with my bookie butt... LOL (thats what we call each other LOL ). I love him. Thats all i can say. There are no more words.

update

I have been so tired lately. I think i need to take a nap. I really feel like so drained. I have been trying to keep up with school and all the deadlines. And even during a week like this week, i still cant get any real downtime. I dont have any tests for like 10 days but nonetheless, theres still a lot to be done. Its like the work never ends. The only things that keep me goin are my drive to succeed and graduate with honors, the fact that i want to be somebody in life and the fact that we will be on thanksgiving and christmas break soon. I just cant wait to sleep all day. I just want a day where i dont have to worry about doin nothin i dont have to stress about whats due and when and how im gonna get it done. I just want to be able to relax. School is really taking a toll on me right now physically, mentally, and emotionally.

In other news, life is okay. I see that not everybody is a hater. I have love in my life. I have my family. I have some friends. I just wish i had some money. Its amazing how powerful money is. Really. Like if you dont have it so many things go wrong. So many things cant get done. It makes you stress it can make you happy it can make you sad. You can take it for granted or you can appreciate it. It really is a significant thing.

On to other things....

I really want some excitement in my life man. It feels like all i do is get up, get dressed, go to class, eat, study, eat, go to bed, and get up and do it all over again. Its crazy man. im so tired of the monotany. Im bored.

Well thats it for today...

a few more things you should know about ASJ/ i just wish i knew

>>ToDAyS NuMeRo UNO ISSue:

Okay heres a few more of my pet peeves and a few of my loves. (you know i have to keep it balanced)

1) First of all I just wanna to say im ECSTATIC that BarACK OBAMA is our president not just because hes black but because i believe he is the best man for the job. NOw let me get to the point: ALL yall HAters need to stop hatin you know who you are. HEs president. Yes, hes black, and hes going to make a difference so get over it and embrace him. It shouldnt be about his color it should be about the fact that hes different. hes tryin to make changes that will make the world a better place. you may disagree with them or you may agree, but ultimately people have to learn to respect the man. I know the main aggregate of haters cant relate so thats why you hate. You think thats he incompetent because of his color and you dont like change you want to stay complacent. However we, his supporters believe that he is competent regardless of his color so stop the drama.

2) I hate hypocrites. dont tell me that i shouldnt be doing something and you sit there and do it yourself. For example dont tell me what i should or shouldnt be eating because 1, you are not my mama and 2 thats not your place especially if you gon sit there and eat the same thing im eating. Just dont play yourself cause im not with it.

3) I hate when people act like its the end of the world because they have been through something. Alot of people go through things but usually (unless you have just been dealt a bad hand or did not play your cards right), it gets worse before it gets better. I believe that god will never put more on you than you can bear. You just have to keep the faith, keep your head up and keep praying. And listen up, having a pity party doesnt solve anything. But neither does pretending you are okay. Just talk to someone you trust and try to get through it just dont try to deal alone. regardless of how cold the world is there is one soul on this earth that genuinely cares about you and will listen and be there to help you through your situation. Do something about it, dont wallow in it or dwell on it. Take positive action. *believe me ive been low probably not at my lowest but ive been low so i can relate for the most part and i have 2 people in my life who always do this*

4) I hate when people act like they dont remember you when you were together for more than a month...I mean for real was i that bad that you erased me that quick and plus we email frequently? I guess all the time we spent and the kisses and the hugs meant nothing. I still wish you felt differently but i wish you the best.

5)I hate when people wont leave me alone. I mean sometimes people, especially me, need time to ourselves to just reflect, to just have some peace, solitude without any extra noise. I really enjoy that time when i do get it. Its really wonderful.

6) I hate the fact that people act like they wanna be your friend one day and the next they dont even speak. I mean either speak all the time or leave me be. I would rather have 1 good friend and a million and 1 enemies than have a million and one friends with 1 enemy. At least ill know who i can trust and depend on because the majority are fakes and the good people are one in a million really. they dont come along often. thats why i cherish my good true friends. (truthfully somedays it feels like i dont have anybody i can call a friend but i know that even my friends feel like that somedays too. i guess we all go through it and i guess it depends on how you define a friend. A friend to me is someone who loves you at your lowest and your highest and whos there for you regardless, someone you can tell anything and they wont tell the whole world, someone you go shopping with, visit all the time, spend holidays with, even maybe give them gifts (but friendship is a great gift itself !!LOL), just someone who cares when the rest of the world walks out, someone who gives great advice, someone who would sacrifice for you, someone who is true regardless of what happens. Thats a friend to me. I have a few of those. They know who they are. I guess its true that when you find a good friend hold on to them because they dont come around often.

7) I love having absolutely no tests....i love when school is over. Its so refreshin to know that the semester is over and you survived ( 1 more month and im done sophomore year fall semester!!)Its a great feeling. Then you learn so much and grow and the next semester you take that knowledge and excel and improve.

8) I love taking walks around campus. WHen its nice and quiet and the wind is blowing lightly. You can close your eyes for a brief moment and take a deep breath. You can think about everything and think about nothing. Its just you and its so peaceful. Its truly an escape. I love being out in the open air. Its the best. Especially when things are getting to you and need a break.

9) I love going home. I may have already said this but yeah. even though the minute i get there i miss being at school cause i get to be independent and free. But i will admit that i miss my big bed at home. Its so much better compared to these lil xl twins. LOL. I also miss my mamas cooking. Its the best. I miss my daddy too. LOL I guess im a daddys girl at heart. I mean sometimes you need that support you need that reassurance and nowhere else can you feel so secure and safe and loved but at home. especially when i been down or my workload is stressing me out.

10)I love being here at school. Its not the greatest but uh i manage. Its just that i feel so much independence and freedom here. i can do whatever i want. and i dont have to wash dishes thats such a bonus! LOL

11) I love life, despite the ups and downs im blessed to be alive.

12) Finally I love my boo...despite what he might think i really do care about him and im always thinkin about him. he makes me happy he makes me smile. he makes me laugh. i feel so good when i talk to him. thats how it is. he has my heart i dont know why but no matter what happens i still care. ♥

++ToDAYS numero dos issue:

I just wish i knew

Why you felt like you do.

You mean so much to me.

WHy cant you just see?

That i love you for who you are.

My love for you has me up in the stars.

You are such a good man.

ANd i just know that god has a plan.

You just gotta keep your head up.

You just gotta hold on.

I know you can do it.

You are so strong.

I know you have been through a lot.

But you are all that i got.

So please baby keep trying.

So what you are doin isnt working.

Try something new.

You might discover that you like it too.

I love you so much.

I just want you to be happy.

I just want you to stop feeling crappy.

I want you in my life.

I want to be your wife.

I know you are the one for me.

You make me oh so happy.

So baby keep on trying.

I know you can do it.

With gods help and my faith.

I know we can make it through this.

Dedicated to my boo He knows who he is.♥

A dream too long deferred has now been fulfilled!!!

Obama is the president of the united states of america!!Forget the haters who still hate. I know that this is our moment this is our time. We made history we have our first black president and we're proud and nobody can take that away from us never>>> I have had the chills since last night and i almost lost my voice from screamin. I am just so proud to be not only an african american but an american right now. He may not be the same as what the haters are used to. he may think differently and see things in a different light. He may even have different values. He definitely has a different story than most. All i know is he did it, hes more than capable. I know change wont come over night, its just naive to think that but i do believe if we continue to support him, work hard and stay determined, america will be back on its feet and we will accomplish great things. I know we can. Now just for the crazy folks....i know this has been said many times before...But dont get complacent now. Ive heard "they wouldnt give us 40 acres and a mule so we took 50 states and the white house" which is very true and accurate. However now that we have accomplished one of our ultimate goals as a people, this is not the time to become complacent and think that just because hes in there that things will change over night. theres still alot of work to be done and as we all know just being black means more pressure and havin to work 2 or 3 times as hard as the white man. But i know he can do it. I believe in him. I just wanna keep him and his family in my prayers and i wanna wish him luck in the days,weeks, months, and years to come. Also the dream has finally been realized, so dont stop here reach for a new dream and even higher aspirations and take this historic moment in and realize that it should be inspiration for you to strive to be the best you can be and to always work hard for what you want.

Whats goin on with me? More about me(as promised)

==ToDAy's NUMerO UNo ISsuE:

Okay so im kinda lost right now in my life. School is stressin me out. Like my boo keep thinkin he isnt good enough for me. He says i can do better but i dont think like that. I think hes a good person with a bad side and a good side. Speaking of that he actually made, well not made but asked me to make a list of all his good qualities and his bad qualities (kinda like in tyler perrys why did i get married( one of my fav movies btw big tyler fan :-)) and see if the good outweighed the bad or vice versa. However when i was done, there was more in the good column than the bad. But he insisted on trying to find more bad. As if he was like doing some kind of self-expose and revealing stuff that i didnt even know about him, or stuff that i knew already. It was like he wanted to get rid of me. Like he was intimidated. but he told me that he was intimidated cause im smart, beautiful and im doing something with my life and what is he doing? Its like he loves me with everything he has yet he still doubts his value/worth to me. I didnt know what to think. He made me feel bad. Speaking of that, he said it felt like i didnt believe a thing he said and that i didnt really love him. He thought like i wasnt letting him into my heart so to speak. But i told him when you been hurt and you have little experience, those few experiences dictate your future behavior, thoughts and actions towards the next "candidate"(very appropriate words seein as today is election day! yay OBAMA!!). I mean you start to believe, even though you havent been through many relationships that all men just want sex and a man will never really love you. So when one comes along that may not be perfect but has some potential and he treats you way differently than anybody else, you cant see that and it takes some assistance, and some time to get that through your head that a man can really love you and want more than sex. Also he seems to be under the impression that i am very beautiful so i get multiple and frequent opportunities to conversate and socialize with men, and he think like i get approached like all the time. Its ridiculous. I mean for real just because you are beautiful doesnt mean all men will see that and appreciate you. Because what is beautiful to one man may be unattractive to another. I mean its just not that simple. I just figure 1 men dont like me like that or 2 i dont give off the impression that i am open to be approached or 3 i dont go out enough. I mean there could be multiple reasons. I could go on forever, but the point is i really dont get that much play. So when one man comes around that i love, i stick with him and even though he may have a few flaws i learn to live with them because thats what love is. I am beginning to realize that the perfect man does not exist. Now that does not mean i am settlin or suggesting that anyone else do that. I am saying that at some point you have to stop and tell yourself that everybody have issues. Now the question is how many issues is acceptable and are you willing to live with them. If you can answer the first part(every body has a different idea of how many flaws is acceptable) and you answered yes to the second question then thats the person for you at this point in time, maybe not forever but for the present. I just want him to realize that im not settlin like he thinks because i actually love and care for him and despite his flaws i love him. He wants me to marry him, he says. And im a lil too young for that. i dont wanna lead him on. So i told him im not sayin you will not be the person im with forever, we'll have to see what fate has in store. But if i do find someone else i like more i will be with them, if we part before we get married. But if im not with anyone else or i never leave, then yes i would love to marry him. But right now thats too far ahead to even think about. truthfully i wanna have some fun in my life first and see if i could possibly love anyone else first and if the answer is no then ill pick him. But that is only on the condition that he comes to visit me and we get to interact with each other. I dont wanna get married and i havent even spent any time with him to see how he is in person. Seriously. I just wanna enjoy the present thats enough to worry about and stress about without adding the future. Lets just enjoy it while it lasts however long that is. hopefully forever, if its gods will. I really do love him and i wish he would stop thinkin so badly of himself when it comes to me and realize that stuff like that doesnt matter. I love him for him. He aint perfect but i still got love for him regardless because he just has my heart. What can i say?

Yeah though thats my piece on that. In other news im really excited about today despite some haters...I really want obama to win because its an historic election and i believe he can do great things because he is a great man that gives me the chills when he speaks and he gives me inspiration to keep going and he gives me oh so much pride he is so unique so eloquent and so qualified, he is the epitome of our MLK, hes just that great. However, whatever happens tonight i just know that this is my history and no matter what anybody says that cant be taken away from me. And because of how far he has come, he will make it easier for another african american to run in the future. its historic regardless. But i really want him to win. I really dont know what will happen if that other one...(not to be mentioned here his name is too ugly to grace my blog LMAO) wins. I know i really wont go to school except to take my bio test. LOL I have high expectations and i hope they are met.

++TOdays NUmero DoS ISsuE: (10 more things about me; parts will be shorter due to the fact that i should be studying right now LOL)

1) I hate when people ask stupid questions:

I mean the answers are so obvious. Like is that your hair, uh...no its not but i bought it so that makes it mine. Or do you to go to Widener? (when they can see i have the shirt on, why else would i wear it? for fun?)

2) I hate when men put themselves down believing that they are not good enough for me: I mean if you were that bad i would have never picked you from the jump. I picked you because you stood out and i like you. Or you picked me. Now if i just happen to be smart, pretty and going somewhere in life and you choose to be complacent or dont want anything better how is that my fault? All i can do is lift you up and encourage you if you WANT to do BettER. However, you dont care how can i help you? (there are some exceptions and there are those out there who always get the short end of the straw so to speak, and nothin seems to go right in their lives so it forces them to stay where they are out of defeat and that causes pessimism. So for you i say, keep your head up brothers it cant get worse than it already is if you are at the bottom, it can only get better)

3) I dont like people who talk about things they dont know or assume that you always have to do things their way:

I mean if you dont know, save yourself the hurt and embarrassment and keep your mouth shut. Dont talk about what you dont know. it makes you look stupid and ignorant.

I mean im not you im unique so i have a different out look and i see things in a different light so im going to do things the way i think is best. Because thats all i know. How can i do better(or your way) without knowing there is another way?

4) I hate when life gets good and then all of the sudden everything comes crashing down on you:

I mean its like im loving life. Im loving the people around me and then out of nowhere something bad happens that makes me sad, mad, or just plain indifferent(meaning i isolate myself to defend my feelings in case you didnt know). Its the worst feeling.

5) I hate when people act like they arent irkin'when they are:

Its like they are totally oblivious to the fact that other people have to deal with their stupidity or juvenile behavior. Its crazy and it irks me so bad.

Now heres some loves (too much negativity hurts you LOL gotta have balance)

6) I love when a man tells me how he feels:

When he can say whats on his mind without hesitating for fear of what im thinking or not thinking because if hes real with himself, he can stand up for his emotions and reveal them. It gives me a deeper connection and something to reflect on when i cant talk to him (whether its good or bad). I love hearing things like that.

7) I love being able to have a day off:

You know, sometimes when you're in college it seems like the work never ends and you feel bogged down. (well at least if you are a nursing major).Im craving a break so bad. It would do my heart and my mind immense good.

8) I love chillin by myself:

Cause sometimes people irk me. its so refreshing to just be able to be immersed in your thoughts and dreams even. LOL and plus im an only child so im used to it i dont mind. i love having my space!!!

9) I love eating my mamas homecooked food:
She cooks some good stuff. Like sometimes ill be real greedy and eat whatever she made the first day. (LIke itll be all gone) LIke thats just how i am. im a glutton i cant help it. Its so refreshing to have the food she makes after being at school and having to eat the same thing all the time.

FREEZE! STOP LOL back to one last hate that just hit me!!

10) Why do people feel the need to tell the whole world (not really but you know what i mean) all their business?:

I mean for real why you think i wanna know that you just took a leak? i mean for real thats ridiculous. People are crazy!!



*Bonus: I hate mufuckin Mccain and stupid PALIN no more words needed
*Bonus: I hate when people only care about themselves and act stupid..basically i hate selfish self-centered people. PS: Oh yeah i hate weird people too. LOL

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