Well so many things have been on my mind lately. So now im gonna share them with you.
1) I hate when people dont have patience. I mean is it gonna kill you to wait for a few minutes?
2) I hate days when i am running from start to finish. I honestly dont think i have it in me to do that. in other words, im kinda lazy LOL.
3) I hate that some people dont study one bit and ace a test, but i have to study all week to achieve the same grade or better.
4) I hate that men are so hard to decode sometimes.
5) I hate arrogant people.
6) I'm so tired of feeling like i give my all in a situation only to end up hurt or disappointed.
7) I hate that im not a morning person, but people say the early bird gets the worm.
8) I hate that life throws us curveballs and we have to duck.
9) I hate that some people are so wishy washy and dont know what they want.
10) I hate that im so diligent in some areas of my life, but negligent in others.
11) I hate when people add me on social networks but then they on hushmouth forever.
12) I hate when i delete people who dont talk to me or who are beneath me( as far as mentality) on social networks and then they wanna request me again. (as if i would add you again. you didnt talk then, you wont talk now)(only applies in some situations).
13)I hate that i seem to attract bad boy types, but the good boys that i attract turn out to be duds and a waste of time(not all).
14) I hate that i have such a bad sweet tooth(bad for my health but good for the soul LOL).
15) I wish that i could find one guy who understood me for the most part, accepted me and stuck around for a while(and i could understand, accept and stick around to be with him)(i mean am i really that bad? )
16) I wish that life wasnt so complicated.
17) I wish that things would go my way more often, but they dont.
18)I wish i could graduate right now.
19) I wish i could make good money doing what i really love(writing).
20) I wish more people would keep it real.
21) I wish I could be more independent.
22) I wish I could see my extended family more.
23) I wish i was more confident in my abilities.
24) I wish septa would stop this strike.
25) I wish i could find a good book to read.
26) I wish i could stop procrastinating.
27) I wish i could take a vacation.
28)I wish i could grow more spiritually/mentally/emotionally.
29) I like that i have standards but sometimes that backfires.
30) I like that i can say whats on my mind, without hesitation most of the time.
31) I like that I am becoming more outgoing.
32) I like that i'm doing something with my life.
33) I like that i'm so mature(in some aspects).
34) I like that i put myself first.
35)I like that im a caring person.
36) I like that im knowledgeable about things.
37) I like that im considerate.
38)I like that i have loving, supportive parents.
39) I like that i dont take bs( i have a boiling point).
40)I like that i refuse to settle for mediocrity.
41) I like that im my own person.
42) I like that im funny.
Well theres probably more floating around in my cerebrum but ill stop here. Thats good enough. LOL Peace, Joy and Love.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
**More randoms from your girl Am
Ok so i been thinkin alot lately and these are some questions/thoughts going through my head. let me know if you ever felt like this.(9X/10 you probably have)
1) Ok, why do some men say they like you but when you try to conversate its hopeless?
2) Why do some men say they want you, but when they get you they cant handle you or seem to be intimidated by your aspirations/goals in life. Or by your achievements in general?
3) Why do some men feel some type of way about not being the center of attention in your life?
4) Why do some men who are either too old or too young, or out of your league try to talk to you?
5) Why do some men expect you to call but they hardly ever pick up the phone?
To take it in another direction:
6) Why does it seem like i slept fine the first two years of school, but this year that all went downhill? LOL (Im nappin like crazy).
7)Why does it seem like all i can think about is school nonstop and im bordering on bein obsessed with time management?
8)Why is JR year so hard period?
9) Why do i feel as though id rather work for chump change than be broke? ( i mean i could make more but lets face it im too lazy to look for another job right now LOL)
10) Why do i feel like being a little kid right now, even though i need to face facts that graduation is a year away?
**Well theres way more where this came from but this is all i could come up with off the top of my head for now. Tell me what yall think. Peace, Joy and Love.
1) Ok, why do some men say they like you but when you try to conversate its hopeless?
2) Why do some men say they want you, but when they get you they cant handle you or seem to be intimidated by your aspirations/goals in life. Or by your achievements in general?
3) Why do some men feel some type of way about not being the center of attention in your life?
4) Why do some men who are either too old or too young, or out of your league try to talk to you?
5) Why do some men expect you to call but they hardly ever pick up the phone?
To take it in another direction:
6) Why does it seem like i slept fine the first two years of school, but this year that all went downhill? LOL (Im nappin like crazy).
7)Why does it seem like all i can think about is school nonstop and im bordering on bein obsessed with time management?
8)Why is JR year so hard period?
9) Why do i feel as though id rather work for chump change than be broke? ( i mean i could make more but lets face it im too lazy to look for another job right now LOL)
10) Why do i feel like being a little kid right now, even though i need to face facts that graduation is a year away?
**Well theres way more where this came from but this is all i could come up with off the top of my head for now. Tell me what yall think. Peace, Joy and Love.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
~+Seriously Overdue, but here i am+~
Hey yall I know its been a hot minute(2 months to be exact), but your girl is back. And i have a lot to say. In such a short period of time, i have gone through so much and grown even more. I learned things i wont ever forget. I've seen and done things that i've never done before. I'm working on myself(physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, etc etc). I'm moving and running so much thats all it seems i have time for. And for some strange reason, thats so hard to understand. It shouldn't be but it is. But i get it. If im at school or at work or doing something else all the time, that throws a monkey wrench in whatever trick you got up your sleeve(im not sayin all of yall are like that(men)). But i dont do what i do to irk anyone or ignore anyone intentionally. I do this for me. So i wont starve or be homeless. I do this for me so i can have some peace of mind, happiness,and independence in the future. My philosophy is if i work hard now, i can play later. Ill endure a little bit of pain for now to enjoy a pleasurable life later. In other words, as i'm always saying, my time is money so don't waste it. Thats why i would rather cut through all the crap when i meet people and try to figure out what your agenda is. But some of yall dont make it that easy. I gotta stick around for a while and be Sherlock to figure yall out. I gotta stick around long enough to figure out we not on the same page about anything instead of you tellin me up front. Thats the one thing i cant stand these days is that people don't respect time anymore. I despise the fact that when i had time, there was nobody to be found, but as soon as i get busy people want a piece of the clock. It dont work like that though. To avoid all the drama, i would rather immerse myself in work and school and home than waste my time b/c 9x out of 10,what im working towards is far more important than what you're doing( i.e.: nothing, only have a dead end job, or you're not even interested in getting anything beyond a high school diploma(besides hustlin)). Im just at the point in my life where as far as im concerned relationships come and go. However, at the end of the day its just me and i need to be the best me i can be to be with somebody else(you cant be a mess mentally and be in a relationship, that only hurts them and wastes their time). Well thats my piece and yall will hear from me soon. Peace, Joy, and Love.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
~Melting Pot of Emotions~
I mean i really dont know what to say. I was heartless, and didnt let the small stuff phase me and told the truth in a harsh way. What did that get me? Nothin but told off by a lame that didnt even deserve me. I try to be nice and tactful and sweet again while still takin everything with a grain of salt and i still get bs handed to me. I guess it doesnt matter. Sometimes we get screwed over no matter what we do. Its just fate i guess. God has a plan for us and sometimes it doesnt go the way we want but theres a point to the madness at the end of the day; to teach us a lesson. I guess the lesson for me is to just be the best me i can be and dont worry about what people think. As long as i dont do nobody wrong, god will bless me in the long run. Thats what i gotta keep tellin myself. Otherwise i dont know what to think. At this point i would just rather work and go to school at the same time to keep myself busy...then i wont have to worry about losers wasting my time b/c there will be none left to waste. I really miss a couple of people in my life right now, however who knows if they even care about me at all? Thats what hurts the most. I try to put myself out there and it seems like i get burnt every time. I dont even care anymore. I got more important things to do anyway. Who needs love if this is what its like. :-( Well if anybody thinks that philosophy is way off...let me know why i should think differently. Deuces. Peace Joy and love.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
More thoughts from yours truly...♥
Hey yall. Im back again. Still busy as ever and during my day it seems like thoughts travel through my mind at warp speed. Well enough chit chat...here it is.
1) I know im young and there will be plenty of time for growth. And maybe, just maybe i'm thinking too far ahead. But i really truly feel as though i need to change some things about myself. For example i learned alot in the past few days; such as the fact that it is good to tell the truth but you must have some tact. Nobody wants you to sugarcoat but you don't have to be brutal either. Wow go figure; what i mean is this sounds like such a novel concept but i couldnt even put this thought together a couple of weeks ago. So i guess that shows growth. Another thing i need to learn is patience. It truly is a virtue that most people would do well with if they acquired it soon. LOL. Third of all, i really need to learn acceptance. It seems as though i have certain expectations and maybe even opinions about how things should go or how people should treat me. But in the long run, the truth is people can only be who they truly are and life is not Burger King, i cant have it my way. No matter how much i want to. Fourth, being nice seems so excruciatingly hard but i'm willing to try my hand at it again. Even towards people who dont deserve it because a friend of mines taught me that you should treat others how YOU would like to be treated and they'll look back and see what they missed out on and possibly regret it; the moral of the story is to be nice to others no matter how evil someone may have treated you b/c the next person doesn't deserve to be treated mean. So basically those are the things i need to get better at. And i know everybody has flaws and you can aspire to be perfect but in reality nobody will ever reach perfection except God himself. Thats just the way it is. But i still want to try my best to be a good person that God would be pleased with.(most of the time LOL)
2) Relationships are so hard man. But i truly am trying. I guess you really have to work to keep them alive if you dont wanna be alone. Sometimes it may seem like the better road but in reality its a sad one. On the bright side, it helps you grow when you're alone but there comes a time where being alone gets old and you want somebody by your side through thick and thin, who will never let you down. And in order for that to happen you have to open yourself up enough to be that same person for them that they can lean on when times are hard. You only get back what you put out, so maybe i need to change my way of thinking about things and what not.
3) Why do we have to look so good all the time but Some men can go around lookin like they fell off a garbage truck? I think i talked about this before. If those men would get their act together maybe i wouldnt mind lookin like i work on a runway more often LOL. However, there are Many exceptions out there. They look so good and they know it. I mean at least they know they gotta pull their weight in this competition called love LOL.
4) I really really wanna move out soon. Like hopefully before im 25. Its not like im in a rush to pay bills. I just want that indepedence and the ability to do things when i feel like it. I feel like im gettin just a lil bit too old to still have to have certain limitations i have at home. for real. If i keep on doing well in school, hopefully i can have everything i need and most of what i want and hopefully ill be able to survive on my own, god willing.
5) Im so tired of my mama always calling me. I feel like Florence in this house. I cant wait til school starts again. I love my dorm and it hurts to think that i might not be there if tuition gets too steep :-(. That place keeps me sane. I cant be home all semester. Hopefully i wont, if God is paying attention....
6)Songs i like :
mario ft sean garrett and gucci mane- break up
beyonce ft kanye west- ego rmx
drake ft trey songz- successful
mary mary- god in me
jayz ft rihanna and kanye west-run this town
7) well i gotta work tomorrow. but on the bright side, its payday and i get off before 12 LOL. I hope i get some more hours this week.
8) I really need to practice soon. I def need that scholarship.
9) Cant wait til im done this class. 2 more wks left.(4 classes to be exact)
10) Well gotta go now. be back with more next wk. Peace Joy and Love
1) I know im young and there will be plenty of time for growth. And maybe, just maybe i'm thinking too far ahead. But i really truly feel as though i need to change some things about myself. For example i learned alot in the past few days; such as the fact that it is good to tell the truth but you must have some tact. Nobody wants you to sugarcoat but you don't have to be brutal either. Wow go figure; what i mean is this sounds like such a novel concept but i couldnt even put this thought together a couple of weeks ago. So i guess that shows growth. Another thing i need to learn is patience. It truly is a virtue that most people would do well with if they acquired it soon. LOL. Third of all, i really need to learn acceptance. It seems as though i have certain expectations and maybe even opinions about how things should go or how people should treat me. But in the long run, the truth is people can only be who they truly are and life is not Burger King, i cant have it my way. No matter how much i want to. Fourth, being nice seems so excruciatingly hard but i'm willing to try my hand at it again. Even towards people who dont deserve it because a friend of mines taught me that you should treat others how YOU would like to be treated and they'll look back and see what they missed out on and possibly regret it; the moral of the story is to be nice to others no matter how evil someone may have treated you b/c the next person doesn't deserve to be treated mean. So basically those are the things i need to get better at. And i know everybody has flaws and you can aspire to be perfect but in reality nobody will ever reach perfection except God himself. Thats just the way it is. But i still want to try my best to be a good person that God would be pleased with.(most of the time LOL)
2) Relationships are so hard man. But i truly am trying. I guess you really have to work to keep them alive if you dont wanna be alone. Sometimes it may seem like the better road but in reality its a sad one. On the bright side, it helps you grow when you're alone but there comes a time where being alone gets old and you want somebody by your side through thick and thin, who will never let you down. And in order for that to happen you have to open yourself up enough to be that same person for them that they can lean on when times are hard. You only get back what you put out, so maybe i need to change my way of thinking about things and what not.
3) Why do we have to look so good all the time but Some men can go around lookin like they fell off a garbage truck? I think i talked about this before. If those men would get their act together maybe i wouldnt mind lookin like i work on a runway more often LOL. However, there are Many exceptions out there. They look so good and they know it. I mean at least they know they gotta pull their weight in this competition called love LOL.
4) I really really wanna move out soon. Like hopefully before im 25. Its not like im in a rush to pay bills. I just want that indepedence and the ability to do things when i feel like it. I feel like im gettin just a lil bit too old to still have to have certain limitations i have at home. for real. If i keep on doing well in school, hopefully i can have everything i need and most of what i want and hopefully ill be able to survive on my own, god willing.
5) Im so tired of my mama always calling me. I feel like Florence in this house. I cant wait til school starts again. I love my dorm and it hurts to think that i might not be there if tuition gets too steep :-(. That place keeps me sane. I cant be home all semester. Hopefully i wont, if God is paying attention....
6)Songs i like :
mario ft sean garrett and gucci mane- break up
beyonce ft kanye west- ego rmx
drake ft trey songz- successful
mary mary- god in me
jayz ft rihanna and kanye west-run this town
7) well i gotta work tomorrow. but on the bright side, its payday and i get off before 12 LOL. I hope i get some more hours this week.
8) I really need to practice soon. I def need that scholarship.
9) Cant wait til im done this class. 2 more wks left.(4 classes to be exact)
10) Well gotta go now. be back with more next wk. Peace Joy and Love
Saturday, July 18, 2009
update
Wow i know its been a minute, but once again a sister has been very busy and i have alot on my mind so here goes.
1)Just when it seemed i was moving in the right direction, i got a "memo" so to speak and it really made me think, is this the right way to be? And i decided that it wasnt and that i should try yet another approach. But to tell the truth, as far as growth, i believe that it is inevitable that change will occur and you will have to neglect some bad habits and replace them with good ones. I never thought about it that way but thats the reality.
2)I really wish i had all the answers in life. Like do you ever wish that you could push some magic button or open a door and all the answers to the questions that you have will be answered? Well i do. Sometimes i get so lost. But i know if i keep my eye on the prize(success), and keep the faith, i will find my way.
3)I wonder why i cant really focus. It seems as though my mind is always preoccupied. I mean i have been keeping myself pretty busy as far as work and now im retaking this class. But, did it ever seem like you have something important going on but you're just not there mentally? Like it's like my mind went on vacation(maybe that could be a clue to why i havent wrote in so long LOL ;-) )
4)Did you ever think about why people say and do the things that they do? It's really weird. When i sit and think about it, it almost seems like half this world has no substance or coherent thoughts. And its also weird how people will ask you the dumbest questions that they should already know the answer to.
5) Do you ever feel like there are people in this world who's whole objective/purpose is to annoy you to no end? Well i know that feeling very well and trust me i live it everyday. And theres no escaping it unfortunately. Its a shame to say but these people make you feel happy that you have places to be everyday. They make those places seem like paradise, even though being there isn't that fun either. LOL.
6)I'm so excited that i have one of my best friends in the world back in my life. Even though we may have been through alot, i'm always there for him and vice versa and we got a bond that nobody can break. :-)
7) On another note, i met somebody wonderful but b/c of my "attitude" i may have scared them off. Hopefully not though. Its a shame that you dont recognize a good thing just because you're stubborn. Who knows where this could end up?
8)It'll be time for school again soon. It seems like i love being there and i consider it like my home away from home now. When i have work i hate being there, but when i dont i love it and to me its way better than being at home. I dont know about anybody else but i love the freedom i have there.
9)I hope i can get my license before school starts and maybe even keep working. I might stay at work, just to keep some chump change and b/c i have less classes but it still amounts to the same when you add in the extra stuff. idk we'll see how that goes, i dont wanna overwhelm myself.
10) In other news, i cant believe ill be the big 20 in 2 months. Needless to say ill probably be the only one who's still 19 when school starts :-(. I know im exaggerating but that's what it feels like. To me 20 represents so much like the fact that i have been around for 2 decades and that im not a teen anymore....but its not as great as being the big 21 thats the real one...you can do whatever then LOL.
11) I really need to keep up with this blog(and poetry and stories) but i get such a bad case of writer's block sometimes. I just dont know what to say. But like a friend of mine said, i should just continue to write from my heart b/c in reality this is not for you. This is how i vent and express myself, and if you wanna read it be my guest but it wont be the end of the world if you dont.
12)havent seen any good movies lately. But i do have a few new favs as far shows. I really like hawthorne seeing as im studying to become a nurse. And i like tiny and toya. IDk but lately shows like that just interest me. I guess im kinda nosy LOL.
13) Music: a few of my favs
a) pleasure p: the introduction of marcus cooper( i love like every song on here...def a banga)
b) musiq: on my radio( just as good, if not better than luv and musiq, another classic in my opinion)(know i said it already but i didnt elaborate LOL)
c) beyonce: i am......sasha fierce(full of hot songs...wish it was longer though)
Thats all i can think of for now.
14)So glad im off tomorrow. But i plan on being a lil productive LOL. Hopefully i am. Well see yall next wk. Peace Joy and Love
1)Just when it seemed i was moving in the right direction, i got a "memo" so to speak and it really made me think, is this the right way to be? And i decided that it wasnt and that i should try yet another approach. But to tell the truth, as far as growth, i believe that it is inevitable that change will occur and you will have to neglect some bad habits and replace them with good ones. I never thought about it that way but thats the reality.
2)I really wish i had all the answers in life. Like do you ever wish that you could push some magic button or open a door and all the answers to the questions that you have will be answered? Well i do. Sometimes i get so lost. But i know if i keep my eye on the prize(success), and keep the faith, i will find my way.
3)I wonder why i cant really focus. It seems as though my mind is always preoccupied. I mean i have been keeping myself pretty busy as far as work and now im retaking this class. But, did it ever seem like you have something important going on but you're just not there mentally? Like it's like my mind went on vacation(maybe that could be a clue to why i havent wrote in so long LOL ;-) )
4)Did you ever think about why people say and do the things that they do? It's really weird. When i sit and think about it, it almost seems like half this world has no substance or coherent thoughts. And its also weird how people will ask you the dumbest questions that they should already know the answer to.
5) Do you ever feel like there are people in this world who's whole objective/purpose is to annoy you to no end? Well i know that feeling very well and trust me i live it everyday. And theres no escaping it unfortunately. Its a shame to say but these people make you feel happy that you have places to be everyday. They make those places seem like paradise, even though being there isn't that fun either. LOL.
6)I'm so excited that i have one of my best friends in the world back in my life. Even though we may have been through alot, i'm always there for him and vice versa and we got a bond that nobody can break. :-)
7) On another note, i met somebody wonderful but b/c of my "attitude" i may have scared them off. Hopefully not though. Its a shame that you dont recognize a good thing just because you're stubborn. Who knows where this could end up?
8)It'll be time for school again soon. It seems like i love being there and i consider it like my home away from home now. When i have work i hate being there, but when i dont i love it and to me its way better than being at home. I dont know about anybody else but i love the freedom i have there.
9)I hope i can get my license before school starts and maybe even keep working. I might stay at work, just to keep some chump change and b/c i have less classes but it still amounts to the same when you add in the extra stuff. idk we'll see how that goes, i dont wanna overwhelm myself.
10) In other news, i cant believe ill be the big 20 in 2 months. Needless to say ill probably be the only one who's still 19 when school starts :-(. I know im exaggerating but that's what it feels like. To me 20 represents so much like the fact that i have been around for 2 decades and that im not a teen anymore....but its not as great as being the big 21 thats the real one...you can do whatever then LOL.
11) I really need to keep up with this blog(and poetry and stories) but i get such a bad case of writer's block sometimes. I just dont know what to say. But like a friend of mine said, i should just continue to write from my heart b/c in reality this is not for you. This is how i vent and express myself, and if you wanna read it be my guest but it wont be the end of the world if you dont.
12)havent seen any good movies lately. But i do have a few new favs as far shows. I really like hawthorne seeing as im studying to become a nurse. And i like tiny and toya. IDk but lately shows like that just interest me. I guess im kinda nosy LOL.
13) Music: a few of my favs
a) pleasure p: the introduction of marcus cooper( i love like every song on here...def a banga)
b) musiq: on my radio( just as good, if not better than luv and musiq, another classic in my opinion)(know i said it already but i didnt elaborate LOL)
c) beyonce: i am......sasha fierce(full of hot songs...wish it was longer though)
Thats all i can think of for now.
14)So glad im off tomorrow. But i plan on being a lil productive LOL. Hopefully i am. Well see yall next wk. Peace Joy and Love
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Book review(first ever!! LOL)
Well i know im mad late with this one. However, im entitled to my opinion and I for one believe that Steve Harvey's book, Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man is the absolute truth. It truly is like a "playbook". After reading it, i see the opposite sex and relationships in a totally different light. It really did open my eyes. I was in the dark so to speak. If i knew half of the stuff in there, maybe i could have a real loving, long-term relationship. And another thing, you know a book is mad good when you dont wanna put it down and you read it all in less than 2 days time. Even though hes not a professional author, that was one of the best non-fiction books i have read in a long time. From now on, ill have to keep those things in mind; his advice is priceless. If you havent read it yet, you must. Thats all i have to say. Until next time, Peace, Joy and Love.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Its been a min and i got alot on my mind......++
Hey yall. I know its been a min. But a sisters been busy. I gotta get paid. LOL. Anyway i been practicing my driving, i been workin and i have been reading(unfortunately, school starts again soon so i gotta be on my A game) as well as workin on my cookin and bakin( i love some good food LOL). Well enough of that time to get to the point of this post.
I have been noticing some things I dont like so i feel the need to point them out:
1) Why does it seem like a girl has to have the perfect body? I mean seriously. If you dont have the biggest butt, bug-a-loos(breasts for yall that dont know LOL), or the thickest thighs or hips, you get pushed aside. Thats all you see in the videos. And another thing why every girl gotta have fake everything(hair, nails, eyelashes, etc etc.) to be accepted? Its a shame that you gotta do all that to get a man to notice you. Well at least it seems like it. I just wanna know what happened to the days when you could get away with being natural and a dude liked you for that? I guess those days are long gone.
2) Why does every dude i talk to (for the most part) only care about sex or if they dont talk about sex they talk about somethin else dumb that i dont care about. Maybe i need to stop talkin to those dudes and find some different dudes that are on my level. (but thats easier said than done)
3)Why is it so hard to stay focused when i know i got more important things to accomplish in my life? I do need to strike a balance between fun and work/school i guess. But its just hard. Ill either do the imp stuff or do whats fun. I guess im just too lazy and its summer time so that doesnt help. But excuses are for losers so i better get my life together. LOL
4)Why is it that when i want something i dont get it, but the things i dont want fall right into my lap? It's just weird. I guess god is tryna tell me something. Maybe what i want is not what i need.
5) Its so strange how you can be lonely and have people around.
6) Its crazy how people say they like you and what not but they dont call you, so i guess you're supposed to call them. And even when you do that they probably wont answer so um...im lost. Im gettin mixed signals. In this case, i just wanna say forget it, but for some reason i go against my better judgment and continue to waste time.
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Here are some things i like:
7) Dudes who have facial hair(but not too much, it has to be smooth not all scruffy).
8) A man who can sing(theres something about a man with a melodic voice).
9) A man who can cook( thats just so sexy LOL).
10) A dude whos going somewhere in his life and he knows what he wants.
11) A man who pays attention and actually cares about how you feel.
12) A man who sees me for who i am and doesnt run away just b/c i have flaws.
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CDS im really feeling right about now:(nothing like cds that you can play right through without skippin a track; they dont make many of those anymore)
13)neyo-year of the gentleman
14)jennifer hudson-jennifer hudson
15)musiq-on my radio
16)day 26-forever in a day
17)j holiday-round 2
18)ciara-fantasy ride
Well thats my piece. Be back with more next wk if i have time. Peace, Joy, and Love.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Reality
Its amazing how i always complain about how bored i am. When there really is so much that i could be doing. And i always complain about how my life isnt as exciting as it should be (in my opinion), but some people arent blessed to still be alive and well right now, while god has blessed me to be alive and relatively healthy. I take that as a sign, that my work here on earth isnt done and it probably hasnt even begun. I take that to mean that i need to stop wasting the time i do have, b/c tomorrow isn't promised and i should cherish every moment. I also interpret that to mean that brighter days will come and as i mature and become wise i will realize that it's okay that my life isnt movie worthy. I just need to get out there and enjoy it regardless. I dont really know where im going with this. but i have noticed lately that im just extremely bored and my mom has even pointed it out too, in one way or another. She stated that i need to"stop waiting for the next moment and just enjoy the present and make my life exciting". That seems sort of true, i guess. I have heard that you control your destiny, so you choose the path you travel on in life. You direct your future. You make things happen. So like i have said before i need to stop being on "autopilot" in my life and take charge and go after what i want and expect. Because if i learned one thing, nothing comes free or falls out of the sky, if you want something, you gotta earn it or make it happen. Its a cold world out here and everybody is out to better themselves and acquire some wealth of their own. So i need to wake up and smell the roses.
I guess in a way i have been taking life for granted and not appreciating what i have done and accomplished. I keep looking for the next moment or the next thing, instead of enjoying the present. However, in reality you cant turn back time, and trust me there are many times that i wish i could. I need to learn to just be and thank the lord above for every waking moment and for his mercy and grace. Well thats just how i was feeling at the moment, i had something else in mind, but...i think ill save that for friday. See yall later. Peace, Joy, and LOve.
I guess in a way i have been taking life for granted and not appreciating what i have done and accomplished. I keep looking for the next moment or the next thing, instead of enjoying the present. However, in reality you cant turn back time, and trust me there are many times that i wish i could. I need to learn to just be and thank the lord above for every waking moment and for his mercy and grace. Well thats just how i was feeling at the moment, i had something else in mind, but...i think ill save that for friday. See yall later. Peace, Joy, and LOve.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
P.P./Randoms(time for another one LOL)
Now, i havent done one of these in a while. But the way things are going, its time to get back up on my soapbox again. LOL Let's get to it.
1) Im so tired of having meaningless, pointless conversations. What happened to the days when people could hold an intriguing, interesting and intelligent conversation that kept my interest? Like i said before, these days, i might as well talk to myself. Shoot, the convo sure would be better. It seems like people DONT want to talk anymore or they dont know HOW to. I dont know which one it is, but its getting old real fast.
2) Im tired of having my guard up, and anticipating when a man is gonna hurt me b/c i know he will. Now that doesnt mean that all men will, however from my experiences, thats all i gather. I guess i just have to pray about it and trust that the next man wont, if hes the right one. Its like a friend of mine said, i wanna get close to the ones who do me wrong, but i push away the ones who actually care about me. I believe its time to just let the cards fall where they may so to speak. Being stubborn and heartless doesnt do anybody any good and if i continue to act that way, nobody will even try to talk to me ( :-( )
3) Im tired of being bored. But hopefully i wont be for long.
4)Im tired of being home. Theres absolutely nothing to do here.
5)Im tired of wasting time on people who arent worth my time.
6)Cant wait to start work. I have got to get out of this house.
7) I am so ready to get my license. Ill be even happier when i get my own car though LOL.
8) Im sittin here waitin for Tyler Perry's shows to come on....nothing good has been on all day...in fact i dont even like half of the crap on tv...tv is so stupid lately. They would make a show about pigs flying if they could. Seriously.
9) I need some excitement...maybe when i turn 21 something fun will happen. As long as im home it seems like life, well at the least the fun part is on hold...:-(
10) Well im even more bored than i was before i started, so its time to go do somethin. Hmm maybe ill be back with a poem later. who knows? might get some inspiration.. LOL. Well see yall later for now....Peace, Joy and Love
1) Im so tired of having meaningless, pointless conversations. What happened to the days when people could hold an intriguing, interesting and intelligent conversation that kept my interest? Like i said before, these days, i might as well talk to myself. Shoot, the convo sure would be better. It seems like people DONT want to talk anymore or they dont know HOW to. I dont know which one it is, but its getting old real fast.
2) Im tired of having my guard up, and anticipating when a man is gonna hurt me b/c i know he will. Now that doesnt mean that all men will, however from my experiences, thats all i gather. I guess i just have to pray about it and trust that the next man wont, if hes the right one. Its like a friend of mine said, i wanna get close to the ones who do me wrong, but i push away the ones who actually care about me. I believe its time to just let the cards fall where they may so to speak. Being stubborn and heartless doesnt do anybody any good and if i continue to act that way, nobody will even try to talk to me ( :-( )
3) Im tired of being bored. But hopefully i wont be for long.
4)Im tired of being home. Theres absolutely nothing to do here.
5)Im tired of wasting time on people who arent worth my time.
6)Cant wait to start work. I have got to get out of this house.
7) I am so ready to get my license. Ill be even happier when i get my own car though LOL.
8) Im sittin here waitin for Tyler Perry's shows to come on....nothing good has been on all day...in fact i dont even like half of the crap on tv...tv is so stupid lately. They would make a show about pigs flying if they could. Seriously.
9) I need some excitement...maybe when i turn 21 something fun will happen. As long as im home it seems like life, well at the least the fun part is on hold...:-(
10) Well im even more bored than i was before i started, so its time to go do somethin. Hmm maybe ill be back with a poem later. who knows? might get some inspiration.. LOL. Well see yall later for now....Peace, Joy and Love
Friday, May 22, 2009
updatE....
Life is goin great. Im so blessed and it's about time i realize it. I just got my learner's permit today. So hopefully by the end of this summer i'll have my license and yet another skill under my belt. I also got rehired at my old job today. I start next week. So the boredom spell is over for now. But sooner or later i know ill start getting tired of having somewhere to be. LOL. So june will consist of work, julyand most of august will consist of micro lab and work and then last not but least, i still have the daunting task of preparing for Jr YR. LOL. So i cant say that im bored anymore. I have a lot to occupy my time.
Anyway in other news, I have been a little fed up lately. People are so inconsistent. If you are gonna add me talk and be able to hold a decent conversation. I mean theres no point in having you take up space on my friends list if we dont even talk. Then there are others who do talk; however their vocabulary is limited and what they do say is incoherent. LOL. Well maybe i expect too much. But having high standards is not a bad thing. Otherwise you get trash. And i believe you get what you ask for. So i would rather do myself a favor and expect quality rather than trash. So therefore, i do have to be picky and analyze you to see what you are all about(men). But anyway, im still gonna do me regardless of what happens, b/c im the only one left in the end. So im gonna be self sufficient b/c god knows if you want something done right you better do it yourself. And if i dont do things for myself who will? LOL. It just seems like love always starts off nice and then ends in heartbreak for me. Thats why i feel as though i should just stay to myself. I mean is there even a point in believing in love anymore, it sure doesnt seem like it.
On a positive note, im continuing to grow so much. These days i almost scare myself with how truthful i am with people. I can be harsh. And i know it, but thats just me. besides what good does sugarcoating do anybody? Also for some reason people believe they can confide in me. And to tell the truth they are right. Because i tell the truth and im reliable. Im always there for my friends too. I never realized how wise i can be when im helping somebody else out, but when it comes to myself, i rarely listen to that same advice. I need to start practicing what i preach though. Everyday i learn something new and i need to try to use it to my advantage.
There are other things i wanna talk about but i just dont know how to put my thoughts into words on those particular topics or maybe i just dont want to go back to that place. However i will say that i never thought things would turn out the way they did. But i did grow immensely b/c of the outcome. I do wish that me and a certain person still talked. What can i do though? Its up to them. They have to take that first step. But yeah, thats about all i can think of...i know i have said this alot but its the truth. Well thats about it for today. See yall nxt wk. Peace, Joy, and Love
Monday, May 11, 2009
Realism(shoulda posted this months ago LOL wrote it in FEB)
You know you kill me.
Talking about wanting a girl who’s the epitome of perfection.
But yet you fail to stop and take a look at your own flawed reflection.
You know I hate it .
When you try to change me.
Whatever I do isn’t good enough.
But I know I’m not to blame.
I’m not the one playing games.
Last time I checked you were the one pursuing a new girl every chance you got.
Just itchin and scratchin to find a broad to put in my spot.
But you know what, go head with your new broad.
I wish yall the best.
For her sake I hope she can endure your rigorous test.
Because the truth is it’s not about me.
It’s about all the problems you have that you fail to see.
But instead of dealing, you critique me like I’m the worst person you’ll ever meet.
Instead of tryna imply that I’m the reason why, and constantly making me wanna cry,
You need to look at yourself.
It would be wise, it’s for your own health.
Trust me I’m one of the best to cross your path.
You should have enjoyed it while it lasted.
But you probably won’t realize that til I’m long gone and with the next man who thinks I’m number one.
You never bring me up anymore, all you do is bring me down.
It’s like you live to see me with my head hanging down.
I tried to comply, But you wouldn’t even try.
You did what you always do, telling me lies.
I’m done now, I’m looking for the guy who can intrigue and surprise and light up my life like the stars in the sky.
The one who doesn’t mind compromise and will brighten up my day like the morning sunrise.
It’s too late now, but maybe next time you’ll learn.
That love isn’t just given, it’s something you have to earn.
Talking about wanting a girl who’s the epitome of perfection.
But yet you fail to stop and take a look at your own flawed reflection.
You know I hate it .
When you try to change me.
Whatever I do isn’t good enough.
But I know I’m not to blame.
I’m not the one playing games.
Last time I checked you were the one pursuing a new girl every chance you got.
Just itchin and scratchin to find a broad to put in my spot.
But you know what, go head with your new broad.
I wish yall the best.
For her sake I hope she can endure your rigorous test.
Because the truth is it’s not about me.
It’s about all the problems you have that you fail to see.
But instead of dealing, you critique me like I’m the worst person you’ll ever meet.
Instead of tryna imply that I’m the reason why, and constantly making me wanna cry,
You need to look at yourself.
It would be wise, it’s for your own health.
Trust me I’m one of the best to cross your path.
You should have enjoyed it while it lasted.
But you probably won’t realize that til I’m long gone and with the next man who thinks I’m number one.
You never bring me up anymore, all you do is bring me down.
It’s like you live to see me with my head hanging down.
I tried to comply, But you wouldn’t even try.
You did what you always do, telling me lies.
I’m done now, I’m looking for the guy who can intrigue and surprise and light up my life like the stars in the sky.
The one who doesn’t mind compromise and will brighten up my day like the morning sunrise.
It’s too late now, but maybe next time you’ll learn.
That love isn’t just given, it’s something you have to earn.
Listen up Fellas
I dont know how you think i was raised.
Or if you think by spitting your lines ill be fazed.
But whatever your distorted mentality tells you, it has got to be wrong.
Your ways are weak, but im strong.
If you think ill sit around and wait till you have found a good enough reason to be in my life.
You must be sadly mistaken if you think i would even contemplate being your wife.
With your overused logic.
And your selfish motives.
All you want is one thing.
And it does not come free.
You see im not talking about something that has monetary value.
What i possess is far more valuable than some currency.
It is meant for the one who truly loves me.
Not the one who thinks nothin of me.
Its meant for the one who sees right through my soul.
Not the one who seeks control.
Its meant for the one who loves my personality.
Not for the one who just wants to get inside of me.
Im not the one.
Move on to the next chick.
I have more respect for myself than she ever will.
And if what you desire is a girl with no dignity or self esteem, then you best look elsewhere.
I know that what you want to do would displease god.
But im all about pleasing god.
I know im worth more than one night or just a hit and quit.
Im the girl you take home to your mama and settle down wit.
So fellas dont get it twisted.
When you try to step to me.
If you come correct.
Maybe you'll see some reciprocity.
Or if you think by spitting your lines ill be fazed.
But whatever your distorted mentality tells you, it has got to be wrong.
Your ways are weak, but im strong.
If you think ill sit around and wait till you have found a good enough reason to be in my life.
You must be sadly mistaken if you think i would even contemplate being your wife.
With your overused logic.
And your selfish motives.
All you want is one thing.
And it does not come free.
You see im not talking about something that has monetary value.
What i possess is far more valuable than some currency.
It is meant for the one who truly loves me.
Not the one who thinks nothin of me.
Its meant for the one who sees right through my soul.
Not the one who seeks control.
Its meant for the one who loves my personality.
Not for the one who just wants to get inside of me.
Im not the one.
Move on to the next chick.
I have more respect for myself than she ever will.
And if what you desire is a girl with no dignity or self esteem, then you best look elsewhere.
I know that what you want to do would displease god.
But im all about pleasing god.
I know im worth more than one night or just a hit and quit.
Im the girl you take home to your mama and settle down wit.
So fellas dont get it twisted.
When you try to step to me.
If you come correct.
Maybe you'll see some reciprocity.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Recap/UPDate
>> Recap of my first two years; Looking forward to the next two and beyond:
Well here I am at the end of my first two years of college. I can’t say that it was anything like I thought it would be. However, it sure wasn’t a disappointment. I have met so many amazing and diverse people. I have grown and matured so much. I have learned a lot too. One of the first things I learned was the skill of time management. Without that, I don’t think I would have survived these first two years. I also learned how to prioritize, which helped me get the most important things done first. I learned how to be organized and stay focused, which was one of the hardest things to do, believe me. I learned to be assertive and go after what I wanted. I learned how to be honest with myself and others. I learned how to work hard and not give up, even when I felt like there was no end in sight and the road ahead was dark. I learned how to trust in god and believe that he would guide me in the right direction and be with me through all my trials and tribulations. I learned how to be a friend in order to have a friend. I learned how to have fun and let loose a little bit. I learned how to be happy on my own. I learned how to be independent and strong, in order to do things for myself. I learned the importance of getting things done early, in order to avoid the consequences of not being punctual. I learned to be myself and trust that the right people would appreciate that, and that the people who didn’t like me didn’t matter. I learned to see things for what they are and not let small petty things faze me. I learned that sometimes in life you fall down, but if you get back up again, you aren’t a failure. The only way you can be a failure is if you don’t get back up. I also learned that nothing worth having comes easy, anything worth having takes hard work and determination. It has been such a fulfilling and exciting experience and im sure the 2 years I have left will be no different. Sure when finals week came up and all throughout the semester, my classes were very difficult and they tested my strength and my willpower, and they stressed me out more than I ever thought possible. But in the end, I know all that stress, and sleep deprivation, studying, and endless deadlines will be worth it. I also know that I will come out as a better person because of it.
++The next two years:
In the next two years, I hope that I will learn even more things. I hope that I will become even more mature. I hope that I will learn from my mistakes and realize that they aren’t set-backs, they are stepping stones to the future. I hope I will stay focused and continue to work hard to achieve my goals and strive to excel in all my classes. Also I hope that no matter what obstacles are placed in my way, I will overcome them. So, by the grace of god, all these things will come to fruition. I still can’t believe that I will be a junior in September. Those two years went by in a flash. I guess you don’t realize how fast things are going when you’re busy trying to pass your classes. I have met some amazing people who I consider friends and I hope we will still keep in touch after college. I have also taken some amazing classes and some not so amazing ones, but nonetheless, I will never forget all that I have been through.
+++++++++++++++UPdate++++++++++++++++++++
I’m back! LOL. I know I’ve been gone for a while. But yeah school has been hectic and very stressful. But I got through sophomore year and I’m proud of myself. I accomplished a lot this year too. I’m finally recovering. LOL. Im so tired and drained. But the upside is I only have 2 more years left. I have grown up so much and learned even more.
I have been thinking a lot lately. I have been thinking about love and life and where exactly they match up. For example, can you have a life without being in love, or vice versa? God made me see that he has all the love that I need. As long as I have his love, ill be okay. He also made me realize that in due time, when he sees fit, he’ll bless me with the right person that was made just for me and nobody else. Maybe the truth is that without love in your heart for something, there truly is no life. They go hand in hand. Like Jaz Sullivan says, “I can’t see a life without love”. And that’s true. So from here on out, I’m going to have love in my heart and live life to the fullest, doing what I love and I’m going to do my best to please God. I know there may be many obstacles in my way and there may be many things that I do that don’t please god, but I know in the end, if I ask for forgiveness and acknowledge that I was wrong, everything will be okay.
I have also been thinking about how strong you can be when the circumstances call for it. For example, there were a lot of times when I wanted to fall out from sheer exhaustion but because I saw the future, which has so many possibilities and so much to enjoy, I didn’t. I got back up again. But I wasn’t alone, I had God on my side; telling me that I was meant for a greater purpose and that I need to fulfill it. He also told me that whenever the path looks dark, he’ll be there to light the way. That and many other scriptures from the good book, gave me the strength to keep going. And because I didn’t lie down in the face of adversity, today I am a better person.
Another thing running through my mind is the fact that this year has been stressful. But as much as I want to lie down and do nothing, I’m going to be productive this summer. Just as I was productive this semester. I was in a poetry café, I performed twice;I did a solo and a group performance. I met a lot of interesting people. I did fun things. I learned a lot about myself and others. It was just a really good year. So this summer, I plan to learn how to drive(yeah I know what you’re thinking dag, she doesn’t have her license, but to yall I say, you try going to nursing school, when you’re in nursing school, all other desires must be put to the side LOL) , I plan to work and get this money together for books for next semester and splurge on me, and I plan to take a class, unfortunately :-(. Then, finally above all, I plan to grow even more and become a better person mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. The next two years are going to require some maturity, some will power, and hard work, so I better brace myself LOL.
Well as you can see, I have been through a lot, but it has truly helped me change for the better. Well I can’t think of nothing else to say. So I’m gone till next week, see yall :-). Peace, Joy and Love.
Well here I am at the end of my first two years of college. I can’t say that it was anything like I thought it would be. However, it sure wasn’t a disappointment. I have met so many amazing and diverse people. I have grown and matured so much. I have learned a lot too. One of the first things I learned was the skill of time management. Without that, I don’t think I would have survived these first two years. I also learned how to prioritize, which helped me get the most important things done first. I learned how to be organized and stay focused, which was one of the hardest things to do, believe me. I learned to be assertive and go after what I wanted. I learned how to be honest with myself and others. I learned how to work hard and not give up, even when I felt like there was no end in sight and the road ahead was dark. I learned how to trust in god and believe that he would guide me in the right direction and be with me through all my trials and tribulations. I learned how to be a friend in order to have a friend. I learned how to have fun and let loose a little bit. I learned how to be happy on my own. I learned how to be independent and strong, in order to do things for myself. I learned the importance of getting things done early, in order to avoid the consequences of not being punctual. I learned to be myself and trust that the right people would appreciate that, and that the people who didn’t like me didn’t matter. I learned to see things for what they are and not let small petty things faze me. I learned that sometimes in life you fall down, but if you get back up again, you aren’t a failure. The only way you can be a failure is if you don’t get back up. I also learned that nothing worth having comes easy, anything worth having takes hard work and determination. It has been such a fulfilling and exciting experience and im sure the 2 years I have left will be no different. Sure when finals week came up and all throughout the semester, my classes were very difficult and they tested my strength and my willpower, and they stressed me out more than I ever thought possible. But in the end, I know all that stress, and sleep deprivation, studying, and endless deadlines will be worth it. I also know that I will come out as a better person because of it.
++The next two years:
In the next two years, I hope that I will learn even more things. I hope that I will become even more mature. I hope that I will learn from my mistakes and realize that they aren’t set-backs, they are stepping stones to the future. I hope I will stay focused and continue to work hard to achieve my goals and strive to excel in all my classes. Also I hope that no matter what obstacles are placed in my way, I will overcome them. So, by the grace of god, all these things will come to fruition. I still can’t believe that I will be a junior in September. Those two years went by in a flash. I guess you don’t realize how fast things are going when you’re busy trying to pass your classes. I have met some amazing people who I consider friends and I hope we will still keep in touch after college. I have also taken some amazing classes and some not so amazing ones, but nonetheless, I will never forget all that I have been through.
+++++++++++++++UPdate++++++++++++++++++++
I’m back! LOL. I know I’ve been gone for a while. But yeah school has been hectic and very stressful. But I got through sophomore year and I’m proud of myself. I accomplished a lot this year too. I’m finally recovering. LOL. Im so tired and drained. But the upside is I only have 2 more years left. I have grown up so much and learned even more.
I have been thinking a lot lately. I have been thinking about love and life and where exactly they match up. For example, can you have a life without being in love, or vice versa? God made me see that he has all the love that I need. As long as I have his love, ill be okay. He also made me realize that in due time, when he sees fit, he’ll bless me with the right person that was made just for me and nobody else. Maybe the truth is that without love in your heart for something, there truly is no life. They go hand in hand. Like Jaz Sullivan says, “I can’t see a life without love”. And that’s true. So from here on out, I’m going to have love in my heart and live life to the fullest, doing what I love and I’m going to do my best to please God. I know there may be many obstacles in my way and there may be many things that I do that don’t please god, but I know in the end, if I ask for forgiveness and acknowledge that I was wrong, everything will be okay.
I have also been thinking about how strong you can be when the circumstances call for it. For example, there were a lot of times when I wanted to fall out from sheer exhaustion but because I saw the future, which has so many possibilities and so much to enjoy, I didn’t. I got back up again. But I wasn’t alone, I had God on my side; telling me that I was meant for a greater purpose and that I need to fulfill it. He also told me that whenever the path looks dark, he’ll be there to light the way. That and many other scriptures from the good book, gave me the strength to keep going. And because I didn’t lie down in the face of adversity, today I am a better person.
Another thing running through my mind is the fact that this year has been stressful. But as much as I want to lie down and do nothing, I’m going to be productive this summer. Just as I was productive this semester. I was in a poetry café, I performed twice;I did a solo and a group performance. I met a lot of interesting people. I did fun things. I learned a lot about myself and others. It was just a really good year. So this summer, I plan to learn how to drive(yeah I know what you’re thinking dag, she doesn’t have her license, but to yall I say, you try going to nursing school, when you’re in nursing school, all other desires must be put to the side LOL) , I plan to work and get this money together for books for next semester and splurge on me, and I plan to take a class, unfortunately :-(. Then, finally above all, I plan to grow even more and become a better person mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. The next two years are going to require some maturity, some will power, and hard work, so I better brace myself LOL.
Well as you can see, I have been through a lot, but it has truly helped me change for the better. Well I can’t think of nothing else to say. So I’m gone till next week, see yall :-). Peace, Joy and Love.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Thoughts....>
OOOh you dont know my name and i swear it feels like ooohhhh you dont know my name LOL> i was watchin the throwback you dont know my name by alicia keys. I had to type that.. LOL I love that song. But anyway. Its Wednesday again so im back with another one Lets just get to it.
1) Im so ready for this semester to be over. I have like 6 tests, a project, a lab report, a case study and a quiz all in the next few weeks. And on top of that i have a concert this sunday and im goin to be in a poetry cafe next wednesday :-). I think i might be getting over my nervousness in that respect. Like i dont even close my eyes anymore when i say my poems, i just try to make eye contact with the audience. I feel so good when i get up there and just say it. I love my poems. I think they are hot,however i cant waiT til next wednesday is over so i can stop saying them LOL.
2) Im kinda annoyed right now b/c i have to study nursing all night, however i dont feel like it. Im not focused. i was focused earlier but it seems like everytime i come back from dinner i dont feel like doin anything. I guess thats the -'itis getting to me LOL. Oh well, ill get focused eventually, i always do.
3) Life is okay, but im ready for a serious break. Nursing school is taking over my life. All im doing this summer is one day of cpr certification and then im gon get that work in babY LOL. Im ready to be employed again. Even though i would rather crawl into bed and not come out until like 2 days before fall semester starts. LOL.
4) BET is getting cornier by the minute LOL. The only good thing on 106 & Park is Wild Out Wednesday and Freestyle Friday, the rest of the wk is dry as the sahara. LOL. The only thing worth payin attention other than that is the good videos. And videos are gonna be extinct soon too.
5) random moment: hop up out the bedddd turn my swaggg onnn, take a look in the mirror say whats up....yeah...gettin money...LOL the song is empty except for the hook LOL. Thats the only part worth listening to. But its okay if you like that kinda thing.
6) Well im kinda bored. I wish i could sleep but nope, thats out of the question.
7)Yo...im seriously gon try not to be hype when day 26 come up here next wk. I love them. They have some original songs that are hot. LOL. Not many groups are hot these days. That will be a well needed break. and i know i better get there early or risk not having a seat at all. LOL.
8) OH yeah another thing, this rain is in the way. Its like it rains every single day. Its kinda gloomy. But it is good sleeping weather, If i coulD sleeP LOL. I wish it would stop. This weather is not characteristic of spring at all.
9) The other day i was thinking about my goals in life. And i have established some, but its about time i revise them and update them. I also need to work on bringing those goals to fruition. And today at dinner my friends were having an interesting convo, and that made me think too. I was like dag what are my goals? I need to seriously have some concrete goals and start thinking about my future. I need to think beyond tomorrow. Because in reality, if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
10) I need to pray and maybe just maybe ill make it to may 6th. LOL. i just gotta believe in myself and study hard.
11) Omg man i still think thats so sad that aaliyah had to die. i know if she was alive today, she would still be at the top of the charts. she has some hot songs...like if first you dont succeed, dust yourself off and try again....LOL. I love that song..the throwback video just came on.
12)Yo....im so hype right now. LOL. I guess its the music getting into my system LOL.
13) I miss some of my old peoples but since they dont seem to miss me...oh well. You cant waste time worrying about people who dont care about you. Life goes on.
14) I better start studyin soon before im up til like 4am. Its that crucial LOL.
Well thats enough randomness for one day. See yall later.
Friday, April 10, 2009
More of my thoughts.......
Well its friday again and you know what that means. Another blog from me. No bs, just realism and whatever thoughts come to mind. Yall know how i do. Lets get to it.
1) Well i know ive said this before but im so happy its the wknd. It has been a long week. But by no means does that mean i get to totally relax. I have a test in less than two wks, in foundations, one of my hardest classes. So all wknd, im gonna be busy tryna keep up with that. Just 3 more weeks.
2) Im so bored right now its not even funny. Well i have a birthday comin up, and maybe just maybe things will get a lil more exciting. Ill be the big 2-0 in about 5 months!! Lets see what that brings. My mama steady sayin she cant believe that its been twenty yrs since i was born. LOL. she probably wants me to be a baby forever. LOL. Shoot at this point in time, i wouldnt mind. Life is hard when you get grown. People, including me, always say i cant wait to be grown but what we all fail to realize is that, it doesnt get easier, it just gets harder. More responsibility, stress, heartache, and more stuff to do. Its a never ending cycle with no breaks. Because whether you're ready or not life goes on, it waits for noone.
3) I never realized just how much i love watchin movies. Its like movies, well particularly romantic comedies, take you to another world, because in cinema, it seems like things always end up the way that they want. And we all know that doesnt happen in real life, so its nice to live in a fantasy world for 2 or 3 hrs and get a break from real life where you arent likely to get what you want most of the time.
4) There are many days when i just wanna curl up in bed and do nothing. But i know that when i give up, im not only hurting myself, im hurting my family and the ones that come after me. So that, my faith in god, and the fact that im determined to be somebody and have my own, instead of being a bum and living at home forever, keeps me going. I have two more years so i might as well study hard, have fun and make the most of this opportunity that many people arent so blessed to partake in.
5) Its funny how im getting so much attention lately. Like there was a time when i didnt get compliments everyday, but now thats an every day occurrence, and despite the fact that i now readily acknowledge the truth of their words(well they are true most of the time LOL), my cynicism and my intuition deters me from entirely giving in. Im just trying not to get hurt and im tired of lies. So since its hard to distinguish btwn those who really care and those who are just out to get some, i would rather play it cool, stay neutral and do me. Now when a man comes along that can show me that i shouldnt be this way and he has a valid reason for being interested, then maybe ill change my mind. But just as there are no guarantees in life, i dont make any guarantees either.
6) Music is my lifeline. It keeps me sane, its creative, versatile, rhythmic, consistent, real, truthful,reliable, interesting, and easy to relate to. I may have said this before but its the truth so whatever. LOL.
7)Im bored. I should go back to school. Its so boring here, the only thing to do is sleep, eat, watch tv or be on the pC, at least i can walk around campus at school LOL.
8) Why are they playin all these throwbacks on the radio? I mean they are oldies and goodies, but seriously though? LOL
9) I cant wait to start workin this summer. im tired of being broke LOL. too bad i have to take cpr classes too..LOL i never get a break :-( but like everybody says it will pay off in the long run. I guess later on i can take a break, and have lovely vacations at some sunny beach resort LOL.
10) Still wondering......but oh well. i guess i should just forget it.
Well thats where im at. see yall next wk.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Just my thoughts....
Well i can never find any good quotes so if you been paying attention, you know im done doing Q.O.T.W., and lately i cant find any really good lyrics so im done with L.I.F. too i guess LOL. If anything yall will hear the latest songs on my page as usual LOL. In case yall didnt know i treat that playlist like a ipod..LOL. Anyway...on to some things that are on my mind.
1) Im so glad i finally got a B on a micro test. I guess now i know what it takes to pass. I have to actually read, and review thoroughly for that class instead of being lazy LOL. It just seems like me and sleep wont be seeing much of each other, studying is my life and, i can never have any real breaks, b/c just when i take a break, something else comes up for me to do.
2) I love poetry. It allows me to express myself freely and it's so much fun to hear people's feedback. I just hope i can get over my nerves and deliver my poems well b/c im supposed to perform in like 3 weeks. I think i can do it. I just have to stop thinking about it so much. LOL
3) Im so bored. I know what i could be doing, but do i really wanna fry my brain even more? Seriously my head is killing me from all that cramming. And its not like i can help it because thats how the syllabus goes for these classes.
4)Life is better when you are independent. It really is. When you are independent, it seems like nothing phases you, you dont have to worry about what others are doing, and you can just do you, which is the best thing to do b/c in the end you're the only one left anyway.
5) I wish i was on a break right now. Too bad my break was a month ago. LOL. I really could use one right about now. Nothin to stress over, nothing to do, no deadlines, no worries. Well maybe that will happen, um, when i graduate LOL.
6) I wish the caf would have some real food. The stuff they have is a pathetic excuse for food. Seriously. It only tastes good like once in a blue moon.
7) Maybe this summer i will take a break and just get this CPr certification, and work. Then i can just juggle the extra free elective during spring of my junior year. I mean they say you should get those out of the way, however i wanna have at least one class i like, and i want my summer off LOL.
8) Im really enjoyin the single life. But i really do wish i could find a good man that could be consistent and keep it real with me. However, at this point, i dont even know if i have time to keep up with a relationship. School is too hectic. And i barely have time for sleep and chillin, so how would i have time for a man? I guess i'll just chill out. I also believe that this time alone is helping me grow. I can really see the differences in myself.
9) I wanna do something fun. But idk what to do. Life is so boring, it needs some spice, pronto. LOL
10) I miss the days when life was simple, it also seemed more exciting somehow then. LOL.
Well thats where i am, im growing up, im living and learning more everyday, im tired and bored, and well thats about it for this wk. See yall later.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Q.O.T.W.(just randoms)
Lets just jump into the thoughts LOL.
1) Im so bored right now its not even funny. And i know i got a test to study for but im not even focused. I think i might take a nap b/c im tired and then study all night until the morning. Because i gotta pass this test and i want a B for once in this class. Its really one of those take the 75 and run classes. But i wanna finish strong LOL. So im gonna do what it takes to get that grade.
2)I love music. Since men aren't that consistent right now, thats my boyfriend LOL. It never lets me down.
3)I am so happy to see the wknd this week. It has been a long week. And i really just wanna sleep but i can tell that might not happen all weekend LOL. seriously.
4) I love these movies man....Getting played and movies like two can play that game are the truth. They do the kinda stuff that i wish i could get away with in real life. LOL.
5) Next semester is no joke. This is officially my last semester to slack. The time for chilling is over. Its gonna be my junior year and i have all nursing classes and i have clinicals. I dont know how im gonna make it but god willing i will because i came this far and i cant turn back now. If i just believe in myself i can do anything. From now here on out, i ReallY dont have a life. Shoot, certain people thought i was busy before and its only gonna get worse so me and my books are gonna be real good friends...shoot they might replace music as my bf. LOL
6) Life is good right about now. Certain aspects of my life could be a lil better but im dealing.
7)Im so glad that the right person won the Free Style Friday finale. He is so cute LOL and hes creative and original. Now the other rapper was original too, however he was a lil too specific when he was gettin on the winner and i think that was his downfall, he wasnt generic enough. But really, they were both cute, but the winner was the better lyricist and it showed. I cant wait til he comes out with a Cd. he is fire. LOL
8)Ill be so happy when may of double 1 gets here. I really cant wait to graduate. I really like school. Its just that it makes me so tired and keeps me so busy. But in the long run its gonna pay off and if i get reimbursed, im coming back for a masters and possibly another bachelors. And im also gonna have to take continuing ed anyway so ill never get away from school really. I guess thats not such a bad thing though, ill be really, really, smart. LOL.
9)I want a wrap again, braids get nappy too fast LOL. Im just tryna let my hair grow a lil more first. But i know when i finally get a wrap again, my hair is gonna be butter and hopefully healthier. LOL.
10)I really wish that i knew why certain people act like they do. Even though i know i shouldnt care b/c they dont care about me. I guess i have my answer they dont care.
Well thats it. Im bored, tired and stressed all at the same time. And theres so many thoughts runnin through my head but im just gon keep those to myself. Thats too much for a blog LOL.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
L.I.F(randoms instead)
Well yall, its been a long day. Sorry im late but i had mad fun doing what i was doing. LOL Anyway, im too lazy to look for songs so here goes another random.
1) I had a really good day. Things started out blah but the day ended on a lovely note. But here is where the day goes back to blah i got some stuff to do. In order to pass, i best get started so i can get to bed before the morning.
2) Im actually starting not to dread lab day so much. I guess im getting used to it like a friend who's a year ahead of me said. But i know what i am dreading, registration. I have got to get the classes i want or ill be mad all over again. This better not be a repeat of the registration for this semester. I only got 3 of the 6 classes i had to take whEN i wanted them.
3) Well im really growing up. A lot of things that would have bothered me before are starting not to phase me. I dont think much can erase this smile off my face. Im feeling good.
4) College is cool but you know what would make it so much better? If work and reading was eliminated and we had free reign to procrastinate and do what we pleased. LOL Yeah right like that will ever happen. But what if somebody created a college like that and no matter how old you were, you could kinda check in whenever life got to be too much and just feel free to procrastinate.
5) Music is so addictive and no matter how much or what im listenin to, it never seems to get old. It can always make me dance and feel good and it just takes me to another world where nothing even matters. LOL speakin of that..i love that song by LAuryn hill. she can sing her butt off..LOL.
6) This semester is like so gone, LOL. We only have five wks but it still seems like theres so much time left at the same time. If that makes any sense. I want it to be over, but at the same time, i have at least one class to take this summer, which will take up 6 wks of my summer and i want to work, and then school will start all over again before i know it so im not really looking forward to all that. I guess i just have to deal with the fact that from here on out, as much as i hate it, there wont be many more breaks for me. Its time to grow up and be busy all the time.
7) Every now and then i find myself thinking about the past and what could have been or what could still be but then i realize that the past is just that, the past and it should stay that way. Unless fate decides against it.
8) Im so happy to be better. That sick stuff wasnt workin for me. LOL. So from now on, even though its kinda hard to get a good nights sleep and not study my life away, im gon try to get more sleep b/c lets face it i love sleep, and im gonna take more breaks so i wont go insane or get sick again. LOL
9) Right now im just chillin, but i know sooner or later, i have to be productive for the remainder of the day b/c this stuff wont complete itself. LOL
10)I love blogging. LOL its so much fun to be random and say whatever i please.
Well ive said enough. Thats where im at though, im growin up, im keepin it real, im living and learning and enjoying school as hard as it is. LOL Im just living my life like its golden LOL. See yall next wk.
1) I had a really good day. Things started out blah but the day ended on a lovely note. But here is where the day goes back to blah i got some stuff to do. In order to pass, i best get started so i can get to bed before the morning.
2) Im actually starting not to dread lab day so much. I guess im getting used to it like a friend who's a year ahead of me said. But i know what i am dreading, registration. I have got to get the classes i want or ill be mad all over again. This better not be a repeat of the registration for this semester. I only got 3 of the 6 classes i had to take whEN i wanted them.
3) Well im really growing up. A lot of things that would have bothered me before are starting not to phase me. I dont think much can erase this smile off my face. Im feeling good.
4) College is cool but you know what would make it so much better? If work and reading was eliminated and we had free reign to procrastinate and do what we pleased. LOL Yeah right like that will ever happen. But what if somebody created a college like that and no matter how old you were, you could kinda check in whenever life got to be too much and just feel free to procrastinate.
5) Music is so addictive and no matter how much or what im listenin to, it never seems to get old. It can always make me dance and feel good and it just takes me to another world where nothing even matters. LOL speakin of that..i love that song by LAuryn hill. she can sing her butt off..LOL.
6) This semester is like so gone, LOL. We only have five wks but it still seems like theres so much time left at the same time. If that makes any sense. I want it to be over, but at the same time, i have at least one class to take this summer, which will take up 6 wks of my summer and i want to work, and then school will start all over again before i know it so im not really looking forward to all that. I guess i just have to deal with the fact that from here on out, as much as i hate it, there wont be many more breaks for me. Its time to grow up and be busy all the time.
7) Every now and then i find myself thinking about the past and what could have been or what could still be but then i realize that the past is just that, the past and it should stay that way. Unless fate decides against it.
8) Im so happy to be better. That sick stuff wasnt workin for me. LOL. So from now on, even though its kinda hard to get a good nights sleep and not study my life away, im gon try to get more sleep b/c lets face it i love sleep, and im gonna take more breaks so i wont go insane or get sick again. LOL
9) Right now im just chillin, but i know sooner or later, i have to be productive for the remainder of the day b/c this stuff wont complete itself. LOL
10)I love blogging. LOL its so much fun to be random and say whatever i please.
Well ive said enough. Thats where im at though, im growin up, im keepin it real, im living and learning and enjoying school as hard as it is. LOL Im just living my life like its golden LOL. See yall next wk.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Q.O.T.W.(just randoms)
You know what? forget quotes. from now on im just doin randoms its more original and fun anyway. Plus i never find anything good anymore. so here it goes.
1) Im sick of being sick and this crazy weather dont help me either. I cant wait til i get rid of this annoying cold!!
2) Im sick of fake people and people who consider me in an afterthought. If you dont like me or you dont care about me, dont even come around b/c life is too short to waste on people who dont like you or dont care.
3)The semester is goin so fast, but at the same time it feels like its moving at a snail's pace.
4)Sometimes i wish i could just lay in bed all day and not go anywhere. But in reality i cant because theres too much to be accomplished and lifes too short to waste precious time.
5) Im glad its finally friday but then it hits me that i have to read for like all my classes because just as quickly as the week ended and all the dreaded tests were over with, more tests are fast approaching and the wk starts all over again in 3 days.
6) I miss the days when i did my homework or i read something and bam i passed.
7) I also miss the days when my mama did everything for me, but now i realize that i have to grow up even though some days i really wish i could freeze right here and right now and not get any older or any younger. LOL.
8) I really like the lyrics to india arie's "just for today". theres this one line i really should learn to live by: I dont know whats gonna happen but thats alright with me. I open up my arms and i embrace the mystery. I love love lovE that. I believe that if i said to myself, and stopped worrying about things that havent even happened yet, life would go so much smoother.
9)I been thinkin alot lately and i realize that some things just arent meant to be so therefore i should just embrace whatever i got coming and deal with it.
10) I really dont understand why people assume that you always have to be in a group. Like why isnt it okay, just for a day to wanna sit by yourself and think about things and not have to make conversation. Sometimes you need that peace and quiet to figure things out and just for your own sanity. And sometimes its not even voluntary isolation. Common sense tells you, if a table is full, you sit somewhere else until some room becomes available or whatever the case may be. Point blank. Dont get me wrong i like hanging out with people but i like my space too sometimes. Simple as that.
11)Men are interesting creatures who never cease to amaze me and constantly force me to rethink my philosophies and theories on what goes on inside their heads. Although i may never figure out exactly why men do everythinG that they do, i think i will gain a considerable amount of incite, just by paying attention. LOL
12) Sometimes you dont realize how blessed you are until you are informed of someone else's situation.
13) It takes alot to admit when you are wrong or that you did or said something that wasnt so nice. But when you do finally admit that, you feel better and the person will probably respect you more for that.
14) Im bored right now, even though i could be reading before dinner LOL.
15) Its amazing how they expect you to come to all this stuff on campus that costs money and some of us dont have it like that. I know i dont LOL.
16) Why do people talk so loud that you can hear their entirE conversation through these thin walls? LOL
17) I love profs who tell you just what you need to pass and dont waste the whole period..LOL
18) I love sleep...from now on, im gonna try to get more LOL.
19) I really miss a certain person but oh well.
20) I guess its time to forgive and forget. I have already done one. you guess which one..
Well thats where im at, im bored, im tired, im sick, and im a lil annoyed for more than a couple of reasons. But yeah ill live and life goes on, it dont stop for no one. Be back next week.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
L.I.F(randoms instead)
Well there are no lyrics i like this wk. So im just gon write off the dome.
1) I hate being sick. I swear im never studyin that much again. Its like im extra tired, i got the sniffles, my head hurts and i have the chills periodically. I never realized how much sleeping crazy hours and not goin to bed at a consistent time can mess with your immune system. Mines is all thrown off at this point LOL. But its nothing i cant shake off in a few days, just the average cold.
2) Im really starting to hate school. Like i like being at school. But i just never feel like goin to class. Dont get me wrong i love to learn. Im just ready for a break. But i really dont think that will be coming anytime soon, since im going to take some free electives for like a month this summer and im trying to work too. Guess i wont get a break till i graduate.
3) I really wish i had some money. I been sayin this for the longest, But i feel like im gon be in a "permanent recession" till i graduate and start working b/c im always broke until the summer gets here or my gmom or somebody else blesses me with some money LOL.
4) Im learning so much about the opposite sex. Maybe i will go into detail about that one day. who knows? LOL
5) Im so bored. I want some excitement. Nothing ever happens around here LOL.
6) Life is so much easier when you dont let nothing phase you. When you let stuff get to you, thats when the problems start.
7) I just wanna go far away from here, far away from here, just jump in a taxi cab, pack my bags and get away fast. LOL i wish i could.
8) There are lots of things i wish i understood right now, but i really dont think i ever will.
9) I wish things didnt have to change but i guess i was due for some change.
10) If feelings werent created life would be so much easier.
Im kinda rambling now, so i guess im done till next wk. LOL. Thats where im at though. Im bored, im contemplating a lot. Im living and im learning. Peace, Joy and love. :-)
1) I hate being sick. I swear im never studyin that much again. Its like im extra tired, i got the sniffles, my head hurts and i have the chills periodically. I never realized how much sleeping crazy hours and not goin to bed at a consistent time can mess with your immune system. Mines is all thrown off at this point LOL. But its nothing i cant shake off in a few days, just the average cold.
2) Im really starting to hate school. Like i like being at school. But i just never feel like goin to class. Dont get me wrong i love to learn. Im just ready for a break. But i really dont think that will be coming anytime soon, since im going to take some free electives for like a month this summer and im trying to work too. Guess i wont get a break till i graduate.
3) I really wish i had some money. I been sayin this for the longest, But i feel like im gon be in a "permanent recession" till i graduate and start working b/c im always broke until the summer gets here or my gmom or somebody else blesses me with some money LOL.
4) Im learning so much about the opposite sex. Maybe i will go into detail about that one day. who knows? LOL
5) Im so bored. I want some excitement. Nothing ever happens around here LOL.
6) Life is so much easier when you dont let nothing phase you. When you let stuff get to you, thats when the problems start.
7) I just wanna go far away from here, far away from here, just jump in a taxi cab, pack my bags and get away fast. LOL i wish i could.
8) There are lots of things i wish i understood right now, but i really dont think i ever will.
9) I wish things didnt have to change but i guess i was due for some change.
10) If feelings werent created life would be so much easier.
Im kinda rambling now, so i guess im done till next wk. LOL. Thats where im at though. Im bored, im contemplating a lot. Im living and im learning. Peace, Joy and love. :-)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
L.I.F.
Hey yall, this wk i finally found some lyrics to post that i liked LOL
>> Pussycat Dolls: I hate this part( i love this song, the lyrics are interesting and they are killin it :) )
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
>> Pussycat Dolls: I hate this part( i love this song, the lyrics are interesting and they are killin it :) )
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
**Ryan Leslie ft jadakiss: How it was supposed to be remix(Im really feelin this beat and the lyrics are so hot. i think jadakiss made this song hotter!!)
Rap 1: Jadakiss Uh Yea Yo My heart got my mind trapped in
Rap 1: Jadakiss Uh Yea Yo My heart got my mind trapped in
Tryna find somethin' out that ain't gon' happen
Honey jus' jumped ship and left the captain Guess that's the repercussions of my actions
Yeah, And its making me furious cuz I'm so curious
After you lose somethin' you realize its serious
Meanwhile im strecthin' the time out Sitting here wondering if you'll ever find out
C'mon
Verse 1: Ryan Leslie Fresh like the kiss of morning dew
That's how it felt that day we met
When I first laid eyes on you
Its like you walked right up out my fantasy
And then you left that day Girl why did you abandon me
Baby you'll see, that you'll
Chorus: And i wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Said i wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby
Verse 2: Ryan Leslie Now when I think back to the days you were mine
Oh how I wish I could flip the switch To turn back the hands of time aw, baby
But you were the one that made me real
Now that your gone Tell me what in the world am i s'pose to feel
Without you here with me
Chorus: And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was suppose to be
Said I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was suppose to be
Bridge: Listen Something tells me I been robbed
Of the love I felt that you should've given
Never thought you would leave me on my own
But I see that's its over
And I hope one day your mine
Rap 2: Jadakiss Yo heavy behind the tints red carpet events
The way we crushin' the buildin' don't even make sense
Paparazzi always wanna poly when you fresh Gucci on the frames, Cavali on the dress His and her bling, king and the queen
Coming through clean doin' his and her thing
That's just thoughts of how it coulda been shoulda been
Till I figure it out, its back to the hood again
Whos ever heart cant be broke, can be cracked
But imma handle it like a G, and G Mack
Still brainstorming see the sunshine
But the rain still forming
Pains getting stronger
Cant really pin point where it went wrong and All i know is that I shoulda seen it all along
And Maybe I need a different approach with me
To find out how it really was suppose to be
Chorus: And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby (uh will we ever find i wonder)
Said I wonder if we'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby ( I wonder)
And I wonder if you'll ever find out how it was supposed to be baby ( Said I wonder)
Said I wounder if we'll ever find out how it was suppose to be baby (Uh Yeah)
++The Dream ft Mariah carey: My love(this song is so hot, it seems like everything he comes out with lately is hot and he has the craziest beats; and we all know anything mariah on is a banga LOL)
[The Dream]
Radio Killa did a song with the American Dream
They can't put it down like this, no no no no
On my baby
she my shorty
Oh, we rockin
They gotta trip all up on their breath
They hate on us
Now who’s right there every time you cry?
Gonna sleep and wake up on your side?
Endless love I'll always provide
They hatin on us and you should know why
But who’s been lovin you lately?
Who’s willing to go half on the baby?
Who who who’s trying to flag our ship?
They just tryin to get the love you give
But baby,
[Chorus] Tell me what they know about my love (my love) [x8]
[Mariah Carey] So they don’t understand why I'll never leave you Explain my love?
I don’t need to Get everybody way up in our business
Cuz lovin each other stay on their wish list
I see them reachin everytime you call me baby
They on my back like a shirt, get off me baby
They don’t love me, let them wonder why im Here to stay and they going bye bye
Who’s the one calling you baby
Who’s in love with your ass like crazy?
Who who who’s gonna flag our ship?
They just tryna get the love u give baby
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)[x8]
My love is your love
There ain’t nothing in this world
that they can do to make me give you up
Oh baby you will always be my girl so let them do whatever, say whatever
Cuz I ain't givin her up
Tell me what they know about my love (my love) [x8]
}}Karina: First Love( im in love with this song LOL it is the truth.)
You're there for me, through all of my ups and downs
And what I feel you always seem to know
You find the words, when I need comforting
And dry my eyes, that's why I love you so
More than a friend you're my first love
I can always depend on my first love
I feel like I have known you all my life
I can't explain how close we are
When something's wrong, you know how to make it right
That's why you stay close to my heart
You are more than a friend you're my first love
I can always depend on my first love(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)(Just fine)
Cause you are my very first love
Sweet, my first kiss goodnight
You're the beat of my heart music
My very first love
More than a friend you're my first love
I can always depend on my first love
With you in my life I'm not lonely at all
And if there were tears (yeah) you'd catch them all
Cause you know my pain, and you know my joy
There's no secrets between us only pretty piano chords
You are more than a friend you're my first love(Send chills up my spine)
I can always depend on (music) my very first love
Sweet, I can't denyIt's in my heartMusic, my very first love
I sing because I'm happy but music sets me free
You're sweet lullaby a first kiss goodnight
The beat of my heart music, my very first love(Oh Oh Oh)
You are more than a friend you're my first love
I can always depend on my first love
You are more than a friend you're my first love
I can always depend on my first love(Woah oh)My first love
Well thats it for this wk. Im in a love song kinda mood and those songs are the truth. i can listen to these cuts a million times and still love them. See yall.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Q.O.T.W.(randoms...again this wk....)
Just sitting here chillin. For some reason there havent been any quotes lately so i am forced to resort to randoms. LOL. but its not a bad thing b/c i like writing off the top of my head.
1) Well im always happy to see the wknd get here. But today it seems extra special. I dont know why.
2) It has been a good week, even though it was kinda stressful. I still made it, but it was only by the grace of god. Thats the only way.
3) Im bored. But its all good. I shouldnt be bored for long. I have a feeling tonight is gonna pop, one way or the other LOL.
4) Still thinkin about that blog idea....i dont know if i wanna do it though. Its a good idea but some people, namely some dudes might have a problem with it. But hey its my blog and i dont write it for nobody but me. If people choose to read it oh well.
5) I think after yesterday's labs, i like my major again. Its interesting, yet challenging. Its hard but i know i can do it if i really try and stop being lazy.
6) OMG freestyle friday is the best... its march mayhem and all these dudes got some hot lines but for real, its crazy how they can tell when the dude aint freestyling..LOL i guess its kinda easy if they just spitting with out pausin, and it comes across effortless, then you know they wrote that rap before hand and memorized it. LOL. regardless, they hot. Im kinda curious as to why there arent any female rap battles? they must think females cant go hard like that. LOL. But i mean look at eve, foxy, lil kim. they all do they thing so im sure its some newbies out there thats dyin for the chance to be the next them. they should give them a chance. Basically thats the only reason to watch the show during the week. every other day is boring unless somebody come through b/c they act too hype and corny.LOL and somedays they cant dress. terrence instigate too much too.
7) original quote: life is full of disappointments, but you just gotta learn to bounce back like a rubber band
8) original quote: No matter what happens, im doing me. whoever wanna be in my life can get with it or get lost.
9)ok see yall next week or later. might post that post i been talkin about all week who knows. maybe some thoughts will pop into my head.
10) still keepin hope alive about a certain situation and its outcome, but there are no guarantees in this life, so whatever happens, happens.
Well thats where im at this wk, loving life, tryna do what i have to do to be successful, and having fun at the same time. Thats what i do. LOL
1) Well im always happy to see the wknd get here. But today it seems extra special. I dont know why.
2) It has been a good week, even though it was kinda stressful. I still made it, but it was only by the grace of god. Thats the only way.
3) Im bored. But its all good. I shouldnt be bored for long. I have a feeling tonight is gonna pop, one way or the other LOL.
4) Still thinkin about that blog idea....i dont know if i wanna do it though. Its a good idea but some people, namely some dudes might have a problem with it. But hey its my blog and i dont write it for nobody but me. If people choose to read it oh well.
5) I think after yesterday's labs, i like my major again. Its interesting, yet challenging. Its hard but i know i can do it if i really try and stop being lazy.
6) OMG freestyle friday is the best... its march mayhem and all these dudes got some hot lines but for real, its crazy how they can tell when the dude aint freestyling..LOL i guess its kinda easy if they just spitting with out pausin, and it comes across effortless, then you know they wrote that rap before hand and memorized it. LOL. regardless, they hot. Im kinda curious as to why there arent any female rap battles? they must think females cant go hard like that. LOL. But i mean look at eve, foxy, lil kim. they all do they thing so im sure its some newbies out there thats dyin for the chance to be the next them. they should give them a chance. Basically thats the only reason to watch the show during the week. every other day is boring unless somebody come through b/c they act too hype and corny.LOL and somedays they cant dress. terrence instigate too much too.
7) original quote: life is full of disappointments, but you just gotta learn to bounce back like a rubber band
8) original quote: No matter what happens, im doing me. whoever wanna be in my life can get with it or get lost.
9)ok see yall next week or later. might post that post i been talkin about all week who knows. maybe some thoughts will pop into my head.
10) still keepin hope alive about a certain situation and its outcome, but there are no guarantees in this life, so whatever happens, happens.
Well thats where im at this wk, loving life, tryna do what i have to do to be successful, and having fun at the same time. Thats what i do. LOL
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
L.I.F.(randoms instead)
1) Well, today was a good day, just boring as usual.
2) I cant wait to graduate. It seems like i never have free time anymore. And really its not like ill have that much free time when i start working either.
3)Even though men continue to perplex me more each day, i still love the sexy ones LOL. I am now convinced that men are just a mystery that isnt meant to be solved. Im not supposed to understand. I should just enjoy the encounters i have and stop reading so much into everything. Now some of yall men out there might say that the same could be said for women, however if you take the time to get to know us, you just might understand us.
4) Ughh...i really need to get my study on. It seems like every time i turn around i have another test to get ready for. And it wouldnt hurt if i read more...but its not that much fun reading upwards of 100pgs for lectures. LOL. Maybe i have ADD or maybe im just incredibly bored and prone to distraction.
5) I think im really growing up. Despite my laziness at times, and how stubborn i can be, im learning to say what i think and be a better person. The way i see it, for every bad trait i have, theres a good one to balance it out.
6) Im so bored right now its not even funny. and im tired so i dont know how im gonna be productive later on.
7) I miss a certain someone. But its clear they totally forgot about me and moved on with their life, because they dont want anything to do with me. Or at least thats how i feel. But even feeling like that, i pray for that person and wish that they will be happy and have a good life. I just wish i still had a part to play in it, even if it is insignificant. Thats how much i love that person, despite all the stuff we have been through.
8) When people tell me things about myself, it intrigues me because i never knew i was like that and im cool with it, or i realize that something needs to change. I wouldnt say im conceited, but i do like to know what people think about me LOL. I guess it gives me "guidelines", if you will, on how to be better than i am. I like to hear people's opinions, but its still my choice whether i keep their thoughts in mind or not. My thing is if nobody tells me about myself, how can i get better? Its like they say, a closed mouth dont get fed.
9) cant wait to watch AI and ANtm tonight, sure seems more exciting than my life...LOL.
10) im thinkin of writing a different kind of blog, it'll probably be redundant or contradict what i have been told about a particular topic, but its my opinion, nobody said it was law. Ill post that soon, as soon as i figure out what to say LOL
Couldnt find any songs i liked this week. There are still good songs out there. But, i probably already posted most of them. LOL. See yall later.
2) I cant wait to graduate. It seems like i never have free time anymore. And really its not like ill have that much free time when i start working either.
3)Even though men continue to perplex me more each day, i still love the sexy ones LOL. I am now convinced that men are just a mystery that isnt meant to be solved. Im not supposed to understand. I should just enjoy the encounters i have and stop reading so much into everything. Now some of yall men out there might say that the same could be said for women, however if you take the time to get to know us, you just might understand us.
4) Ughh...i really need to get my study on. It seems like every time i turn around i have another test to get ready for. And it wouldnt hurt if i read more...but its not that much fun reading upwards of 100pgs for lectures. LOL. Maybe i have ADD or maybe im just incredibly bored and prone to distraction.
5) I think im really growing up. Despite my laziness at times, and how stubborn i can be, im learning to say what i think and be a better person. The way i see it, for every bad trait i have, theres a good one to balance it out.
6) Im so bored right now its not even funny. and im tired so i dont know how im gonna be productive later on.
7) I miss a certain someone. But its clear they totally forgot about me and moved on with their life, because they dont want anything to do with me. Or at least thats how i feel. But even feeling like that, i pray for that person and wish that they will be happy and have a good life. I just wish i still had a part to play in it, even if it is insignificant. Thats how much i love that person, despite all the stuff we have been through.
8) When people tell me things about myself, it intrigues me because i never knew i was like that and im cool with it, or i realize that something needs to change. I wouldnt say im conceited, but i do like to know what people think about me LOL. I guess it gives me "guidelines", if you will, on how to be better than i am. I like to hear people's opinions, but its still my choice whether i keep their thoughts in mind or not. My thing is if nobody tells me about myself, how can i get better? Its like they say, a closed mouth dont get fed.
9) cant wait to watch AI and ANtm tonight, sure seems more exciting than my life...LOL.
10) im thinkin of writing a different kind of blog, it'll probably be redundant or contradict what i have been told about a particular topic, but its my opinion, nobody said it was law. Ill post that soon, as soon as i figure out what to say LOL
Couldnt find any songs i liked this week. There are still good songs out there. But, i probably already posted most of them. LOL. See yall later.
Friday, March 6, 2009
randoms
Well i dont really see any quotes that peak my interest so im gon just go with the flow.
1) I hate bein home its entirely too boring. i mean its not like school is the most exciting place in the world but its way better than being here.
2) i cant wait til im legal. maybe life will get more exciting then. plus ill be done with school.
3)Music and writing is my life. It feels like i should have chosen one of those as a major but everybody knows neither is lucrative unless you have a foot in the door of some popular company. So therefore i went with a lucrative and challenging career like nursing. I figure i can do something involving music and writing on the side. Maybe ill be a song writer. Maybe ill review songs who knows what the future holds.
4) It annoys me that i can never do what i need to do lately but i can always do what i love to do. I really think this has a lot to do with #3. LOL
5) It would be lovely if i won the lottery right about now. At this point in my life. I need money and im kinda in a lazy mood that doesnt seem to be goin anywhere. But eventually ill get on track b/c reality will slap me in the face. LOL
6)Even though this summer will be busy i cant wait. Ill have to take some summer classes to get some free electives out of the way and i think ill be workin and doin a bunch of other stuff too, but i think ill still have fun.
7)Lately ive become more spiritual and i think that it is paying off. I feel happier knowing that im forming a bond with the man upstairs. Hes really the only one i should be worried about pleasing, to tell the truth.
8) Im so bored right now its not even funny. Of course theres tons of reading to do but thats not what i wanna do LOL.
9) I really wanna be friends with a certain person but it doesnt seem like thats possible. So i guess ill give up.
10) I have alot of unanswered questions floating around in my head for instance:
i cant understand dudes for the life of me; why is it not okay to be friends and get to know somebody beforehand and also conversely, why is it that when you do give in and just be with someone, why cant you be friends anymore afterwards? Like you dont know that you are goin to miss that person immensely even though you dont admit it?
Well thats all i can think of right now. Or at least all i feel like writing. See yall later. :-)
1) I hate bein home its entirely too boring. i mean its not like school is the most exciting place in the world but its way better than being here.
2) i cant wait til im legal. maybe life will get more exciting then. plus ill be done with school.
3)Music and writing is my life. It feels like i should have chosen one of those as a major but everybody knows neither is lucrative unless you have a foot in the door of some popular company. So therefore i went with a lucrative and challenging career like nursing. I figure i can do something involving music and writing on the side. Maybe ill be a song writer. Maybe ill review songs who knows what the future holds.
4) It annoys me that i can never do what i need to do lately but i can always do what i love to do. I really think this has a lot to do with #3. LOL
5) It would be lovely if i won the lottery right about now. At this point in my life. I need money and im kinda in a lazy mood that doesnt seem to be goin anywhere. But eventually ill get on track b/c reality will slap me in the face. LOL
6)Even though this summer will be busy i cant wait. Ill have to take some summer classes to get some free electives out of the way and i think ill be workin and doin a bunch of other stuff too, but i think ill still have fun.
7)Lately ive become more spiritual and i think that it is paying off. I feel happier knowing that im forming a bond with the man upstairs. Hes really the only one i should be worried about pleasing, to tell the truth.
8) Im so bored right now its not even funny. Of course theres tons of reading to do but thats not what i wanna do LOL.
9) I really wanna be friends with a certain person but it doesnt seem like thats possible. So i guess ill give up.
10) I have alot of unanswered questions floating around in my head for instance:
i cant understand dudes for the life of me; why is it not okay to be friends and get to know somebody beforehand and also conversely, why is it that when you do give in and just be with someone, why cant you be friends anymore afterwards? Like you dont know that you are goin to miss that person immensely even though you dont admit it?
Well thats all i can think of right now. Or at least all i feel like writing. See yall later. :-)
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
L.I.F.
**Rihanna: Hatin on the Club (I absolutely love this song. Its hot!)
oh woahhhoo oh oh(x2)
oh
Now this'll be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?
Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cry-yay-yay-yayyyy
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhhhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahhhhhhhh
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho(x2)
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh
oho oh
And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is
Stayed at home like a good girls do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cry-yay-yay-yayyy
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhhhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahhhhhhhh
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho(x2)
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh
oho oh
Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love(x2)
We would still have us(x2)
I'd still have my loveeeeeee(x2)
We would still have us
But now we're like whoahhhh
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
But now, now we're like whoahhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love
You Got her hatin on ohhhh
You Got her hatin on the club(x4)
club,club,club
You Got her hatin on ohhhh
You Got her hatin on the club
>>John Legend: Everybody Knows (I love this song so much. Hot lyrics!)
It gets harder everyday but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I am tryna find the word to say please stay
It’s written all over my face
I can’t function the same when you’re not here
Calling your name when no ones there
And I hope one day you’ll see
(Chorus)
No body has it easy
I still can’t believe you
Found somebody new
But I wish you the best
I guess
‘Cause everybody knows that
Nobody really knows how to make it work
Or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before and
Everybody knows just how to make it right
I wish we gave it one more try
One more try, try (one more try)
One more try, try (one more try)
‘cause everybody knows
But no body really knows
Oh ooh yeah
I don’t care what the people say
If I’ll be lonely anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he said she said
It seems like you just don’t know (don’t know)
The radio goes you’re tuning me up
Am trying to speak you’re turning me down
And I know one day you’ll see
(Chorus)
I wish that you would understand
I’m just an ordinary man
I wish that we had known
Everybody knows that nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see
Nobody has it easy
(Chorus)
{}Letoya: Not Anymore (This song is the truth!!!)
This is dedicated to
This, This, This is dedicated to
Mmmmmm, well if your feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicated to you
Verse 1:
Well, Ive been the super girlfriend
Let you think that nothing bother me
Like when you go out with your friends
And people bring me back the stories
The stories bout them other girls
Bout this one, and that one, and those three
So when I ask a simple question (Where were you last night?)
You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me
Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Then right where you are just get up
Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Verse 2:
Mmmmm, no more settling for less
Im looking for that kind of man
Thats gonna give his best, cause Im giving my best
A man that wants to cherish this
And knows exactly how to woo me
Not some silly little boy
Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies
Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Not Anymore lyrics on
Then right where you are just get up
Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (walking out the door)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (no, not anymore)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (not no more, not no more, Im gone)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (Nooooooooooo)
This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)
This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)
Mmmmm, well if you feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicted to you (if you feel me say)
Chorus:
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Well thats all i can think of for this week. Sorry its late. see yall
oh woahhhoo oh oh(x2)
oh
Now this'll be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?
Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cry-yay-yay-yayyyy
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhhhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahhhhhhhh
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho(x2)
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh
oho oh
And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love is
Stayed at home like a good girls do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cry-yay-yay-yayyy
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhhhhhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahhhhhhhh
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho(x2)
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh,oho,uh
oho oh
Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love(x2)
We would still have us(x2)
I'd still have my loveeeeeee(x2)
We would still have us
But now we're like whoahhhh
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
But now, now we're like whoahhhhhhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love
You Got her hatin on ohhhh
You Got her hatin on the club(x4)
club,club,club
You Got her hatin on ohhhh
You Got her hatin on the club
>>John Legend: Everybody Knows (I love this song so much. Hot lyrics!)
It gets harder everyday but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I am tryna find the word to say please stay
It’s written all over my face
I can’t function the same when you’re not here
Calling your name when no ones there
And I hope one day you’ll see
(Chorus)
No body has it easy
I still can’t believe you
Found somebody new
But I wish you the best
I guess
‘Cause everybody knows that
Nobody really knows how to make it work
Or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before and
Everybody knows just how to make it right
I wish we gave it one more try
One more try, try (one more try)
One more try, try (one more try)
‘cause everybody knows
But no body really knows
Oh ooh yeah
I don’t care what the people say
If I’ll be lonely anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he said she said
It seems like you just don’t know (don’t know)
The radio goes you’re tuning me up
Am trying to speak you’re turning me down
And I know one day you’ll see
(Chorus)
I wish that you would understand
I’m just an ordinary man
I wish that we had known
Everybody knows that nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see
Nobody has it easy
(Chorus)
{}Letoya: Not Anymore (This song is the truth!!!)
This is dedicated to
This, This, This is dedicated to
Mmmmmm, well if your feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicated to you
Verse 1:
Well, Ive been the super girlfriend
Let you think that nothing bother me
Like when you go out with your friends
And people bring me back the stories
The stories bout them other girls
Bout this one, and that one, and those three
So when I ask a simple question (Where were you last night?)
You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me
Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Then right where you are just get up
Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Verse 2:
Mmmmm, no more settling for less
Im looking for that kind of man
Thats gonna give his best, cause Im giving my best
A man that wants to cherish this
And knows exactly how to woo me
Not some silly little boy
Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies
Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Not Anymore lyrics on
Then right where you are just get up
Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (walking out the door)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (no, not anymore)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (not no more, not no more, Im gone)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (Nooooooooooo)
This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)
This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)
Mmmmm, well if you feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicted to you (if you feel me say)
Chorus:
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Well thats all i can think of for this week. Sorry its late. see yall
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